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269. Fueled to Force
~ JESSE ~
I sat on the end of my bed, my trembling hands clasped in my lap, and my entire body… vibrating.
I didn’t shake. I hummed. I was afraid to move, because it seemed like if I did my bones might actually disintegrate. And yet, I had never felt more alive.
Conflicting emotions roiled through me—anger, rage, hate, self-pity, the desire for revenge… But for the first time in my life, the stronger those feelings got, the stronger I felt.
Whatever was happening within me, it was strong.
So strong I feared it might wash me away if I gave into it.
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