I found myself laying in the grass of the clearing where I’d brought Jesse. I wasn’t sure how I’d gotten here—in my wolf?—but when I sat up I felt… strange.
My body felt shaky, but under my skin. Like I’d spent every ounce of energy I had.
Yet, for the first time I could remember I was oddly calm. And right alongside the bond in my chest—that brittle, cold thread that still connected me to Jesse—was a tiny ball of warmth.
Hope.
For the first time in a very, very long time, I had hope.
I began to smile until my traitorous mind immediately began to ask all the questions—how I would ever make it
~ CASIMIR ~I beat Rake to the truck and had to stifle a petty kind of triumph in that ridiculous moment. I was already dressed in some of the extra clothes when I felt him draw near.Then the bushes to my right parted and a silver-white wolf, head high and eyes dark, crept into the space around the shed.That rush of jealousy and fear—had he betrayed me?—washed over me again. But…Be what you wish others would be to you.I made myself swallow it back and wait. I tossed a set of clothes on the ground in front of him, and waited while he shifted and dressed.He wouldn’t meet my eyes.Then, when he was dre
~ JESSE ~It was hours later when, dirty and exhausted from fighting the power, I almost cried with relief when I found the cabin.The light was beginning to fade. I was stumbling with weariness. I’d been following an instinct I wasn’t even sure was real—and almost decided that I was losing my mind.But then, suddenly, the treeline broke open a little to the twilight sky, and there it was, the cabin Rake had told me was out here. And now that I was here, I had my bearings—because the mountain peak could be seen even in the dark—which meant I could get back. I could actually get back to the caves.Almost crying with relief, I hurried towards the building, bu
~ JESSE ~If you just kill them all, you’d be no better than Cazz.The thought stopped me cold. For a second I wondered if I was going mad—I didn’t know that voice.Except I did.And even though I knew that voice was right, I still wanted to kill him.But I’d hesitated and my brother was on guard again and now it was too late. I had waited too long. Lost my window.My unsmiling brother’s eyes were locked on mine as he tipped his head towards the driver’s door of the vehicle.“Get in, Jesse.”I grit my teeth. “What
~ JESSE ~I pressed my foot down on the accelerator and the SUV revved high and rocked, but didn’t budge.Perfect.“Fucking idiot!” my brother barked. But he didn’t take that gun off me. “Go check it,” he snapped at the guys in the back.They muttered, but pushed out of the car.I leaned back against the back of my seat, trying to relax my shoulders because my entire body hummed with tension as the power tried to shove out of me and I grappled frantically to keep it contained.At this point I was terrified I’d kill myself if I let it go.
~ CASIMIR ~‘CAZZ, PLEASE! I NEED YOUR HELP.’I was just about to step into the caves when Jesse’s voice rang in the bond—echoing and thin like it swam at me down a long tunnel. But there. And frantic.I froze, grabbing Rake’s arm. He whirled to look at me, but I was already turning away.“Jesse,” I hissed, before shifting and beginning to run, Rake on my heels.I tried to reach her, tried to call for her, begging her to tell me where she was, but it was as if she’d sent that single, lone call, then cut herself off completely.‘What’s going on, Cazz? Wher
~ CASIMIR ~I didn’t know what had happened, but suddenly all of Maya’s insistence about her power made my blood run cold.To my physical eyes she was just there—half-crouched in fear, her face pale, lips slack, and eyes somehow both bright and glazed.I could feel the exhaustion on her. And no wonder. Because my power-wrought senses rang with recognition.She shuddered and I felt her body convulse inside.She was swallowing back power, not letting it release—and it was going to consume her, soul first.
~ CASIMIR ~Before I felt any pain, my mate swelled and those dark tendrils exploded from her like midnight fireworks as her screams turned from fear to rage.I hit the dirt and rolled, coming up in a crouch, eyes wide and my entire body trembling in awe.Jesse was on her feet, arms out, her face twisted in rage, hair lashing around her face as the power whipped into a storm around her—a twisting, accumulating storm to rival my own.“Jesse…”But even as her brother and his allies dropped—clearly felled by whatever she’d thrown at them in my defense—her shoulders shook. Her body convulsed, and sh
~ JESSE ~I was coming apart at the seams—my mind, my body, my soul. Everything in me sang with pain and heat, conflicting needs, unspent emotion. And all of it twisted together and roared out of my chest.I was overwhelmed, clinging to this power by a hairsbreadth, and fucking Cazz wouldn’t listen!But even that was making it all worse.When he stepped up and touched me, my soul sang.Now he stood here, touching me, staring at me with such tenderness, and it made me sick.I inwardly flinched, dying to protect myself from him, even as a part of me wanted nothing more than to t