+ What did I do? Why did I trust my mother? I let her go, and the worst part is she's not with her aunt. She's disappeared without a trace. I didn't waste any time and went straight to the apartment where Alexandra was staying with her aunt. The problem is, I didn't expect her to vanish without a trace, without even wanting to come back. She said she's afraid to know the truth! A few minutes ago, I was going crazy searching through her things, but unfortunately, I found nothing. So I decided to go out and search for her with Harper and her aunt. I'm trying to follow her aunt's advice, but I can't. I feel helpless. Why did she leave? "No...shit... Harper just told me that Alexandra just took a flight," I stop abruptly and start hitting the steering wheel of the car like a madman. "This can't be happening. Maybe we'll find something where she used to work." These are not good news. If she took a plane, it means she's out of my radar. But if she's not on that plane, it means she's ne
+ I shrug my shoulders and downplay whatever that woman wants to do to my mother, she brought it upon herself, and now she must face the consequences. The hatred from Alexandra is already enough. "You can tell that woman that, but right now all I want to hear are her screams," I say. "This isn't you, Harry," my friend approaches me and puts his hand on my arm. "Come on, you need to take a shower." "No... I told you no!" "Stop acting like an idiot, Harry, and go back to being yourself, so we can find Alexandra." "Haha, you can tell that to that woman because she's the one who made my life a mess." Harper doesn't let go of my arm and tells me that he can find her, but he won't help if I don't go back to my old self, since he doesn't want a drunk man who won't solve anything. "All Harper did was support her, but she..." I don't take my eyes off my friend as I hear his girlfriend's words. "She is brave, and we can find her." "Rosalía is right, and that's why you need to come with
+It's been a month and I still haven't heard anything from Alexandra. The urge to find out on my own increased, but I promised to let time pass. Mmm... for now I'll let the investigators take care of it, I have a few things to do, like getting back to work at the company. I can't neglect my work, and I certainly can't give that woman the satisfaction. My father wants to talk to me about intervening for my mother, but the truth is I haven't felt like doing it. I'm furious with him, and I don't care what he does with my mother. I've had enough of the consequences of his actions. I haven't heard anything from my mother, but I can deduce that she must be on that trip, "vacation" according to her. My father must know, but I'm not interested in finding her. Once again, I find myself alone in my house, like the same dog from before, and I'm not complaining because I'm used to it. It's just that I miss hearing Alexandra's scream; the one that wakes you up, makes you laugh, and drives you
+ +ALEXANDRA+ "I want to forget for a moment the cowardice I have committed, weeks have passed, and I feel like it all happened yesterday. Once again, I console myself, the day I thought I would face everything was the day I had a panic attack, and that led Dylan to suggest that I distance myself from what I feared, 'the truth'. I accepted, like a crazy person, I said yes, although I didn't know if I was doing right or wrong, I just had to escape the fear of that man rejecting me. [Flashback] "Can I borrow your phone?" I whispered, "Mine is completely dead, I need to talk to my aunt, I have to say goodbye." "Yes, but if she doesn't get in this instant, then you will regret it, my sister is traveling with her husband, or she may go alone, I'm sorry, but I talked to her about you yesterday, please, I offer you the opportunity to travel with us," I nodded and without waiting any longer, I opened the car door, got in, and settled in the back seat of the car. "Lend me the phone," I
"Night of drinks, my little one," Dylan took my hand and led me to his car. "But remember, yours will be chocolate ice cream." "Really?" I asked, but he remained quiet, which left me with many doubts in my head. As we walked, we talked about how he's been having a tough time and how he feels like he's going crazy. I just laughed because he told me with such humor. Dylan and his sister are experts at making the sorrows of the heart disappear. I thank God for putting him in my life and for not abandoning me despite all the stupid things I've done. Fifteen minutes later, Dylan tells me that we're close to his house. We're at a bar and restaurant called Temple Bar, where they've offered us a table for two. We're sitting on comfortable upholstered wooden stools. The place feels incredibly comfortable, even though it's full of customers. It's a quiet place with excellent service, and the decor is Irish-themed. "While you order, I'll go to the bathroom," Dylan raises an eyebrow, and I b
+ "Why are you doing this? Why are you helping me?" I asked with a lot of shame. "I'm a heartless person who doesn't value what she has around her." "You like me, but I love you. Don't look at me like that. It may all be crazy, but my feelings keep growing and growing," his sweet voice made my whole body shiver. "That's the truth, and you need to know it." "But..." "Shhh..." he silenced me. "I don't want to force you into anything. I just want you to let yourself be loved." I was in shock, processing every word that came out of Dylan's lips and heart. Love makes you lose your mind and leads you to the downfall of love. At this moment, I feel truly stupid because I'm not a good girl. I'm not the girl Dylan should have. "How can I repay you?" my voice trembled. "Understand that my heart belongs to another." "I'm sorry for creating a world of love with you," he sighed. "I'm sorry for creating a rainbow where there was only gray before." "I'm sorry. Your feelings are sincere, but.
+ Two hours later, we arrived at the apartment, and that was only because there wasn't much traffic, and we found everything we needed. Not a single word was said the whole way, and I actually felt comfortable because I didn't want to talk about anything. We got out of the beautiful and expensive R8, and he handed me the keys, and with a gesture of "You didn't think I'd lend it to you again," he said, "I regret giving you the key to the car. I felt like death was taking me." "You're exaggerating," I scoffed. "Besides, I don't even have a license," I joked. "What?" he shouted, terrified. I laughed. He was naive to believe everything I said. Before I peed myself in front of my apartment, I made my way inside. +HARRY+ I walked through the glass door that transported me to a world of damnation and every vice I desired. After leaving work, I came straight to one of my favorite places, but before that, I called my friend Harper because I needed to discuss a few things. While waiting
+ +ALEXANDRA+ Without warning, I had a problem with the shower, and "I fell". Dylan took me to the clinic just to rule out anything serious. I told him I was exaggerating, it was just a slip, nothing serious. After leaving the clinic, we went straight home. My bed was calling out to me, and I was willing to accept, as the medication and the relapse I had left me extremely weak, or I can say it was the medication. I don't want anything at all, no visitors and certainly no talking. All I want is to sleep and sleep, but socially, the last person I expected to arrive in my room showed up. Dylan has ordered me not to be left alone. I open my eyes to see that I'm entering Theater A's movie room. Am I in the cinema? Oh my goodness, this man is completely crazy! How could he bring me to the cinema like this? + I know perfectly well what a cinema, ice cream shop, supermarket, clothing store, and clinic are because I watch movies, series, and romantic novels. "Are you making fun of me?"
+ "Don't even think I'll let you be with that bastard," I advanced until I was just a few centimeters from her, pushing her against the door as she tried to leave. I held her face in my hands and pinned her body with my weight. I brought my nose to her soft hair, inhaling deeply, as rage and desire combined into an intoxicating and explosive cocktail. Without thinking, I captured her lips with mine and our teeth clashed, but I managed to deepen the kiss. Mentally, I screamed in triumph as I felt her arms entwine in my hair. She growled against my mouth, allowing me to delve deeper. She let go and entwined her tongue with mine. I loved it. Her voracity was unexpected. Desire set my body on fire like wildfire. It was strange, I felt that I desired her and she desired me. With a burst of dominance, I grunted and held her by the throat with one hand while we kissed. With the hand that was free, I traveled down her body, discovering her curves; her breasts, her waist, her ass. Feeling
+ +HARRY+ Opening my eyes, a huge smile takes over my face as I feel the satisfaction of seeing her sleeping like the angel she is. Being close to her body gives me the opportunity to get closer to her, taking the form of a spoon. We have stayed on the couch. A deep sigh comes out of me, it's been a long time since I felt something like this, she has given herself to me without restrictions. Our bodies surrendered to each other and, thirsty for desire, we satisfied ourselves with pleasure. Control was everything for both of us, it had been that way for a long time. An ironic smile appeared on my lips when I supposed that our relationship was only going to be a temporary intimacy or would lead to the resignation of our marriage, but everything did not turn out as we had planned, no, now she belongs to me, she is my wife, and she will not stop being so. I am torn between fury and my other passive self, I do not want to continue seeing how she plays with our marriage... I have to b
I want to escape, Harper has left us alone once again, promising that no one will interrupt us this time. "This is my fucking life, Harry. Stop interfering," my voice breaks, and I feel myself becoming emotional. "That's why I'm asking you to let me go. We can finish this conversation another time." I fall silent as I see him approaching me, stopping for a fraction of a second so that our bodies and breath are close to each other. "Have you stopped loving me?" he asks softly, and I close my mouth and shake my head. "Well, I knew it," he says as he inhales deeply near my neck. Nervously, I moisten my lips, and a moan escapes me involuntarily. "You'll never get from him what I could give you." He cups my face in his hands, forcing me to look up at him, and we share a moment of eye contact. "Stop being presumptuous," I murmur, and he lowers his hands to my waist, lifting me up to kiss me. He presses his warm lips against mine, and I hold onto him tightly when I feel his tongue enter
But no, I can't continue, I have to finally realize that Emmanuel is my life now. Shit, all of this is causing me to falter, to crumble, and not think things through. "Come here," his voice is low, and his mysterious gaze drives me crazy. I don't waste any time and slowly approach him. "On your knees," I steady my breathing. No, I have to stand firm, I can't fall because that would be a betrayal. "No, this would be..." "I would never treat you like a whore, and I don't even think that way." I have to resist, but a part of me wants to comply. My other self would kneel before him, and run my hands down the front of his hips without breaking our gaze. Watching as this man masturbates in front of me. No...! I can't be thinking about it, I can't do it. My other self betrays me, imagining what I could do if I fall before him. I see myself opening my mouth, and parting my lips, while at the same time bringing my hands to the back of his legs to grip his thighs. Ah, I melt at the
+ALEXANDRA+ I'm feeling kind of regretful because things aren't going as planned. Harry isn't taking things well, the conversation has gone off in another direction, and I don't feel comfortable talking about my personal life, especially after hearing how he blatantly denies his relationship with the woman his mother has always wanted him to be with. Dylan showed me some pictures, and now I feel like I've been living a lie! I'm so stupid for coming to him without considering the consequences. What's wrong with me? I didn't waste any time telling him that he's the father of two wonderful little ones. It's not a lie, but obviously, he's not going to take it well, thinking that I took away months of his time with his children. These past few years have been full of ups and downs for me. The changes were tremendously radical, simply because I had two babies forming inside me. It wasn't just one, as the damn ultrasound showed. In the end, it was two. A lot of things went through my min
No, this seems like a blessed movie or a dramatic novel! "This is a fucking joke, this cheap speech, nobody believes it, you're hearing yourself right," I burst out laughing after hearing a lot of shit from her. "You're talking about how I'm the guilty one and that it's better for you to be away with someone else than with me." "Your reaction is normal, but that's how things are. It was difficult for me to understand, but the truth is that everything was true. We let ourselves be carried away by what we felt, all without considering the consequences of our actions," she looks away after taking a deep breath. "I'll step aside, it's not like I'm taking something away from you that you never had," she crosses her legs after leaning back on the couch. "I'm sorry, I'm introducing myself now because I had to fulfill what I promised, two years without hearing from you." I can see that smile that is hard to appreciate with her lost gaze. I am petrified as I process everything she is saying
+ +HARRY+ Time has passed slowly for some, but quickly for others... I have been waiting for the woman who pierced my heart to the core to appear, but I have stopped searching for her again and asking about her because things have taken another direction. I have clung to work like never before, I can't handle myself, she has left me. These past two years have been eternal for me, thinking about her, what has become of her? What is she doing? Who is she with? Has she married? Many questions go through my mind day and night, overwhelming and torturing me at the same time. It's unfair what she has done, she has taken away my right to be with my son, it's not just abandonment, no, it's all about her cruelty, taking away my right to know and be with my son. I have tried to forget her and make this pain go away as quickly as possible. It's clear to me that women don't fulfill me, none of them can compare to Alexandra, and I'm definitely tired of that, it's better to stop before I go cra
+ Waking up abruptly, I rub my eyes and glance around. Memories flood back, and I start to comprehend where I am, standing still and processing everything. Oh God, I'm wearing gray silk shorts and a matching silk tank top. He took my clothes off! He saw me naked! Damn, pervert! I'll kill him if he violated me. My phone! What time is it? I swing off the bed and see a pair of low sandals underneath it, I put them on without hesitation. Where is my clothes? I search with my GPS eyes. I look for my wallet. Shit! I left it in the car. I start to panic and try to think of how I'll get out of this house. How will I leave if I don't know where I am? You'll pay for this, you possessive man, I don't give a shit that you're a sexy man and my friend at the same time. Without thinking any further, I decide to leave the room and get lost in this unknown place, although I won't deny that it's magical and cozy. I stealthily walk out like a cautious thief, to my surprise, the entire place is desert
Dylan took my hand and pulled me out of the office. I tried to break free from him, but the more I struggled, the tighter he squeezed my hand. I could tell he was furious, and his anger was palpable. Control! I had to control myself because if I didn't, I would lose my head along with him. I couldn't stand a man controlling me, let alone one who was so possessive. We quickly left the house. "You're too manipulative," I said. I'm sure his sister will wonder where I went. What will I tell her? It's all so unfair, I try to stay away from sin and temptation, but they keep pulling me back in. I complain of pain, but it doesn't stop him. I want to scream, but it would be stupid to do so. "It's time to go," he exclaimed authoritatively. "Wait..." Oh my God! It's his sister... I try to let go of Dylan's hand, but the idiot won't let me. I feel like I'm going to faint, I'm begging the universe to swallow me up or take me away. "Do you need anything, sister?" he spoke dryly. "Where are y