It is yet another morning of fucking smiling after spending the night with Joshua. This is becoming a habit that I like but that I do not like as well.
This is becoming complicated.
Just as I am about to lose myself in actual work and not daydreaming, I hear Janice calling for me. “Miss James. Miss James. Miss James, can you hear me?”
“Sorry, Janice, you were saying something?”
“Brenda phoned; they need you at The Summit Club. She did not give any details, just said it was urgent.”
“If some fuck tried anything with one of my girls, I am going to rip his cock off. Tell Brenda I am on my way.”
I race over to the agency, all the way I am thinking of Joshua. I can't stop thinking about him kissing me. What the hell has happened to my no kissing rule. What is the purpose of having rules if I am just going to break them?
As I step inside the office at The Summit Club, I find Brenda oddly compo
I have met my match. I don’t like it. Men crave Victoria James. Victoria James does not crave men. Joshua Hamilton is proving to be a problem.I have an editing meeting at Pandora this morning. I did not sleep. I only thought of Joshua fucking me. Now I am horny and I am irritated.As I step inside my office, Oliver, one of my editors are already waiting for me."Oliver, did or did you not get the photos of Jessica Jones?""No Miss James, I did not get the photos.""Why not?""She was with Alison and not Johnathon.""Did you not think that a lesbian affair would be a juicier story?"I gives me a blank stare on his face as he now realises it, but yet he comes up with another excuse, "They were in the secluded pool area.""Why could you not join them?""I did not have a pa
This is why I don’t get involved. I let my guard down, and I got used. I forgot that I could not trust anybody, no matter who they are. He played me, and he played me well. I broke every single rule that I stand by. I was so close to telling him how I really feel. All the feelings he said he had for me were a total lie.Joshua Hamilton is going to pay. You don’t fuck with Veronica James and get away with it.He has been phoning me the entire morning; I wonder if he knows that I was at his father's office today.How do I play this, play along for a little bit longer or confront him now?I dial his number.“Joshua, you called.”“Yes, have you been busy?”“Just a meeting with a prospective client. He caught me quite off guard.”“How so?”“Had some interesting news about a current client.”“Do you want to do lunch?”“How a
This hurts. It is not supposed to. I have to keep my eye on the game. I cannot falter now. I want to bring Joshua down. Then I will figure out what this is.I have ignored him for two days now. Let him stew in his own mess. It's time to up this game to another level.And as he always does, he floods me with a thousand calls; now I think I should start planning my revenge, so I swipe up and answer his call, “Hi, Joshua.”“Veronica. Where have you been?”“The same place I am every day. Work.”“I was worried.”“I am perfectly okay. I was thinking.”Well, if he only knew that, I still have a plan to expose him for the liar that he is.“Am I going to like this idea?” he says.“Depends.”“Depends on what?”“Are you into takeaways, movies, and cuddling?”I cannot believe I just said that. I have
It has been a week since I have seen or spoken to Joshua. Now I am not going to lie; the sex was fucking amazing even though it was a trap. Yes, I should not have enjoyed it as much, and god knows that I did not even try to fake it.I have much to my own annoyance not stopped thinking about him. I am practically messed up from my own plan. I sometimes think with other parts more than my brain. I guess that revenge is not such a fair game.But he said the words that I wanted him to say. Why am I so hesitant to expose him then. I need to remember he played me for a fool. But then again, did he just say it because he is playing me for a fool. I need to get this over and done with before it ruins me.I want Joshua out of my life, or do I truly want him to be in it with me? I wish that this was not so confusing. This is why I keep reminding myself not to do relationships. I guess my own game has blown up in my face.I have a staff meeting this morning, s
I look at myself in the mirror. This is me. I am Veronica. This man is not going to bring me down. I am going to show him whom he has messed with. I want to see the pain and regret in his eyes when I expose him, finally.Joshua is at the door.“Joshua.”“Veronica. You have been ignoring me. I would never. There must be something wrong with my phone“So, where are we going?”“You will see when we get there.”“What happened? One minute we making love on the couch. The next day you are gone.”“I had to clear my head. Nobody has ever said that to me before.”“Said what?”“You know what.”“I love you?”“Yes.”“I do, Veroni
Just wonderful. I am on the front cover of Flare and You with my ex-boyfriend and his soon-to-be fiancé.“Veronica James: Homewrecker.”“Veronica James: The other woman.”In this business, you have no friends. How are you supposed to get things done when you have to play against the likes of this. That is why I use my body to get what I want.How must I not use my body? Did he even mean that? I must respect my body. Did he not even care about me a bit. Why did he want to talk to me?Am I being unnecessarily hard?“Janice.”“Yes, Miss James.”“Please send Tyler over to my office.”“Sure, Miss James.”Tyler walks in, and I lock the door behind him. I learned my lesson with Joshua barging in.&n
I am back in my room after a long day of soaking in the sun. I hear the unmistakable sounds of sex coming from next door. After half hour of constant moaning, I come to the conclusion that they are watching porn. Fuck this. I am not listening to this the whole night. I phone reception. “Please, could someone do something about next door? They are too loud.” “Miss James, unfortunately, there is nothing we could do about it.” “What do you mean there is nothing you can do? Move them to another room. It is not like the resort is busy.” “Sorry, but they specifically asked for that room. They are perfectly within the noise level. There is nothing I can do.” Fucking great. I am going to the pool house bar. I can't listen to this shit. The old Veronica would have gotten off on that. Now it just gives me the creeps. “Please give me t
I decided to run off to a far off exotic resort to get away from everything. To run away from myself. My neighbor has not made things easy for me. He loves porn, a lot of it. I am waiting for him at the bar. All I want is peace and quiet. I am preparing myself for some hairy fat man. “What is his name?” I ask the bartender. “Don’t know.” “Very helpful bartender you are.” The music has gone louder at the bar, I feel someone walk up behind me, I know he is saying something, but I cannot hear a word, he reaches his hand out to me, I take it in my own and turn to introduce myself. “Joshua.” “Veronica. What are you doing here?” “I am here for you.” “How did you know I am here?” He goes oddly quiet. “Remind me to fire Janice when I get back. How long have you bee
Brenda had just dropped a bomb on me. Tom has been hiding who he is. I am not pissed off, not yet.Brenda ~”He is Thomas Hedford.”Brenda ~”Did you think they will snap a photo of you and one of your employees?”
I am sitting at my desk staring out the window. If you put the circumstances behind, yesterday was the best sex I have ever had in my life.I know it is not fair to Joshua. But Joshua is the one I love, sex means nothing when you are in love. Or so I think.Tom has gone missing. I have not heard from him or seen him since yesterday. I don’t know if I should be looking for him. I don’t even know where to begin.But I have another problem to deal with now. I have the copies of Flare and You in front of me. Someone is going to pay for this.The covers read."Veronica ~ James : Kiss & Tell""Veronica ~ James : Heartthrob stealing a kiss"********************Tom and I are plastered all over the f
I am nervous. I have never been nervous when it comes to sex. Am I nervous for me or am I nervous for Tom. This was a stupid idea. There is no turning back now.Tom ~”Morning Veronica.”Veronica ~”Tom.”Tom ~”Do we need to talk about this?”Veronica ~”Just be yourself. Be prepared for anything.”Tom ~”Just so you know I am recording this.”Veronica ~”Why?”Tom ~”To have something I can use against this asshole.”Brenda ~”Miss James Dylan is here.”Dylan ~”Morning Veronica, Tom.”Veronica ~”Dylan.”&nb
I am playing with fire and I am going to get burned. I am breaking my own rules over and over again. I am breaking Tom's rules too. But I am enjoying it. I am enjoying being with Tom.I was fresh out college, fresh in the industry when I met him, Sam. We were inseparable, he was my world. I did not think I could love anyone more than I did him. I thought that we would get married. But one day I caught him kissing her, my boss. My heart was devastated, I thought we had something special. I thought he was mine and I was his. I vowed that I would never love again after that, that I would kiss no man ever again.
I have a problem. A big problem. In fact I have three.Problem number one has to be Dylan. The guy is hot but hell he is creepy. I dread the day he finally decides what he wants and comes knocking on my door. I am curious about him but not that curious.Problem number two is Tom. I wish I knew what was going through my thick skull when I decided to kiss him. I broke both our rules. He is hot and he definitely knows what he is doing. He is also very talented, I am scared of how talented he can be.Problem number three is a problem in itself. Joshua. He is patiently waiting for me and will continue to do so no matter what I do. I want to be with him but I also don’t. This is a confusing one, I don’t know what it is I really feel for him.Tom ~”Veronica.”Veronica ~”Tom.
I am nervous, I don't do nervous, but I am doing it now. This is a big deal, this is a big client, we have to sign him. No matter the risks.Tom ~”Veronica are you seriously going to wear that?”Veronica ~”What is wrong with this?”
I am in Joshua's office. I just kissed him. I have been wanting to do it the whole night. I am weak. Joshua makes me weak. I need to go. I need to get away from him.Veronica ~”I must go.”Joshua ~”No please stay.”
I am sitting in my office with my stilettos on my desk stewing in my own shit. I have come to the conclusion if I want to fuck, I fuck perfectly. But I am also able to perfectly fuck things up as well.One of those perfect things is Joshua Hamilton. The only reason this is bugging me is because he is mine and mine alone not some bimbo models. He is mine even though I don’t want him or so I say to myself.
I can’t believe a week ago I pledged my undying love to Joshua Hamilton. This week I am back to being Veronica James. Should I feel bad? I don’t know. Should I feel sad? I also don’t know. I have enough wine to take both away.Veronica ~”Morning Brenda.”Brenda ~”