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Chapter 56.2

Author: Snow Flakes
last update Last Updated: 2022-07-09 23:01:26
"You looked good as always," I heard Lena compliment me but I just let it pass through my ear like I didn't hear any comments at all. I am too tired of anything right now. I just want to have my rest... forever.

I feel like my heart has been crushed by a ten-wheeler truck. I am so broken because of myself. I am broken because of my own wrongdoings. I am so broken because... I just lost the people I have been cherishing. I just lost them all in a snap.

I sighed all the heaviness I felt. I feel like my back has been carrying bags of emptiness and pain. There's nothing that could take me back at me again. I feel like I am about to explode and I will burst out into tears any minute right now if someone will ask how I feel. If someone will ask how I am.

I silently wiped the tear that escaped my eyes and travel down my cheeks. I turned my back on them so they won't see me wiping my own mistake. Wiping the result of the problem I created.

Lena stopped sipping her hot coffee when she noticed m
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