"Bring me with you. I will talk to him," I told Lester. I can't stay here thinking about him when I could go and talk to him. It will just mess up my mind if I will stay here any longer. I need to talk to him.Maybe I suddenly become easy to get when it is him we are talking about but I just want to clarify some things to him. Maybe it did hurt me when he called me names but must know why I did those. I just did those because I was told to.I don't even know if Cindy told him the whole truth or if it was just one-sided at all. I can never blame why Cindy did it, why she turned things upside down because she just fall in love. That's why I need to clear things up with him. "You can't... You need to stay here for a month to clear your mind first," Lester answered.I looked at the surroundings. I will have to stay here for a whole damn month? "No, I can't and I won't. Let me come with you or else, I will end my life here," I told him. I won't do that, of course. I just said it to scare
“Do you want to go and have a rest?” Lester’s mother asked me. She is looking at me with her pleasing smile but...Great… she just made me the center of attention. Peter and Lester are busy talking about something and I don’t want to interfere with them. I am pretending that I am not here. That they can't see me even if I can feel Peter's constant glances at me. I am not planning to get their attention in any case.I force myself to nod at her. I am not really tired but I want to get out from here. Jane was busy attending with her new pet. I didn’t know she had a dog now. She says it has the same breed as Lester’s dog. I can clearly see the similarity and I don’t know why she said it like trying to make me jealous of her.I won't be jealous of her if that's what she is thinking. I am genuinely happy for her. She deserves it. She deserves what she has right now. She deserves everything including a love and care that she had once lost.“Come, follow me… I will show you to your temporary
“Peter!” I forcefully push him. What is he doing here? I looked at him and saw how serious his face is when he looked at me. “W-what?” A chill went through me. His stares are burning. I push him once more because my knees are shaking with the sight of him. His face is too close, I can feel his breath on my face.His breathing becomes heavy as he stares at me. Glaring at me. He made sure I couldn't let go from his arms. He tightened his hold around my waist when I tried to loosen from his arms. What is this? Why are you doing this to me, Peter?“We just ended up things up just a week ago and instantly, you are with that asshole?” he angrily asked. His eyes are burning. I tried to avoid his gaze but he hold my face to make me look at him.But what he said makes my blood boils. What did he just say? Is he talking to me or is he talking to himself? Can he heart what he just said? Why is he accusing things when it was his moves in the first place?May I remind him that he was the one who
Lester's laughter echoed in the room. He winched in pain when his mouth stretches making his small cut widened. He looks in pain. The smile didn't disappear his face when he slowly stood up. I immediately went to his side and helped him. Peter is being unreasonable! What the fuck did he just do? He should know that Lester likes to tease him. He should know that Lester and I won't happen. He should know that I cheated on Matt only because of him and not anybody else."See? How can you say that all of your actions meant nothing? How?" Peter asked. I can hear the hurt in his voice. He clears the lump in his throat and smiles in pain.I looked at Lester and saw him still smiling but will winch in pain because of his cut. I push Lester down to sit on my bed so he can rest a little bit while I will deal with this fucking asshole. "Stop teasing him," I whispered to Lester. I glared when he didn't respond. I don't want him to have wound again. What if his mother will be mad at Peter for cau
“That’s not easy," I told him. He won't have an easy way out when Cindy's name is involved. Cindy gets what she wants and it always will be. No matter what the consequences are. She would still have it. No one can stop her. No one...“Let me handle about this matter, Tara,” he pleaded. A new emotion developed into me as I looked at him in the eyes. He looks so determine about it but there is a doubt. That was the last conversation we had before he left. It has been three days and yet I can’t leave the house. I am feeling sick these past few days. I don’t have an appetite for anything. I am forced to eat because my body feels too weak.“Aren’t you doing anything today?” I asked Jane when she chose to stay in my room. Lester’s mom and Jane always left the house for school and to let Jane explore. I didn’t come with them because dizziness always eats me up when I try to go out of my room. My mind is always in a twirl everytime I stay out of the room. My body wants to stay all day and n
“Thank you,” I said giving him a smile. I couldn't help but give him a smile to tease him. He's been like this. He won't stop being grumpy at me but he can't help himself but take care of me. He didn’t smile at me and just keep looking at my tummy. It has been two weeks since he knows about me being pregnant. He will always come home with something in his hand for me and for the baby. His family knows about it as well but I told them to just keep it to themselves. I don’t want to announce my pregnancy yet. I don’t want to risk the baby and expose to something that was about to happen. Peter didn’t come back here since then and I guess I would be thankful for him because of that. I can feel at ease knowing that Peter won't know it, he won't know my pregnancy for now. Our last conversation was when he and Lester had a fight but was constantly asking things about me through Jane which my sister as well always report to me. Jane won't skip a day without telling me that Peter asked abou
Cindy’s Point of ViewI looked at the dancing snowflakes from the winter snow. They are creating a beauty despite the coldness they bring during the season. I can’t help but smile and admire its beauty. What I love the most in every season is the winter. I am born in the winter season and winter is my comfort when I felt so alone. Winter gives me hope everytime.“Ma’am, your coffee is ready.”A delicate sound interrupts my moment. I looked at her and saw the immediate fear in her eyes. What did I do? I smile at myself. Why do people fear me? Why would they fear me when I am just being myself? I know sometimes I am hard to deal with but they shouldn’t be looking so fearful like right now though.I nodded at her and let that fear of her that she felt for me pass. I am in the good mood these past few days and I want no one to break this happiness I am feeling. “Clean my room after I go out and make sure you are done cleaning when I am done drinking my coffee, got it?” I gently said. The
Cindy's Point of View"Are you coming over? My parents wants to see you," I told Peter. I phone called him because he is still not here. I am waiting for him to come here. He is busy with his family but I am hoping he will come here.I invited him to come to our house but he doesn't know that the celebration we are having is for my birthday. I also didn't tell him because I don't want to assume anything and hope anything. Having him here is enough for me. I know he will come here.I smiled at the guests as they come inside the house. They are walking with presents on their hands. Our helpers help them where to put the presents. It is a Christmas eve and tonight, I will be different. Tonight, I will make sure that the victory is mine."Of course, I am preparing. I already bought presents for your parents. I am hoping they will be happy to my gifts."Presents for my parents. He bought them a presents? Did he even buy one for me? But nevertheless... I am happy that he will come, that is
Tara's Point of ViewI looked at my little angel. A beat skips my heart as he smiles at me. He always touches my heart. His smile makes me smile. His tiny touches touch my soul. I would love to stare at him all day."Why do you have to be this handsome, my baby?" I asked him and he just giggled at me.I gave birth to a healthy baby boy. Terrence is the name of our baby boy. He loves to giggle everyday. He got his dad's killer smile. I wonder if he would end up being like his father. Roaming all day and night with different girls by his side. If ever that would happen, then that would be my cause of death.Terrence is still 8 months old yet his built looks matured than normal 8 months old baby. He got his features from his dad and the build of his body. I don't know what he got from me. Each day passes by, I can see Peter's features on him more.It has been a year when Peter take over to their company. He is busy most of the time but he always make sure that he get to spend time with u
Cindy's Point of ViewThe smell of cigarettes inhabited my body and alcohol through my system. The chaotic scene of the bar and the different smell of people with alcoholic drinks in their body. The people dancing, swaying their hips to the music, drinking until they can't move anymore because of the alcohol in their system.I turn the glass upside down. It is empty again. Another empty glass yet I can still feel the pain in my heart. I smiled in the air with a bitterness in my fucking heart. What is this? What alcohol could possibly make my heart numb? To not feel any pain again... To stop loving from someone that I know couldn't love me back... To stop myself from hoping... To stop feeling anything...I put my hand up in the air. "Another glass of w-whiskey!" I said but my voice is too low that it could almost whispered into the air.I smiled when I saw another five glasses of whiskey. They are too good at this one. They know how to spot people that are heartbroken and just give th
Peter’s Point of View“Are you sure this is enough? Should I put carpet all over this room? You know, she might slip accidentally and---”“You are becoming a paranoid, man. She is not clumsy and minds you, she didn’t even agree to the setup you are plotting yet. You didn't ask her to stay with you and yet, you are already doing this. She would be furious if she hears that you moved everything of her belongings to your place,” he said. He sat on the bed and I immediately pulled him.“Don’t you dare stain our bed with your sweats! Stand on the corner if you want to rest,” I told him. He chuckled but his face didn’t even smile. What a fucking asshole. “I will be leaving now. Jane requested me to bring her out today. I am going to go. Take care of her you fucking moron,” he said before he went out of the room and closed the door with a force that made me almost jump off at my spot. Fucking asshole.I looked at the place and saw the slight satisfaction from the view. Everything is settled
Tara's Point of View"Do you need anything? Are feeling fine? Do you want some fruits? I can peel some for you, Tara. Is your body hurt? Do you want me to give you a massage?"I stared at Peter. He looks so concerned and worried at the same time. There is not even something to be worried about. He didn't leave since he came here earlier. He just let Cindy left. He didn't even walk her out. He didn't want to leave me.The doctor says I am fine already and I can discharge now but Peter didn't want me to leave and wanted me to stay for another day. He wants me to have my rest here. He doesn't want me to stress about something in Lester's house. "I want burger and fries," I said, almost whispering because I am shy to request something to Peter. I feel like I can't boss him around because of his facial expression. And, it is Lester's fault. He was the one who made me crave for burger and fries and now, I am looking for it every meal time.My mind won't be at ease if I won't eat burger and
Cindy’s Point of View“What are y-you saying?” I asked him.What? Tara is pregnant and Peter is the father? How can it be? Is he really testing my patience with her? If that's what he wants then I will make sure that her child can’t see this fucking world. That child deserves to die and Tara deserves to die! I calm myself down looking at her. You fucking deserve to die, Tara! You shouldn’t be here! I have done enough with you. I can't stand with you anymore. You got Peter's heart and right now? You let yourself be impregnated by him? What kind of friend are you to do that to me? You already know that I love Peter so much yet you still you still give another reason for Peter to stay with you?I looked at Peter and his dark eyes reached into my soul. He didn’t move nor talk but his expression says he is not pleased with everything that is happening right now. I looked at Lester again. I know him by his name and clearly because he is the most aloof in the band.“Peter is the father of m
Tara’s Point of ViewI tried to cover my mouth, tears falling. I felt my heart tighten hearing them, talking about their baby. Cindy is pregnant? He fucking lied to me. I thought they didn’t sleep and right now they are going to have a baby? I thought he didn’t sleep with her? But why? Why did he impregnate her? How can I fucking trust him if he fucking lied to me? “Tara… calm down,” Lester whispered. No. I won’t calm down. How can I be fucking calm down? His eyes met mine and I saw anger in his eyes. “Hush now. Let’s leave them,” he whispered. He is trying to lower his voice, afraid that we might get caught but I don’t fucking care if they will see us.I don't care if ever they will see us here. I just want to know why Peter did it. I just want to hear it from his mouth. I want everything to be heard by him. I don't want to listen to anyone like he did to me. I don't want to listen to them when I can give him time to explain himself because I fucking know how it hurts when you don
Tara’s Point of View“What happened, Lester?” I asked him. He just went home because he went out to buy something and yet he didn't give me some information about Peter. I am waiting for Peter's call but still I didn't receive any calls from him.I can’t reach Peter’s phone. He didn’t answer my calls since last night. I have been worried thinking what happened to him. I couldn't sleep since last night because I have been waiting for him to call me back. I can't close my eyes for even a minute because all I think about is him. He told me that he will give me a call after an hour but I received no calls at all. He is making me worry. He should at least give me some calls or just texts if he couldn't give me some calls so I wouldn't be worried at all. I wonder what happened to him right now.Lester handed me a glass of milk. “Stop thinking about him for a second, Tara. Think of yourself and that little human inside you. Don’t stress yourself out there thinking about him. He is safe so w
Cindy’s Point of ViewI took a peek at him when I heard his light snore. I couldn't help but smile while staring at him. He is sleeping on the sofa and I can clearly see him in his position. I didn’t request another bed because I want him to lay beside me but he didn’t do it. Instead he lay down on that sofa.I wanted to take that sofa away from here as well if only I can. I don't want him to be there because I want him to stay beside me. I want him to accompany me in my sleep. I want his warmth but he doesn't want to be with me.That bitch! What did he do to him that made him like this? Why is he so whipped with her in those three months of being together? Did that fucking bitch do something to him to make him be a fool to her? Did she bewitch him?Well, even if she did something to him. She will still don't have Peter. They still can't be together because Peter will always be mine. She can't have him. She will never ever have him. And I will make sure of that.I stretched my body an
Peter Point of View"How is she? How is my lovely daughter?" A man in suit rushed in. He hurriedly pushed the door and searched for her daughter. His eyes just passed by me. He didn't even ask if who I was. His eyes quickly searched inside the room to look for her daughter.Cindy is sleeping right now. She couldn't sleep without me that's why I need to keep her company while she is here. The doctor said she is fine. I should be glad that I quickly ran her here. The doctor said the cut was too deep and tells me to be careful with her.That's the second reason why I stayed here as well and couldn't leave her. Cindy needs me now. She may be pregnant or not but I need to keep her in my sight. I was the reason who caused her to almost end her life. It is my responsibility to be here.I left my phone in my car. I couldn't go there because Cindy don't want me to leave even a second while she is sleeping. She sleeps so lightly that even my lightest actions could wake her up but this time she