*Meadow*"No, not harm you, but... well... you see, Caleb craves you, just like you crave him. This comes in more than one level, and now especially physically. You both have been together intimately as humans, but his wolf hasn't mated you yet. Our wolves are like spoiled children, when it comes to this, they want what they want and will do what it takes to get it. His wolf wants you badly, and he fights him in order to control him and not scare you." She said in a calm tone, yet I was anything but calm at her revelations. She saw my nervousness and put her arm around me with a smile. "He isn't going to force you, he is afraid to lose you. He is always arguing with himself, with his wolf, to calm him down and focus. But sooner or later you both need to talk about this. We need Caleb in his full force if Cornelius decides to attack directly.""So you are saying... I have to mate with him as wolf?" I asked and a shiver ran through my body; my heart was beating fast and although my min
*Meadow*She blinked a couple of times and tried to hide the pain I already saw flash in her eyes. "The most vicious rogues in our history," She said with a cold angry voice."I understood that much from what the drows said. I also understand if you don't want to talk about it Cara, really," I offered her a chance and she shook her head."Cornelius is angry at the world and wants to take over everything, he is smart and heartless, a senseless killer. And the Goddess made a damn good job pairing him with Agape, the crazy psycho. She is simply insane. She loves going into battle to rip their enemies apart herself, she loves the taste of blood all over her. She really is out of the world, she is a sadist bitch and her mate too, and they together are a mighty force.""And rogues are...?""Those who don't feel like wanting to follow an Alpha's orders, leave the pack and go alone on their own. To be a rogue is to go against the treaties with other packs, to do what you want, kill what y
*Meadow*I always found shelter in Caleb's arms, and as I entered the command center, he pulled me to him, right where I wanted to be. Cara took me there after he mentally reached out and called for us."We've made a good borderline protection with the drows. Isilwen has personally made sure the barriers are uncomfortable enough for them to slow down and throw up before they know what is happening, which will send an immediate alert to us and will give us time to prepare. I am pulling resources and making use of advanced security technology to set up some traps with wolfs bane, it is what set them back last time," Caleb said proudly, he was running his hands soothingly up and down my back as I took in his warmth."Alpha, Craig has something to report. I think is not good," Alex said and Caleb tensed. Seconds later, Craig entered the room as a wolf, he huffed and growled, visibly angry at what he had to report. I tried to move around and Caleb held a firm grip on me, not letting me g
*Meadow*After a quick lunch, he took a shower and I laid on the bed comfortably, still processing Cara's words during our walk in the morning. I still had goosebumps when I thought about meeting Caleb's wolf, the real wolf, and the thought of bedding him was scary and attractive at the same time. I closed my eyes and sighed, then felt his wet arms wrap around me; he laid naked next to me and I giggled at the contact of his warm and steamy body against mine. "Where is your mind?" He whispered."What do you mean?" I asked tilting my head to look at him; he loves keeping me spooned, but I managed to turn around and face up to see him better."I asked you for a towel and you didn't reply. Is there something troubling you?" He asked, not really concerned but curious. I felt his gaze melting me slowly, and I closed my eyes trying to find the words to approach the subject.Yes, no matter how much I trusted him, talking about having sex with an animal was still a strong taboo in my head a
*Meadow*He dropped down to his knees and shifted effortlessly, I found myself caught by the beauty of his transformation. He was much larger than the other werewolves and Cara said it was the alpha bloodline running through his veins. There was a sense of royalty and elegance in the way he moved and each part of his grey fur shined.And there he stood at the edge of the bed and he huffed a few times, his paw scratching his maw. I slowly crawled the sheets towards him and reached to scratch him with a smile. I knew this was a trick to present himself less scary to me and I appreciated the gesture. He licked my hand and I took a deep breath. "It's ok Caleb, let him out," I said and he gave a step back and lowered his head.I held quiet and still, then I saw as he slightly flinched and his body's posture changed. He now stood up straight and his eyes were defiant, as he looked around and finally howled out. I covered my ears, the sound was loud enough to leave me deaf. He then focused
*Caleb*I finally could breath, relieved that she was no longer afraid of me... all of me. The last couple of days I could just enjoy relaxing and letting my wolf enjoy some time with her, and at last, my wolf stopped holding a grudge against me. Damn it is hard to live with your beast.This particular day we were having some time alone in the woods, and I was going to talk to her about the things that still troubled her. The night before she asked me for answers, and I begged her for time to put my thoughts in order. I couldn't postpone it any longer, and I had been avoiding discussing the subject with her for far too long. I needed to reward Cara for having a talk with her.I sighed and took a deep breath, I was too rusty for those things, I had let myself go on other subjects and just assumed things would get in her system without explaining. Stupid of me, but I was planning to fix that.After I made sure everything was in order, I took her with me to the forest towards the stre
*Meadow*We sat there in silence, and even though we were calm and enjoying the moment, I could sense there was something that had been troubling him for a while. I was not sure how long I would be holding quiet about it before I asked him what was wrong, but then he cleared his throat and brought my attention to him."Meadow... I have been failing you on something that should have been of great importance... and that is, communication. I owe you some explanations and answers I guess... so please ask away, I really want to take a chance now and mend this for you," He surprised me and I was caught a little off guard for a while.He waited for me patiently until I gathered my thoughts and looked at him. "I guess, I had been learning a little from here and there..." I started, a little nervous, then he shook his head."It should have been from me. I should have been the one explaining things to you, but I had forgotten over time how to deal with this. I didn't have anyone human I care
*Meadow*He released a breath I never noticed he was holding; he laid on the blanket and looked up to the sky. "Sometimes I feel like I am not worth it. Like any moment you will tell me you had enough and you are tired of trying... I struggle thinking I might be pushing you too much or not giving you enough space. I guess, deep down inside, I am still more human than I want to admit," He closed his eyes and I felt a different connection growing between us, one that it was likely to pull us closer."I am glad you feel like that..." I said as he opened his eyes to look at me with some fear. "Because I feel the same... I am afraid of not being worth it, of making you bored or tired of waiting for me. I fear I am pushing you, or not giving you enough of what you want, all at the same time. I am human, so knowing you have similar fears only makes me understand 'us' better," I sighed and he smiled, his fingers caressing my back gently.He smiled at me and kissed my arm. "Thank you for tel