Ivanna
He turns to me and passes a smile, switching his version within a second. It was like a nightmare. To witness him like this, from a sweet simple guy to an aggressive one isn't so easy for me. I felt lucky and also scared at the same time as I knew he would be doing something like this.
I bleed tears through my eyes and rush to him, hugging him tightly and break into tears. He says nothing, only tightens his grip, burying his face into my neck.
"Are you okay?", I asked him while whimpering.
"Yes, baby. Don't cry", he caresses my hairs.
The scent of his arms feels like a tonic to me. The last hour was so crucial. I thought I would be losing him again. He rubs my back to soothe and calm me down. But things have affected me so much that I'm unable to gather myself. I tried to come out of my anxiety and fear. When I was almost successful, he showed up again.
"Let's go. I don't wanna stay here. Please... He will not let us be together", I k
ChristianShe is busy treating me when I'm busy staring at her. She looks so hot and beautiful at the same time when she is in while the towel and her creamy skin are covered with water droplets.She applies on my chest gently but it burns. I cannot help hissing. She leans to me and blows air through their mouth. Her warm puff is giving shivers down to my spine. I know she can do magic to me. Her touch is so relaxing and at the same time appealing.Holding her waist, I pull her on my lap abruptly as she widens her eyes. I keep staring at her beautiful face which is looking so fresh direct after taking a shower."Chris!", she exclaims. "What are you doing?""You have treated me enough", I tell her placing my hand on her bare thighs. She is so soft that I can keep nuzzling her skin for hours. I can sense goosebumps on her body when I touched her bare thigh.Our eyes are burning to have each other. I can feel her health up and crave
IvannaWith the thick sun rays of morning, I move on my bed to find Christian to steal a morning kiss from him. However, I can't get him, spreading my hand. I strive to open my eyes while rubbing them. He isn't on the bed.I think I wake up late. Looking around I try to find him and then realize myself undressed inside the quilt. The beautiful night flashes before my eyes. I blush to myself. He is so good at making me feel special. After a long time, I'm feeling light with his touch all over my body, erasing all the bad experiences I had.While smiling to think about the beautiful moments, I get up, wrapping the quilt around my torso. My eyes move to the side table. There is a yellow note. I immediately understand that it's been kept by Christian since we used to share the same chits every time.I immediately take it and open it."Good morning, babe. Sorry, can't give you your morning kiss today. I had to leave for some work and you ne
Ivanna"You won't leave a single chance to surprise me, no?", I ask him, coming inside the room. He is combing his hairs after the shower and smiling at me through the mirror. I walk towards him and hug him from behind, resting my head on his bareback. He has just taken a shower and the addictive scent of him is soothing me so much. I close my eyes as he holds my hand from his chest and kisses it."You did everything without even letting me know. How can you manage everything so easily? You kept every single thing in mind?", I mutter."Because I have no one but you, babe", he turns to me and cups my face. "So, I'll have to take care of you, right?"I smile blissfully and bury myself in his arms again."Thanks for giving me the place in your life", I tell him. I'm feeling so lucky and blessed to have him. I can afford anything but not losing him. One in a thousand girls get a man like him and I'm one of those thousands. God has given me enoug
Christian"No, she can't drink too much coffee now", Auntie says as I shake my head while making a milkshake for her."What happened?", she asks me abruptly as I hesitate."Nothing, Auntie. I was just tired", I lie to her.Ivanna gets annoying sometimes when she overthinks. It sickens me. How many times should I tell her that I'm doing all this for her? I have no one. For whom am I trying to settle in life? For whom am I earning? It's definitely her. But she overreacts sometimes.I was so excited to see her in those clothes. I had chosen every cloth taking a lot of time, figuring out whether she would be comfortable. She says she notices my efforts but today she ignored it which hurt me."Nothing? I know you well", she pats on my head. "You look pissed""Your daughter!", I sigh. It's true that I can't lie to aunty since she knows my every reaction so well. "She is annoying sometimes and overthinks", I shrug while stirring the milkshake.
Christian"But I wanna eat", she whimpers."Babe even I'm not feeling like to keep you hungry", I roll my eyes. "But you wanted the scan, no? You can't eat anything until the scan is done. Now give me your leg"I kneel on the ground and hold her foot to put on her sandals. She struggled a lot last night because of pain, maybe some cramps."But I can eat less, no? I'm hungry", she yelps."Then let's go and finish the scan fast. Then I'll get you your favourite pasta", I tell her, holding her wrist. She pouts, glaring at me."You become such a big drama queen, babe. Come", I don't let her say anything and lift her in my arms."And you have become so grumpy", she says as I walk out of the room."Yes, I know. And at this moment, I better be grumpy. Otherwise, you will keep doing all the emotional drama to manipulate me", I take her out of the apartment and make her sit inside the cab.As I get insi
IvannaWhen I open my eyes, I find Christian staring at me. "Sleep well?", he asks with a smile, caressing my cheek. I don't reply to him and strive to get up. He helps me to sit well, putting some pillows behind me."I'm.....sorry", I lower my eyes."For what, babe?", he exclaims, looking at me."I panicked like this. You....you must be embarrassed", I whimper. I didn't know what had happened to me. I was so scared when the doctor asked me to reveal my belly. There was a time when I used to wear crop tops regularly. Showing my belly was never a big thing for me. But now I can't stand the gaze of any men. I feel uncomfortable when any man looks at me, even if he has no bad intention. Every man haunts me now and I only feel safe with Christian."That's okay", he cups my face and kisses my forehead. "In fact, I'm sorry. I shouldn't force you. You got scared because of me""I don't know what had happened to me", I'm feeling so bad right n
Christian"What do you wanna say, doctor?", I ask her as she sighs."Christian, I would suggest you consult a psychologist for Ivanna", she passes me a serious look as I pause there."Psychologist? Doctor.....she is just depressed. And....", I strive to say."Yes, she is. That's what I'm observing. And she should go to a psychologist for that. I know you and Mrs Rozario are there with her. But she is still stuck in the same place. She is still dealing with panic attacks. It can be a risk to her life in this situation", Dr Alina gives me a huge shock as my eyes widen.I can't even hear that line which she uttered. RISK TO HER LIFE."Risk? Her life?", I clamour, leaning towards the table."Yes. If she keeps getting scared like this, there's no guarantee that her blood pressure will be stable. And if it increases too much unexpectedly, there is a high chance of miscarriage and also it can harm her", she adds.I wasn't re
IvannaI have an appointment with a psychologist today. Christian said he would be picking me up after he would be done meeting some directors. I get ready after a quick shower and put on a black round neck dress that ends on my thighs. I'm trying to push myself to my past lifestyle. However, among all the chaos happening in my mind, I find a smile on my face, seeing my belly growing."Mommy is going to a new doctor today. Well, not a doctor but you won't understand the meaning of psychologist, no?", I say while caressing my belly. "I had been thinking a lot last night. And your dad is right as always", I smile while saying. "You may get scared too if I panic like this. I don't want it to happen", I place a kiss on my palm and then place it on my belly.Sitting on the bed, I open my book and wait for Christian. I'm trying to cover more than half of my syllabus because I don't know if I will be able to study in my third trimester. Life has become so challenging r