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Volume II Chapter 18 [ SUFFERINGS ]
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2021-03-24 04:01:24Christian
"What do you wanna say, doctor?", I ask her as she sighs.
"Christian, I would suggest you consult a psychologist for Ivanna", she passes me a serious look as I pause there.
"Psychologist? Doctor.....she is just depressed. And....", I strive to say.
"Yes, she is. That's what I'm observing. And she should go to a psychologist for that. I know you and Mrs Rozario are there with her. But she is still stuck in the same place. She is still dealing with panic attacks. It can be a risk to her life in this situation", Dr Alina gives me a huge shock as my eyes widen.
I can't even hear that line which she uttered. RISK TO HER LIFE.
"Risk? Her life?", I clamour, leaning towards the table.
"Yes. If she keeps getting scared like this, there's no guarantee that her blood pressure will be stable. And if it increases too much unexpectedly, there is a high chance of miscarriage and also it can harm her", she adds.
I wasn't re
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