Ivanna
'Get some rest baby. I love you. Goodnight'
He replied. I wanted to talk more but he must be snoozing now. I hope he gets rid of the medicines soon.
I lie down on the bed and sigh. So, I'll have to nag Adavan for setting me free from this shit contract. I won't listen to his nonsense anymore.
I turn off the lights and get back to sleep.
Christian
"All are rejected", I scoff, looking at the laptop. My morning started with a bunch of rejection letter.
"What the fuck, man!", Sunny shrugs, lying on the bed. "I had listened to all of them. They were masterpi
ChristianThe sun is setting gradually, leaving the sky blood red with its last rays. My eyes remain steady on Ivanna. How beautiful she looks in the red sun rays, her gaze is glued to the setting sun.We are sitting far away from the market area, under the bridge. The lake looks much beautiful from here.I gather some courage and hold her hand from her lap as she immediately looks at me. Our eyes connect, making me more embarrassed. I don't know why I'm unable to meet her eyes and instantly look down.In no time, her soft palm touches my cheek. She comes close to me, lifts my face and embraces my lips with hers. I don't delay to respond to her, clasping her waist to pull her closer. I lift her, bringing her on my lap. She continues to kiss me, sucking my brims.It deepens more with every passing second but I pull her away. We look into the eyes of each other, breathing heavily. Her brown eyes
IvannaWe get down the metro and walk by the streets, holding each other's hands. I was finding for more words to talk to him but I am out of words now. My heart isn't ready to allow him to stay alone. I know he needs me more than anything. Nonetheless, I can't make him feel low. My intentions shouldn't hurt his self-respect."I'll manage from here", I tell him, reaching the cab station."Are you sure?", he asks. "Let me come with you. It's too late""No. I'm fine", I touch his cheek with a smile. "You need to rest""But...", he strives to say."You're listening to me or I again start insisting to take you with me?", I glare at him."You literally attack me by your words", he sighs and I giggle, looking at his cute face. He pulls me into his deep hug and kisses on my cheek."Take care", I nuzzle his neck."You too", we part ways wit
IvannaI never thought I would lose it like this. I thought I would get over this easily in a few days. But no. It's not easy. For a girl, it's never so easy to forget such a terrible experience. At this moment, I want nothing more, I just want Chris and his warm hug. I don't feel safe in any corner of this world now."Where's is Chris?", I scream at Martha, completely losing it."Madam, please calm down. He is downstairs. You need something?", she asks nervously."I want him", I release all the strength to scream and rush out of the room. I run faster like that night. The whole night reminded before my eyes again.I climb down to the stairs and reach the hall. Christian is standing near Adavan. But I don't glance at Adavan for a second. Glueing my gaze to Christian and rush towards him, burying myself into his arms."Baby", he
Ivanna"And I know my baby will never do that. Therefore, my love for you can never be reduced baby", he says, kissing on my forehead."I'll never cheat on you", I assure him."I didn't ask you that. I know you'll never cheat on me", he rolls his eyes. "I just told you the only thing which can force me to unlove you. But baby, I trust you more than you trust yourself", he lovingly caresses me."You trust me so much?", I ask him, my eyes fill with tears."I told you. More than you trust yourself", he repeats.
IvannaWe stepped out of the cab after one and half an hour. The building is old enough. I look around as Christian observes me."It's in a little narrow lane. Their price is low", he mumbles."I know, silly", I tap on his head. "I'm not complaining""Come", he smiles and leads me inside. We take the stairs and reach the second floor. After walking a few steps, he stops near a room and taps on the door."Sunny, it's me", he says."You're too early today, man", a guy says from inside and opens the door. My eyes wide open and the guy too shockingly looks at me. I immediately turn around."I'm sorry", I murmur. He has nothing on his body except for shorts."I'm sorry", he says in a devasted voice. Maybe, he ran inside. Christian taps my shoulder. I look at him and awkward silence.
Christian"You're never gonna change, no? I thought you'll be well arranged while living alone. But you're still messy", she blabs, closing the door and I lovingly stare at her. She looks so cute while being angry and murmuring."You have enough water in the washroom?", she asks abruptly. Her sudden question confuses me."Yeah. We get water without any problem", I tell her.She goes to the basket and brings out my clothes."Babe, what are you doing?", I stand up, getting shocked at her actions."Keep quiet", she points at me, shooting a glare. "Let me fix everything"The way she bursts like thunder on me, I find it better to keep silent.She gathers everything and walks inside the washroom and I follow her."Babe, let me help", I urge. She turns on the water and puts the clothes inside the bucket."You'll have backa
Ivanna"Baby, I have to go", he reminds me."Just a few minutes, please", I don't leave him and hug him more tightly.He caresses my back and breaks the hug, cupping my face into his hands."Come back soon", I control my tears."I'll come to my little baby soon", he kisses on my forehead and strives to leave my hand.I don't know why I'm not feeling like to leave him. I'm feeling that he is going too far away from me. I don't want him to
IvannaI had almost lost my interest in the sessions. Miss Gisa was tired of guiding me again and again. But Christian's departure and Adavan's actions have affected me a lot.I leave the cottage, dialling Christian's number. I hadn't talked to him the whole day since he said he'll be busy. I thought he is getting some rest this moment. However, he is still not picking up my calls. Just a day passed and I'm dying in loneliness. How will I survive for a month?I put the phone inside my bag again. Walking across the dark streets, I look at the sky. I feel an emptiness inside me. I wasn't having good vibes from the time when he left my hand to go. I wish we had gotten a few more days before his departure. Before I could sense the pain of separation, he was gone.