Ivanna
I never thought I would lose it like this. I thought I would get over this easily in a few days. But no. It's not easy. For a girl, it's never so easy to forget such a terrible experience. At this moment, I want nothing more, I just want Chris and his warm hug. I don't feel safe in any corner of this world now.
"Where's is Chris?", I scream at Martha, completely losing it.
"Madam, please calm down. He is downstairs. You need something?", she asks nervously.
"I want him", I release all the strength to scream and rush out of the room. I run faster like that night. The whole night reminded before my eyes again.
I climb down to the stairs and reach the hall. Christian is standing near Adavan. But I don't glance at Adavan for a second. Glueing my gaze to Christian and rush towards him, burying myself into his arms.
"Baby", he
Ivanna"And I know my baby will never do that. Therefore, my love for you can never be reduced baby", he says, kissing on my forehead."I'll never cheat on you", I assure him."I didn't ask you that. I know you'll never cheat on me", he rolls his eyes. "I just told you the only thing which can force me to unlove you. But baby, I trust you more than you trust yourself", he lovingly caresses me."You trust me so much?", I ask him, my eyes fill with tears."I told you. More than you trust yourself", he repeats.
IvannaWe stepped out of the cab after one and half an hour. The building is old enough. I look around as Christian observes me."It's in a little narrow lane. Their price is low", he mumbles."I know, silly", I tap on his head. "I'm not complaining""Come", he smiles and leads me inside. We take the stairs and reach the second floor. After walking a few steps, he stops near a room and taps on the door."Sunny, it's me", he says."You're too early today, man", a guy says from inside and opens the door. My eyes wide open and the guy too shockingly looks at me. I immediately turn around."I'm sorry", I murmur. He has nothing on his body except for shorts."I'm sorry", he says in a devasted voice. Maybe, he ran inside. Christian taps my shoulder. I look at him and awkward silence.
Christian"You're never gonna change, no? I thought you'll be well arranged while living alone. But you're still messy", she blabs, closing the door and I lovingly stare at her. She looks so cute while being angry and murmuring."You have enough water in the washroom?", she asks abruptly. Her sudden question confuses me."Yeah. We get water without any problem", I tell her.She goes to the basket and brings out my clothes."Babe, what are you doing?", I stand up, getting shocked at her actions."Keep quiet", she points at me, shooting a glare. "Let me fix everything"The way she bursts like thunder on me, I find it better to keep silent.She gathers everything and walks inside the washroom and I follow her."Babe, let me help", I urge. She turns on the water and puts the clothes inside the bucket."You'll have backa
Ivanna"Baby, I have to go", he reminds me."Just a few minutes, please", I don't leave him and hug him more tightly.He caresses my back and breaks the hug, cupping my face into his hands."Come back soon", I control my tears."I'll come to my little baby soon", he kisses on my forehead and strives to leave my hand.I don't know why I'm not feeling like to leave him. I'm feeling that he is going too far away from me. I don't want him to
IvannaI had almost lost my interest in the sessions. Miss Gisa was tired of guiding me again and again. But Christian's departure and Adavan's actions have affected me a lot.I leave the cottage, dialling Christian's number. I hadn't talked to him the whole day since he said he'll be busy. I thought he is getting some rest this moment. However, he is still not picking up my calls. Just a day passed and I'm dying in loneliness. How will I survive for a month?I put the phone inside my bag again. Walking across the dark streets, I look at the sky. I feel an emptiness inside me. I wasn't having good vibes from the time when he left my hand to go. I wish we had gotten a few more days before his departure. Before I could sense the pain of separation, he was gone.
Ivanna"How was your day?", Christian asks me as I lie on the bed."It was good", I mumble. It was terrible because Adavan has turned off the termination. And I was missing him."I'm not feeling like it was good. You seem to be upset", he says."Chris, aren't you feeling sleepy now? You were about to sleep without even eating", I mutter."You know sleep runs away from my eyes after having dinner. That's why I wanted to sleep at that time. Now, tell me why is my baby upset?", he asks."It's nothing. I'm good", I sigh."Missing me?", his voice softens. I can't reply t
IvannaHeck! Why is she so harsh to me? And what does that mean? I don't wanna attend any seminar. But it'll cause me to trouble if the damn car takes up space in the lane. Our landlord is a jerk. He will make an issue of it.I get up and look at the clock. It's already evening. I'm not feeling like to go anywhere. However, I'll have to get ready, wearing something red to that seminar. I search for a good dress inside my closet so that they don't get my attire changed again. I hate doing that every time.No! I stop right there. I'm not doing anything according to Adavan. Nothing! I'm not gonna let him belittling me every time.Pulling out a white gown, I get ready for the seminar with a pair of pearl ear pin and a pearl necklace whic
Ivanna"Yeah, Ojas, the singer", I confusingly say."Yup. We will get a bunch of musicians in this seminar. Don't forget to make connections", she says in a low tone."Connections?", I exclaim. "I'm committed""Oh, God. Girl! Not that type of connection", she hits on her head. "I mean to say professional connections. You know. Like getting work and all""Oh!", I mumble. I'm worst at making connections. I better stand here and watch them."Good evening, everyone", Ojas beams on the mic. "First of all, I wanna thank Adavan Gomez for inviting me here consecutively for the third time. His seminar