Ivanna
I ring the doorbell in frustration for more than five times in a second.
"Coming. Who is it? Can't you have some patience?", mom opens the door and gets surprised, finding me here. She didn't know I'm coming as I wanted to give her a surprise.
"Ivanna", she beams and hugs me tight. I hug her back.
"I missed you, mom", I say.
"I missed you too. Did you cry?", she figures out by my voice and breaks the hug. "What happened? And where's Christian?"
I pass her a blank look as she asks about Christian.
"Don't talk about him", I angrily pass by her and dump my backpack on
Ivanna"But I want to", I'm still stuck with my attitude. He ignores my words and buries his neck inside my damp hairs. I can't help closing my eyes as he places a warm kiss on my neck."You say something, but you don't mean that", he mumbles into my neck."Is that so?", I frown."Yeah. Just like, you don't want me to go, still, you are telling me to go. You also want to drive me crazy with the strokes of your wet hairs, but you pretend to dry them so that I can stop you", he mutters, brushing his nose on my skin,
Christian"I wanna talk to you, babe. Open the door", I tap on it, frustration filling inside me."I don't wanna talk. I'm feeling sleepy and you may leave", she yells."Ok, fine. You can sleep but open the damn door, Ivanna", I yell back. "Here, I'm preparing myself to talk to her calmly, however, I forgot that she is too much stubborn.I don't hear anything from her for a minute. She is not gonna listen to me today. I slide my hand down from the door and turn to go as I hear the sound of the door abruptly. Immediately turning back I discover her glaring at me."Ba....", I can't complete as she walks towards her bed, taking big and heavy steps. I follow her inside. She buries herself in
Christian"Yes. Why does this even matter now? This is not the topic", she shrugs.Heck! I wanted to hit my head hard. Why couldn't I detect her aggressive behaviour today? She is on her periods that why she was getting on my nerves."Go to hell now. I fucking don't care. D whatever you want", she shouts at me and lies down on the bed again, wrapping herself with the blanket.I am feeling too much guilty now. I should've noticed her behaviour. She always loses it whenever she is on her periods. I shouldn't behave like this. However, I was too much disturbed by all this which led me to the frustration.Sitting on the bed again, I caress her hairs."Didn't you leave?",
ChristianMy jaw drops. What did she just say? I look at her in disbelief."Pregnant? Well, are you upset that you are not pregnant?", I ask her confusingly."Maybe", she says in a sad tone. "I thought I'm gonna conceive for sure as we didn't have the protection that night. I was somehow prepared for the consequences. But...", she drops her gaze.I can't believe she was expecting to get pregnant when most of the girls are afraid of it."Sometimes it doesn't happen even if we don't take protection", I just utter this line as I don't know how to console a girl when she is disappointed because she couldn't get pregnant. Moreover, to my own girlfriend!&
IvannaAfter a long time, I could focus on my studies. Lectures went good, so as my notes. I knew I would get some relief if Christian recovers.Nonetheless, I'll still have to visit Gomez Villa as I couldn't terminate the contract. I'm thinking about talking to Miss Elsa. She works in the administration and she can get me some information about how I can dismiss it. Also, I need to submit my CV to the call centre again. I don't wanna keep going back to the place, nor I wanna face Adavan again in my life.After getting back home from the college I took a nap and woke up in the evening. I wanted to call Christian but I guess he hadn't received his car yet. I messaged him not to come here to pick me. I'll go on my own.I got dressed in a blu
Ivanna'Get some rest baby. I love you. Goodnight'He replied. I wanted to talk more but he must be snoozing now. I hope he gets rid of the medicines soon.I lie down on the bed and sigh. So, I'll have to nag Adavan for setting me free from this shit contract. I won't listen to his nonsense anymore.I turn off the lights and get back to sleep.Christian"All are rejected", I scoff, looking at the laptop. My morning started with a bunch of rejection letter."What the fuck, man!", Sunny shrugs, lying on the bed. "I had listened to all of them. They were masterpi
ChristianThe sun is setting gradually, leaving the sky blood red with its last rays. My eyes remain steady on Ivanna. How beautiful she looks in the red sun rays, her gaze is glued to the setting sun.We are sitting far away from the market area, under the bridge. The lake looks much beautiful from here.I gather some courage and hold her hand from her lap as she immediately looks at me. Our eyes connect, making me more embarrassed. I don't know why I'm unable to meet her eyes and instantly look down.In no time, her soft palm touches my cheek. She comes close to me, lifts my face and embraces my lips with hers. I don't delay to respond to her, clasping her waist to pull her closer. I lift her, bringing her on my lap. She continues to kiss me, sucking my brims.It deepens more with every passing second but I pull her away. We look into the eyes of each other, breathing heavily. Her brown eyes
IvannaWe get down the metro and walk by the streets, holding each other's hands. I was finding for more words to talk to him but I am out of words now. My heart isn't ready to allow him to stay alone. I know he needs me more than anything. Nonetheless, I can't make him feel low. My intentions shouldn't hurt his self-respect."I'll manage from here", I tell him, reaching the cab station."Are you sure?", he asks. "Let me come with you. It's too late""No. I'm fine", I touch his cheek with a smile. "You need to rest""But...", he strives to say."You're listening to me or I again start insisting to take you with me?", I glare at him."You literally attack me by your words", he sighs and I giggle, looking at his cute face. He pulls me into his deep hug and kisses on my cheek."Take care", I nuzzle his neck."You too", we part ways wit