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Chapter 120 (His broken heart)
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2021-02-18 22:53:34Ivanna
I can't turn around and lower my eyes, being ashamed of what I just said. I can't even feel the pain he is going through after hearing my bitter words.
"Christian!", mom exclaims and looks at me nervously.
"If you had realized it before, you could've explored more men", he utters. I sense his voice, close to my ear. He is too close to me. And it's being unbearable for me to stay away from him. Please, hug me. Hug me for once. I can't do it on my own. I just need a warm hug from you to survive the rest of my life.
He leans down to look at me from sideways as I fill some courage inside me to look at him. Don't cry, Ivanna. I warn myself. Our eyes meet. His eyes look swollen. He must have cried a lot. He smirks at me.
"At least, you could tell me that you got exhausted. I would've never tied you up with me. I would set you free from this bond", he mu
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