MALIK Elizabeth stormed out of the building, only pausing to catch her breath. I unlocked my door but didn’t step out so she could have some moments to herself. My fingers curled as she massaged her wrists. Waylen wouldn’t hurt her. He wouldn’t dare. I put a foot out of the car, but Elizabeth resumed walking, so I stayed back. She entered the passenger seat and shut the door quietly. “Let’s go,” she whispered. I placed a hand on her knee and squeezed. She flashed me a smile and stared out the window. I started the car and killed the engine. From the look of things, she didn’t get the list, and Waylen did something else. “What happened?” I asked. Staring at her thighs, she said, “Nothing.” “Elizabeth.” I held her hand reaching for the seatbelt and stalled. There were faint imprints of a person’s hand on her wrists. I ran my fingertips over them. “He did this?” “He was in a mood,” Elizabeth answered. Her head fell back, and she met my gaze. She looked and sounded defeated, and th
Waylen was a grudge-keeper. If I didn’t care about him, I would have left him to his devices and anger, but I did. So, I was stuck, and it was affecting my relationship with Malik. We hadn’t spoken about the list since we left Waylen’s office two days ago. I hadn’t asked Malik about an update for fear of hearing more bad news. For now, my sister was fine, my mom and friends too. The only people I had to worry about were those who showed up for the party. A party I helped to plan. I couldn’t let them just die because Waylen was being a hard nut to crack. I paused what I was working on the monitor to pull out my phone and text Joe. Waylen was still at the office. I had a few minutes until lunch break to get there. I had no plans beyond the tickets in my purse. Trying again for the umpteenth time, I called Waylen, but it went straight to voicemail. What did he want from me? Fine, I knew what he wanted, but I couldn’t give Malik up. I rounded off the tasks and shut the laptop. Malik w
WAYLENI didn’t believe Beth’s bullshit about wanting to spend time with me. While the sentiment was nice, even made me feel fuzzy, I didn’t buy it. But I couldn’t say no to some time alone with my mate after all the shitfest that had happened since the year began. My hand dropped to Beth’s back, guiding her to the passenger side of the car so I could open the door for her. She looked up at me and smiled. What? It was just a door. When she got inside, I volunteered to lock her seatbelt into place, and she held my face in her hands. Her gaze ping-ponged between my eyes and lips. She wanted a kiss, but I wouldn’t indulge her. I was hers for the taking only if she made the move. “Thanks,” she said. A curt nod was all Beth received from me. I entered and started the car when she gave directions to the cinema. She brought out two tickets and splayed them on her legs. “How’s work?” she asked. “Fine.” “Gotte
WAYLEN Beth crossed her arms on her chest. “Not even close. You deserve worse than that.” Tension hung heavy in the air. Her chest fell and rose, and her loathful glare stayed on me. The January air whipped her hair out of its confine, sticking it to her glossy lips, and she angrily yanked it into a bun. “Look, you said you don’t want to fight,” I began. I had put some distance between us to give her space. “We can either put all of these behind us and go watch our movie, or I take you back to your new office, Beth. Everything I’ve done is to protect you.” “Except to actually protect me.” “You have no idea, Beth.” She rolled her eyes and pushed away from the car. “At least you’re right about one thing. I don’t want to fight you. We’ll see the movie and forget this conversation.” “If you can’t handle a conversation, then don’t ask me to talk,” I told her. The anger roaring inside me was from weeks of guilt, pen
Malik stepped out of the car as I started toward him. I shook my head to stop him from crossing the distance, and he went to the passenger side to unlock the door. As badly as I wanted to kiss him on the cheek, I chose not to because Waylen was still inside his car. I didn’t know how to get to him anymore. We were constantly butting heads. “What happened? How was the date?” “Horrible,” I confessed. “Drive. I’ll tell you.” It was going so well at first. When we left the office, I was convinced nothing could go wrong from there since we had left the place holding some of our favorite and most painful memories. I should have known better. He had cameras in my room. My bedroom. For weeks. When I told him I didn’t want to fight, I meant it. When he showed up inside the cinema, I thought again that we could still end the day on good terms. Malik started the car, and my heart raced. I pressed my forehead to the window, my eyes watering as
I rotated my shoulders and kicked out my feet. A stranger who happened upon me at this moment would think I was preparing for something physical, but it was only a text. The chat between Waylen and me was open. My text from this morning was still unanswered. Delivered but unread. I didn’t know if it was deliberate. All the other texts had been delivered, read, and ignored. Today, I was determined to be patient with him. I grabbed the phone on the sink and typed a simple good morning message. That, too, went unanswered. I stepped out of the bathroom and grabbed my handbag from the chair. The room was empty. Malik must be out there. Another rut was approaching, but we hadn’t talked about it. If, after everything, Waylen refused to accept Malik, tough decisions would have to be made. I couldn’t let him suffer that again. I turned to the mirror and smacked my purple lips. The color looked better than I thought it would have on me. Malik was on
WAYLENThe lines on the paper blurred the longer I stared. I tapped the tip of my pen to the sheet, creating a bigger dot on the same spot. Firing Beth or having her quit had to be at the top of the most stupid things I had done in my life. I yanked my tie, loosening it as I kicked my legs out. I hadn’t gotten a new assistant and probably wouldn’t until she returned to work. I rechecked my phone to see if she had sent another picture of her boobs. When she sent that one on Friday, I had gone into the nearest bathroom to check for her. My forgiveness couldn’t be earned so quickly, but it didn’t mean I couldn’t have fun while at it. The only genuine apology she owed me was for always throwing Malik in my face, putting me second when I should be first. I was her first mate, the one who decided how things would go with her and Malik. Thoughts of Beth took a backseat as I stared at my desk. I bunched the paper and tossed it in the trash can by the door. My finger
Today was a good day to reach out to Waylen again. I had learned that a nude was the fastest way to get a reply from him, so I went into the bathroom to get two pictures of me before texting him. Malik had left for work already. I would join him later. If I got Waylen to meet me, then Malik would be joining us at the venue. The time for games was over. They needed to talk so we could find a permanent solution to the council and prevent another painful rut for Malik. I also wanted my freedom and independence, that of my sister and mom too. They couldn’t go anywhere without someone watching. It was an exhausting life for all of us involved. Waylen hadn’t replied yet. The message hadn’t been read, so I figured he was busy. I smeared my lipstick with my index finger, covering every inch of my lips with red. My dress was knee-length and easily accessible. Hopefully, I could get a real dick today. If not Malik’s, then Waylen’s. My phone rang as I finished with my m