HAYDEN
“It’s been so long since that dream kept recurring in my sleep…” I thought as I jumped from my bed from the sudden knock echoing around my room.
‘Hayden, wake up we need to talk.’
I know what they were after and won’t be able to dodge it. I have to face it if they won’t be persistent pests. But I speak too soon since as soon as I head downstairs to chat with the family, I don’t like what I hear.
“Find your Luna as soon as possible.” I glared at my number one persistent pack elder, grandfather.
Hearing him uttered those words, I was starting to get grumpy right after I woke up from my rest and weird dream but due to his words that I’m not ready to face, I’m starting to lose control. And before he could even say something further, I dropped my unfinished snack and just left as fast as I could.
“HAYDEN!” I heard the worried voices from my parents as they went after me when I stormed out of my childhood home which was now feeling like hell from the pressure weighing my shoulders.
“I HAD ENOUGH!” I stopped and screamed at them. They don’t understand the pain that I’ve been carrying through all those years and now they were bringing back what I’ve been trying to suppress.
“YOU NEED A LUNA TO…” the firm and commanding voice from my grandfather shouted back but I didn’t let him finish because I was so at my limit.
“TO WHAT?! TO HELP THE PACK WHEN I’M DOING FUCKING GREAT LEADING EVERYONE HERE? I DON’T NEED ONE!” I kept declining as I didn’t care if I was being rude to the elderly because, at the moment, I wished they could see or even feel what they were pressuring me for. It was draining me.
“LISTEN TO ME YOU NEED A LUNA…” he tried to reason with me but I couldn’t. I can’t take one more heartbreak or I will lose myself.
“FUCK IT! I DON’T NEED IT!” I shouted back releasing all of my anger when I almost sounded like my wolf as I denied what they insisted.
“YOU NEED YOUR MATE.” My grandfather still insisted on making looked empty at him. I know they were just worried about my mateless life but it is a life that I choose after I lost it.
Mate. Hearing that single word, everything in me suddenly stops. I could feel my heart begin to beat slowly until I could not hear or feel its beating. Something was being forced as it was pulled out from me, my heart and it felt like hallow.
“No, I don’t. I loathe it.” With that response, they all gasped and I gave them my sorrowful smile before storming off to the woods where the rain started pouring heavily.
I know stating that word held millions of weight that maybe none of them could ever imagine. I just left them there, confused but I knew and hoped that they already get the message why I can’t. But knowing the pack elders, like my grandfather was stubborn enough not to care since to them, no alpha could rule a pack for too long without a Luna.
“I’ll make them see that it will work even for a few more years…” I was determined but the old wounds they just opened will take a while to close again.
“So much for my fucking life…” I scoffed as I let my feet take me somewhere away from all that had been pressuring me.
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Heavy rainfall touched my skin as I walked like an empty eggshell. I was not bothered by being drenched since it was helping hide the tears that seemed no plan on stopping from streaming down my face. I might have everything from having a nice family, a pack, and a beautiful handsome face that everyone would be charmed with but I was filled with coldness and this rain was perfect to mask the pain from yesterday.
‘HAHAHA! The freak is coming. Make way. HAHAHA!’
Everything back there was once exciting yet it easily turned dark and dim once they learned something unnatural for them. Their mischief laughter still rang so clear like crystal in my mind. I could even feel the trash and any liquid substance being thrown or poured as I was once a rug on the mud.
‘HAHAHA! Take that freak.’
They even humiliated me after learning a secret that I didn’t wish to be born with an intersex. Their hits crumpled and stepped on me as if I were not like them. But among the pain they’ve given me, there was a single light that brightened me the famous she-werewolf in the school. She accepted me for who I was and still be my friend.
‘Hey, there you are.’
‘Sorry.’
‘What for?’
‘For having a mate like me.’
‘None taken. I accepted you for who you are.’
‘Then why still with him?’
‘Family reason and I’m not strong enough.’
‘I hope you will for us.’
Back then, we bonded and let the mate bond build more although we hung out in secret but it changed when we got caught. I thought it would be the time for us to be free but what I didn’t anticipate was a forced rejection placed between us.
‘I…T-Tania L-Lavigne rejected Hayden S-Salazar as my m-mate.’
‘No…’
‘C’mon, accept it trash. She doesn’t deserve a freak like you. She needed a real man, like me.’
Painful but I loved her. Being forced to save both of us, I let her go and accepted the rejection as I hoped her boyfriend would stop messing with me. But it was just wishful thinking. I became their punching bag and gladly, it was senior year yet, I can’t deny that it left a grave mark on my life which brought me into something I am now.
I am different. I’m a changed person and they should fear me as I could kill without remorse since I, Hayden Salazar, the ruthless and dangerous female alpha of Blood Moon pack in the Chevalier de Sang town loathes the word ‘mate’.
“HAYDEN ENOUGH!” A firm and intimidating voice from the previous alpha and my father, Venic shouted at me. I didn’t care.“ALPHA HAYDEN, STOP!” Then another voice shouted at me but it held a worried tone and it came from only a down-to-earth brother and a pack doctor, Henry but I didn’t listen.I kept slaughtering rogues by ripping them with my bare hands although they were lifeless already. I kept shredding them as if they were just a piece of paper and I didn’t care if I was already bathing with their stinking blood. This is who I am now; a ruthless-heartless monster and I can’t stop. I already had sunk this deep.“HAYDEN!” but someone still could reach out to my sanity, Harriett, my sister, and pack gamma called out to me with her firm
HAYDEN“Alpha Hayden…” My ears perked up upon hearing Sue, my omega who was serving in the pack house enter after a knock.I was usually at my alpha office to deal with the paperwork and make some deals with neighboring packs. It was tiring but it kept my mind off from my sensitive past that I don’t want to touch or recall at the moment since I have to be the alpha that everyone should fear and not belittle like they once did.“What is it?” I coldly responded without looking and let me do my work since it had been piled up, again.“Dr. Henry told me to give it to you since it needed your approval.” The omega handed me an envelope and left after I received it.“My approval?” I wondered since my siblings usually bragged i
HAYDEN“Alpha Hayden…” My ears perked up upon hearing Sue, one of the omega servants in the pack house enter my office after a knock.“What is it?” without looking, I coldly responded as kept focusing on the paperwork that was already piled up, again.“The pack elders wanted to speak with you.” Sue politely informed me which creased my eyebrow before looking confusedly at her.“I already talked with them, what’s missing?” I coldly wondered but Sue cleared to me who were the pack elders she was referring to.“No, Alpha. It’s not them, it’s your grandparents.” Despite her skeptical tone, Sue corrected herself as she informed me about my other visitors for the day.“Why they can’t just leave me alone?” He
ROXANNEArranging my things on my desk soon after my best friend and colleague went to do her shift around the hospital in the rural town of Chevalier de Sang. It was one of the selected rural towns that managed to participate in the aiding program of the city's hospital where we work.“Got a minute, Dr. Morison?” I heard Dr. Ruby Jade Kim's boyfriend, Henry politely asked while peeking on the adjacent door of the doctor's office.“Sure have a seat.” I smiled and offered a seat but Henry shook his head making me look at him confused.“Well, I think it’s better if you see it for yourself. So, want me to show you?” His shyness caught my attention. I had never seen a man blush before but I'm grateful that RJ short for Ruby Jade found him.
HAYDENI'm not sure why I demanded her to be my Luna but what truly surprised me was receiving a sudden slap on my face from her. I automatically growled in anger as nobody dared to slap me like that as I'm the Alpha but meeting her scared doe and deep dark hazel eyes, I felt the urge to protect her. I'm familiar with this feeling but seeing that emotion reflected in her eyes, I want to get rid of them. I'd rather put more security and protection in them. I inhaled her unusual scent to calm myself down before I made sure to ease her panic.“Can you just shut up and let me take you somewhere safe? Trust me, I’ll keep you safe. Please.” I mustered every gentlness that I hid inside of me disregarding the firmness in my tone. I needed her to entrust me her safety even just for this time. The street for now was not pleasing and I had to protect everyone especially her.
ROXANNEHenry carried me without a sweat back to their family house and kept his promise to that woman. That woman whom I didn’t get the name of yet, her beautiful-handsome face could easily be mistaken as a man but, the way she held herself high with a stunning and intimidating demeanor truly captivated me. It was like I was being lured and desired her presence around me which I found odd as I had never been too attracted to any woman whom I just met.“Henry, I’m dreaming right?” I weakly asked as Henry walked inside their family house we were greeted by worried adults.“No, you’re not. But let’s talk about it later. You need to rest after what you’ve witnessed there.” Henry just responded as he kept walking toward the grand staircase of their house. I never got a chance to check around but I could tell it was huge due to
HAYDEN‘Please…somebody…help me…anyone…’I could hear her weak plead as I rushed inside the pack house and my family who was worried over the woman resting in my bedroom. I ignored them and pushed myself inside where I saw my brother worriedly holding his mate, RJ who had been crying in his arms. I was about to ask them the details of the situation in my room when I heard her weak voice call my name.‘…Hayden…’Hearing that tone broke my heart but what made me worry was her violent tossing and turning around my bed slowly subsiding. I rushed to her side and growled deeply as soon as I saw the trail of tears fall on her face. I don't like this sight at all and growled madly.
ROXANNEDays and nights quickly turned into weeks and still no budge. I couldn’t find the right time to escape this place because wherever I turned, I was either held occupied by patients, Henry, RJ, or everyone else in the town. They were all warming, and I didn’t want to grow attached to them since I still couldn’t accept that their likes did exist, or maybe it was just my escape from more complications. And speaking of complications, whenever I try to use anything to slip without being noticed, somebody else does. I either stumbled and dumped into the arms of the person who intimidated, scared, and lured me in, Hayden.“Woah, you okay?" Hayden worriedly asked when I saw myself in her arms when I unexpectedly tripped on my footing. I’m not sure if it was just coincident or fate to always fall into her arms, although I’m not a cl
Somewhere in the past, where once Roxanne had dreamed before, there was somebody—a woman walking back and forth restlessly. This young woman was a doctor and was restless as she waited for her supernatural friends to arrive at their meeting place just around the border between the city and the woods. Kathy Morison kept checking her wristwatch when a vampire man, Simon, popped behind her, followed by a werewolf woman, Isabella, carrying a young body.‘Jesus. Don’t pop like that.’‘Sorry, but we’ve got her.’‘Oh finally.’Isabella, who had been carrying the young girl, was handed into the doctor’s arms. She smiled with recognition as she took notice of the young girl's resemblance to her best friend, the young girl's b
EpilogueHAYDEN“Well, Roxanne came from the strongest bloodline, both werewolf and vampire, while, you were blessed with a fallen spirit wolf, which is unpredictable since they were spirits. So, if I base it on my previous job in the council, their situation will be considered, but for safety, you still need to be careful as they were born different from any of our kind.” Ralphie gave us a direct and honest answer before adding his advice. “Keep watching them and make a journal of their growing journey as well as their appetite. It will help you in case the councils or nobles go after them.”“Thanks, Uncle. We appreciated it.” Roxanne thanked her uncle when Avery went to her side, making her pick our cute little troublemaker.“No worries, they’re my blood too, and I will protect them at all costs.” Ralphie smiled with as
HAYDENIt has been an hour or maybe even more ever since my wife has been taken inside the operating room to deliver our triplets. I was agitated, and my body trembled in worry, making my mother and grandmother sit beside me. Their presence was enough to calm me, but the negative racing thoughts were still bothering me until here it went. We all heard it. I heard it; I even felt it. The sound of my wife’s scream made the entire land crumble as if the earth was opening. I feel her pain passing throughout my entire body like I was giving birth too, but honestly, there was something different here. I could feel blood and life leaving me, making me sit on the ground, and my surroundings started to spin.“Hayden, breathe.” I heard Yuna’s soothing voice while my mother gently patted my back.
HAYDENUnwanted ruckus erupted throughout the woods and partly around town, but everything was bearable until my agitation began stirring again. Then Roxanne’s annoyed and disgusted voice echoed around my ears.‘Honey, feel me. He got me.’As I heard those words, I knew for sure what happened. I feel her, and I am fuming as I dash to where she is. Like lightning, I arrived on time, but my wife was losing consciousness, and I had to be careful since they were already near her.“Not for long, asshole.” Roxanne weakly whispered, and then she passed out, and everything in my surroundings turned dark and bloody.
ROXANNEAs everything is plotted and ready in place, here they come—rogues and nomads. It was the brewing storm that my wife had been sensing ever since I was crowned two nights ago and what fear Hayden was for my safety, but not now. I didn’t need it as they ran like wild animals despite being in human form and neglected my wife’s warning veil that added to the pack’s defense.“Come close.” I sinisterly whispered as I activated the first layer of my wrath.The first layer was threatening malice that brought their fury to the surface, which I enjoyed. They began to take on their true form, but the malice was not simply causing their rage. It was gradually trapping them in their dreams. Although some managed to flee and run through th
HAYDENThe power that the Moon had given to me has been flowing smoothly around my body as I decided to release my decagram star. I let it steam up to the sky, which overlapped my wife’s rose thorn barrier that she put to the entire pack’s perimeter. It served as protection and warning for all of us, and with my added powers, I made sure to scare all of the threatening creatures trying to ruin our pack’s peace.“Veil by veil, layer by layer, secures and cloaks the entire land with unyielding protection,” I softly whispered as I released my powers in layers.By layering my powers throughout the entire perimeter, I felt the sudden stir tingling my arms, which indicated the kills that my layering powers could do. It began killing some r
HAYDENI don’t feel good. Something was about to come, and I could feel it in my bones. Feeling uneasy like this, I made sure that everything around the pack and the town was fully secured, but I could not shake the fact that something would come. I can’t just figure out what it could be, but I can’t sit tight and not be ready over these unshaken feelings nudging my chest.“Honey, are you alright?” Roxanne worriedly wondered as she saw me standing still in my office, looking afar.“Yeah, just worried.” I smiled as I pulled her into my arms and kissed her temple.“About?” She wondered.“Something bad might occur.” With a deep sigh, I replied what troubles me, making her cup my face.
HAYDEN“I know, but we can’t hide this field from everyone, and the more your uncle strictly forbids them, the more they’ll get suspicious and might steal them, which could lead to worse than minimizing it.” I shared with them my input regarding the field of mystical roses in public and added how the riddle would be written. “Write a riddle as a warning and an answer. Only a chosen few would be able to understand it, and the decision will be in their hands, not ours.”“If we do that, we need to have precautionary measures for what ifs,” Sonia carefully added, which I agreed with.“Sonia, collaborate on this issue with Uncle Ralphie, and if you two come to any decision, let us know; we’ll make a decision with the rest of the royal family,” Roxanne firmly told Sonia, who had been noting down our suggestions and ideas for the town’s updates
HAYDENAlone in the peaceful cabin’s oasis, I wasn’t disturbed or allowed to meet anyone from the pack as the royal family punished me in isolation. I was lucky enough to be punished within our pack’s territory after they learned what I did to the three exiled nobles that caused Sonny’s fall. My punishment was not just isolation but also to channel my blood wolf’s energy. However, the great punishment they laid on me was not being at the side of my pregnant wife unless I finished a month of cultivation.“What a punishment…” I mumbled with a longing sigh. I missed my wife so much, but there was nothing I could do but cultivate.My breathing was stable, and I could feel the heat from my energy begin to radiate around me. It was releasi