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193 Death Of The Memory

Penulis: Nyx Rai
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Sebastian’s POV

Scott left alone.

Vanderbilt covers his face, ignoring me completely as he waits in desperation. So do Scar’s two friends. I would have stayed anyway if that could help, but I know where I’m needed more--

I have to go and see Ava.

If a whole blood bank wasn’t enough, then one man’s donation would hardly be. I have always worried about Ava’s condition, but we had Scar to count on whenever Ava needed blood, so I have never thought that the healthy, strong woman would one day lie in the emergency room, waiting for the rare blood to save her life.

And the only one who can help, is her sister who we just had a falling out with.

I knew it would be hard to get Ava to help, but I didn’t know it would be this hard.

“What are you even doing here?!” Jack Fuller guards the door, grunting at me. He has been barking at me for five minutes. He is not keeping his voice low, and we both know that Ava heard all of it in there.

He is showing me her attitude: she doesn’t want to see me.

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adrienne murray
I agree letting him be either Ava she wins.. regardless how he will treat her
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Dayanara
I get where you’re coming from, but I have no sympathy for Sebastian, he was a bully plain & simple, his narrow minded tunnel vision caused Scarlet a world of pain, all because he refused to see the truth about his precious angel Ava. Scarlet deserves better.
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Helen Mamalis
Sebastian you better refuse Ava, just bankrupt them
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