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194 Dream Or Memory

Author: Nyx Rai
last update Last Updated: 2024-11-07 20:17:20

Scarlett’s POV

My belly is empty. The first thing I feel when my mind wakes up, is the horrifying emptiness.

Not just my belly. My whole body is emptied by the long, dark dream that trapped me.

Sebastian was in it. So was Ava, Jack Fuller, Anna Fuller, Damian Vanderbilt... They tangled into the shadow that wrapped me up so tightly that I couldn’t breath. But I couldn’t die in my dream, so I could only suffocate over and over, like buried alive in my coffin, watching my life passing by in front of my eyes. Literally. In my dream I wasn’t Scarlett, I was a specter watching the little Scarlett suffering through all the lies, the harm, the pain, and blood, all the way till the kid lured her into the dark woods, passing that, and then the crashed car.

It wasn’t a dream. It was all real. It was my memory. I couldn’t remember anything from the car crash, but I did witness it. And in this deep dream, I saw my own memory. I keep my eyes closed, trying to savor the dream that’s fading fast. Eff
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Ms. M.
I think Seb only kissed Ava before, not slept with her. Theirs was an emotional affair.
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Mahimuda Syed
where will We read
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Nessa
Alright Lisa, I will check them out
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