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Chapter 6: REMEMBERING WHAT HAPPENED
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2022-03-01 23:44:07Para akong binagsakan ng mundo dahil sa pagkikita namin ulit. He's still smirking and extending his hand for a handshake, as if we're friends who didn't see each other for so long! We are not one! Iyong nangyari sa Switzerland three weeks ago ay isa lamang pagkakamali.
Naging hilaw ang aking ngiti at nag-aalangan kung tatanggapin ko ba ang kamay niya. I could feel Callie's eyes on me as well as my other friends and his friends. I gulped the lumped in my throat. I am fucking nervous most especially that Levy's eyes laid on me. Even though she's weird, she's smart as well. Probably by now, there's a theory playing in her head. Even Callie, her eyes were squinted and I am pretty sure that she has a hunch right now.
I cleared my throat. "H-hi! Uh, have we met before?"
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