The wind howled, cold and furious, as it whipped across my cheeks with a relentless speed. I flung my purse onto the seat of my old, beat-up 2005 Camry and shoved the keys into the ignition with such force that I feared they might snap off in the keyhole. Anger boiled inside me at the thought of Barbra getting the promotion instead of me. I had worked my ass off for months, sacrificing my free time and dedicating myself to the patients who came in every night just to prove to Marco that I was ready. And yet, here I was, watching someone else take the opportunity I deserved.
Screw this... I cranked the engine, and it barely started, the battery in desperate need of replacement—something I couldn't afford. As usual, I could barely scrape together enough for gas for this piece of junk, and now I was facing the prospect of a new battery too. Interning never pays well, but what was I expecting? A job? I rolled my eyes as I clicked on the left turn signal, steering toward my rundown apartment downtown. Most likely, the water would be turned off again, and I'd be without cable. I briefly considered splurging on a hotel where at least the water would be included in the stay, but that would require money I simply didn't have. Instead, I clicked on the right blinker and headed to Otto's—a tiny one-window shop known for making the best hamburgers in the city. At least, that's my personal opinion. Sure, the amount of oil he uses on the patties might raise some eyebrows, but the flavor is undeniably worth the trip. I parked my Camry next to Otto's blue pickup truck, an older model that he had fixed up himself, and rounded the corner to find the trailer empty. At this time of night, it was always quiet, except for Otto and his wife, Jackie. Jackie, always wearing a hairnet, had a white work uniform that was mostly covered in grease. Her bronze skin glistened from the condensation that lingered in the trailer. "There's my favorite customer of the night," Otto said, leaning over the small window. His burly arms were covered in hair, and he wore a Dodger hat turned backward, paired with the same uniform as Jackie. "I'm right on time," I replied, adding a hint of sarcasm as I leaned up to check the menu, even though I already knew what I wanted: fries and a classic hamburger—no tomatoes. "Just in time! I saved you the last burger." Otto pulled out a greasy white bag with my name scrawled on the front. "You didn't have to do that. What if I hadn't shown up?" I replied, reaching into my purse and gripping the only bill I had left—my last resort before begging my mother for more money. She always advised me to find a job that pays better, but nursing would pay off someday... "If you're hungry, you show up. And lately, you've been showing up like a rat looking for leftovers," Otto said with a small chuckle as he handed me the bag. "This is on me tonight; keep the money for something you need." I sighed and shook my head. "No, please..." But Otto was insistent, closing the window on purpose. "Keep it, Maya!" he yelled from behind the closed glass. I hugged the bag close as I retreated to my car, letting the warm, greasy aroma swirl around me like a sweet perfume. With the bag settled on the passenger seat, I turned the engine over and pulled out of the parking lot, the steering wheel guiding me effortlessly. I knew exactly where I wanted to go—somewhere I loved that I was sure would be deserted tonight. Going back to my apartment wasn't an option, especially since the water was still out. I cruised down the main highway, letting Pink take over the radio. The night air was pleasantly breezy, but my thoughts were consumed by Barbra. I couldn't shake the image of how she had weaseled her way into Marco's office, offering herself up on a platter. It was no secret that something was brewing between her and the manager; she always dressed in a way that invited his gaze, buttoned-down shirts that often revealed too much. I'd seen him adjust himself whenever she pranced into the office, looking like a misguided love child in leggings and librarian glasses, her dark wavy hair styled in a thick braid reminiscent of a Britney Spears music video. It sickened me to think that society seemed to value looks over qualifications when it came to jobs. Here I was in my scrubs, my blond hair pulled into a tight ponytail, with no cleavage to show. I knew that being just an intern, fresh out of graduate school, wouldn't be easy. But Barbra had graduated from the same school; the only difference was that her curves had opened doors for her that were still closed to me. As I hit the exit on the freeway, I slowed to a stop at the buzzing red light. I reached into the bag of food and pulled out a few fries, savoring the greasy satisfaction they provided. It had been since breakfast since I'd eaten anything, and my hand instinctively dove back into the bag as I waited for the light to change. When it finally did, I turned left, heading towards the park that felt like my safe haven. I tied the bag closed, anticipating more bites. At the rate I was going, I was down to less than half a bag of fries. Upon reaching the park entrance, I noticed the gate faintly illuminated. The trees loomed in the distance, their leaves shimmering under my headlights. I slowed the car and quickly turned onto a dark gravel road that ran alongside the river. The crunch of gravel under my tires accompanied the soft glow of my lights as they drifted towards a large oak tree in the distance. Once I spotted it, I knew I had arrived at my spot by the river. It was beautiful during the day—the river flowed gracefully, and the trees exuded a sense of tranquility. But tonight, everything felt different, even a little frightening. Usually, when I visit at night, it's quiet, occasionally interrupted by the sounds of wildlife. Yet tonight, as I rolled down my window and listened to the wild night, all I could hear was the gentle flow of the water and the cool night air whispering into the car. My hand wrapped around the bag holding my burger, fingers gripping the meaty delight as I brought it to my mouth, savoring the greasy juiciness that dribbled down my chin. My stomach grumbled in anticipation, welcoming the indulgence that slid down my throat. I chewed absentmindedly, only lifting my gaze to glance at the river when I noticed a single headlight lingering across the water. As I continued eating, another pair of lights appeared behind the first, which had now shut off, illuminated by the moonlight cascading over a pair of legs planted firmly on a motorcycle. Instinctively, I ducked down in my seat, setting the burger on its wrapper and gently wiping my mouth. Juicy gossip had been scarce for too long. Could it be lovers sneaking away to the park? I squirmed in my seat as I watched a group of people approach the motorcyclist. They scanned the area, their eyes casually passing over my car, parked discreetly under the trees. I let out a sigh of relief and refocused on them while I nibbled on a fry. As I sat frozen in my car, the moon cast long shadows across the park. My heart raced as I watched one of the men in the group pull out a metallic object that glinted ominously in the fading light. It took a moment for my brain to register it—a gun. My breath hitched in my throat, panic clawing at my chest. He leveled the weapon at the man on the motorcycle, who stood there with his hands raised, terror etched across his face. Time seemed to stretch, every second stretching into eternity as silence enveloped the park, a thick blanket of dread. My fingers trembled against the steering wheel, each pulse echoing in my ears. Then, without warning—BANG! The shot thundered, shattering the eerie quiet. The biker collapsed, crumpling to the ground like a broken marionette, the sound of his body hitting the earth swallowed by the chaos unfurling around us. I gasped, my fry bag slipping from my grip and tumbling to the floor like my resolve. A whirlwind of movement erupted as the men swarmed the fallen biker. They kicked his lifeless form, snarling insults as they tossed his motorcycle into the river, splashes sending ripples across the surface. One of them spat on him, the act carrying a sickening finality. Before I could process what was happening, they jumped into their car, tires screeching as they peeled away, leaving only echoes of violence behind. My heart raced, panic flooding my senses. Calling the cops would be the logical choice, but what if I didn't? What if he lay there dying? Caught between a visceral instinct to flee and the oath I took as a nurse—to help the helpless—I felt the recklessness surge within me. I shifted the gear into drive, the engine roaring to life beneath me. Every part of me screamed it was a terrible idea, but I couldn't turn away. He needed me, and my heart wouldn't let me abandon him.Panic engulfs me as I sprint across the rickety wooden bridge, my heart pounding against my ribcage like a war drum. The tires of my car screech to a halt, and every rational thought evaporates—there's a man sprawled near the water's edge, and he’s fighting for his life. My breath comes in jagged gasps as dread coils tightly in my stomach, twisting like a vise.As I close the distance, the sight plunges a knife into my gut—his torso is a canvas of despair, deep, seeping wounds marring his skin, tattoos swirling like tortured souls. A gaping hole in his abdomen spills crimson onto the grass, pooling around him; it paints a horrific picture that turns my stomach.“Sir?” I shout, my voice cracking, strained with fear and urgency, but deep down, I know he can’t hear me. My entire universe condenses to the rhythm of his labored breathing—slow, ragged, each gasp a desperate plea for survival that resonates deeper than my frantic heartbeat. I press my trembling fingers against his neck, pray
I slammed the accelerator, tearing out of the park where I had found the stranger. He lay twisted in the back seat, a wound gushing blood that seeped into my upholstery like a sin I couldn’t wash away.What am I doing?My thoughts screamed at me to ditch him, but my heart betrayed me, urging me to save him. The conflict roiled inside me, a tempest of fear and desperation. I glanced in the rearview mirror—nothing but empty road. The car that had once pursued us was just a fading memory, vanishing around the bend as I peeled out of that hellish place.I took a shuddering breath and veered onto the main road, gravel crunching under tires that protested against my frantic escape. My heart thundered in my chest, a manic drumbeat that matched the chaos in my mind. Adrenaline surged through me as my hands trembled on the steering wheel, coated in red—a visceral testament to my choices, to the blood that now stained my scrubs.My breath came in jagged gasps, each inhale a reminder of the
My eyes slowly adjusted to the harsh light flooding the room, and panic gripped me as I scanned my surroundings—nothing looked familiar. Then I saw her. The woman sitting across from me, her fingers nervously twirling around a white coffee mug, felt like an enigma wrapped in mystery. Her tousled blond hair framed a face that was both beautiful and haunting, but it was her eyes—those mesmerizing blue pools—that drew me in. They widened with surprise, a flicker of something deeper swirling within as she noticed I was conscious.But it was the dried blood caked beneath her fingernails that sent a chill down my spine. What the hell happened?“Where am I?” I croaked out, my voice rough and foreign, struggling against the fog clouding my memory. Each word felt like it tore through the haze, but the images remained elusive, dancing just out of reach.She set her cup down with a deliberate calmness and leaned toward me, her body taut and coiled like a spring ready to snap. The golden tan
I hurriedly slipped my scrub top over my head, the fabric clinging to my skin as I jammed my feet into my shoes, heart racing. Gripping my purse tightly, I stepped into the living room, only to find Armando sitting up on the couch, cradling his abdomen with his left hand, his head resting heavily against one of my fleece pillows.A wave of unease washed over me. How could I leave him here, vulnerable and alone, while I went to work? The gravity of the situation pressed down on my chest, making it hard to breathe. I couldn’t shake the discomfort gnawing at me. Three days ago, I had pulled him from the brink, cleaned him up, and now here he was, my savior turned burden. I let out a shaky breath, hovering over him, torn between compassion and fear. Suddenly, his eyes fluttered open, and those hazel swirls locked onto mine, sending a jolt through me—like electricity sparking in my core. He was breathtaking, the kind of handsome that made my stomach lurch like a schoolgirl’s first crush
I slammed the car door shut, heart racing, as panic clawed at my chest. I drove like a madman towards the ATM, desperation fueling my every movement. Armando’s money felt heavy in my hands, a lifeline wrapped in shadows. I deposited the cash and barely managed to pay the water bill—thank God I had just enough for electricity too. A wave of relief washed over me, but it was quickly overshadowed by the weight of Armando’s presence looming over my life now. My mind screamed in chaos. Would we even make it out alive? Just then, the panic hit me like a tidal wave. It wasn’t supposed to happen here—at the ATM, of all places. White dots erupted in front of my eyes as I gripped the steering wheel, knuckles white with fear. I fought to breathe, forcing myself to inhale deeply, letting the rush of air fill my lungs while the pressure twisted inside me. What was I going to do with him? The reality crashed down: the other gang knew about me, and now I was trapped in this mess, shackled to
My phone rang, slicing through the tension-filled silence while Maya was in the shower. I knew I shouldn’t answer it; every instinct screamed at me to ignore it. But the thought of leaving it unanswered gnawed at me like a festering wound. I had charged it earlier when Maya was away, a small flicker of hope in an otherwise darkening world.Jake’s name flashed on the screen, and a wave of dread washed over me. My stomach churned with anxiety, but this was my crew, my responsibility. I couldn’t let Rico’s shadow cast a pall over us.I slid my finger across the screen, and Jake’s frantic voice crackled through the line. “Armando? Is that you?” His breath came in quick gasps, sounding almost muffled as if he were hiding in a quiet room, wrestling with his own fears.“It’s me,” I replied, steeling myself for whatever grim news was about to surface.He exhaled sharply, a mix of relief and panic. “Thank god you’re alive. Where are you? We can come get you.” Jake had always been the mor
He pressed his lips against mine, a soft yet electrifying connection that ignited something deep within me. The kiss was an unspoken declaration, a spark that blazed to life before I even had a chance to comprehend it. Armando was unlike anyone I'd ever encountered; there was a wildness to him that both thrilled and terrified me. When he finally revealed that he led a gang trafficking drugs, it felt like the ground had shifted beneath my feet. Shock coursed through me, leaving me breathless. What was I supposed to think? I shot a glare at the clock, its red digits glaring back at me in the stillness of the night. Past midnight. Time felt suspended as I turned to face the door, where Armando lay sprawled on the couch, his presence a heavy blanket over my thoughts. The taste of his kiss lingered on my lips, a haunting reminder of our encounter. A slight smile crept onto my face, unwelcome yet insistent, as memories whirled in my mind. His hands had gripped my cheeks with such urgenc
“Maya?” The name slips from my lips like a desperate whisper, trembling in the stillness of the room. Beneath me, something soft and warm cradles my weight—a fleeting comfort that contrasts sharply with the chaos in my mind. I inhale deeply, the air thick with familiarity, and as I lift my head, the haze begins to clear. I blink hard, recognizing the faint outlines of my own room back at the camp, a sanctuary that now feels hauntingly foreign.The walls hold echoes of the past, unchanged since I last stood here three days ago. My clothes lie scattered on the ottoman, remnants of a life interrupted. The bathroom door stands ajar, an invitation into a space that feels incomplete. But where is Maya? Her absence is a void that grips my chest, and I inhale sharply as awareness crashes in: the searing pain at my side. We were waiting for Jake. The memory hits like a thunderclap. He must have brought us here—what happened after? Panic rises as I sit up, forcing myself to take stock of the s
I stare at my phone for a moment longer, then shove it into my pocket, feeling the weight of its secrets press against me. Turning to my mother, I force a smile, my heart racing beneath my calm facade. “Wish me luck!” I say, the words tumbling out with a mix of hope and desperation.Her smile is warm but tinged with an edge of worry as she moves in for a hug. “Good luck today!” she says, her voice steady but laced with unspoken fears.I pull away, gripping my purse tightly in one hand, my other hovering over the door handle like it’s a lifeline. As I step outside, I lean back in, my smile widening despite the knots in my stomach. “I’ll call you if I need a ride.”She nods, her eyes lingering on me as I close the door, watching until I see her car disappear from the lot. The moment the sound of her engine fades, I exhale, releasing the breath I didn’t realize I was holding. The familiar swish of my scrubs fills the silence as I stride toward the entrance of the sterile hospital, the s
The rich, enticing aroma of breakfast slices through the haze of my dreams, pulling me abruptly from slumber. As I blink awake, reality crashes in: I’m back in my childhood bedroom at my mother’s, the familiar walls closing in like a cage. With a groan, I heave myself out of bed, my body protesting as I stretch, each crack and creak echoing through the silence. My gaze drifts to my bag, barely filled with the remnants of my life—clothes that likely carry the scent of neglect. I rummage through my old dresser, fingers diving deep into forgotten memories, finally unearthing a pair of sweatpants and a faded Nirvana T-shirt. I throw the shirt over my shoulders, feeling the fabric cling to me like a ghost from the past. My hair falls in wild strands around my neck as I twist it into a haphazard bun, giving up on perfection for the promise of comfort. Grabbing a laundry basket heavy with the weight of yesterday, I let the bedroom door fall shut behind me with a soft thud, then navigate t
Demetri and I rode back into Phoenix as the sun began to claw its way above the horizon, the cold air morphing into a warm embrace around us. As we entered the town, I felt an unsettling mixture of exhilaration and dread. I didn’t know the name of the apartment complex where Jake had stashed my belongings, but at that moment, it hardly mattered. All I had were my essentials: my wallet and my father’s photograph. Everything else was expendable; I could replace a phone, even find a new place to live. Demetri veered off Park View Highway and pulled into a weathered diner nestled between a Walmart and a tire shop, the neon sign flickering in the early morning light. He killed the engine and leaned back, his gaze locking onto me as I hastily gathered my hair into a tight ponytail, steeling myself for whatever lay ahead.“I’m starving. Aren’t you?” he asked, his voice gravelly and low, as he swung his leg over the bike and reached out for me with his left hand. I grasped it tentatively, all
I took the beer, allowing her to guide me into a shadowy corner beside the house. As we settled into the weathered chairs, her gaze locked onto mine, promising secrets and revelations that could either save me or seal my fate. Little did I know, a storm brewed beneath her calm exterior.I sank onto the sofa near a burning barrel, its flickering flames casting dancing shadows around us. She joined me, propping her feet on the log that sat between us, the heat from the fire mingling with the cool night air.“Adriana,” she said, her voice smooth yet electrifying as I raised the bottle to my lips.“Maya,” I replied, offering a slight smile as the icy beer coursed down my throat, invigorating yet oddly soothing.“So, Armando, huh?” she asked, a hint of curiosity lacing her tone.I nodded slowly, letting the beer warm slightly in my hand, the condensation pooling on my palm. “He’s something,” she mused, her laughter soft but edged with something darker. I remained silent, letting the quiet
The door slammed shut behind me, reverberating through the tense air of the room. I stood frozen in the center, my pulse thrumming as I faced the massive table that loomed before me. Ten chairs circled it—ten men, myself included—but not a single one was occupied.The four elders stood rigidly near the fireplace, their presence an unyielding weight that filled the room. They always claimed the head of the table, and challenging their authority was unthinkable. It was a mandate, etched in blood and tradition.Demetri, positioned just below the elders, held his ground like a fortress. His rules were law, and to defy him was to invite ruin.Across from me stood Marcus, a striking figure with piercing blue eyes and dark dreadlocks that framed his pale face like a crown of shadows. He was the president of the Lions Pact, the crew that ruled Flagstaff with an iron fist. Next to him, Elden leaned casually against the back of his chair. His buzz cut gleamed under the dim light, and his sharp
The roar of Armando’s motorcycle vibrated through my legs, a wild pulse that surged up my spine, igniting a thrill I couldn’t explain. His bike was louder, more powerful than Luna’s, and I clung to his waist, feeling the heat from the muffler blast against my right leg like a furnace on the cool night air. My hair whipped behind me in the wind as we tore down the deserted highway toward downtown Phoenix. The night cloaked us in darkness, an eerie silence hanging thick in the air. As we approached a red light at the heart of the city, near the Japanese Friendship Garden, a jolt of familiarity hit me. I used to roam that garden as a child, and the memory burst into mind like the twinkling blue lights that had adorned it during my teenage years. Suddenly, we jerked forward, turning onto North Street, only to be halted again, trapped by an endless parade of red lights that felt like some cruel game of fate. The chill seeped through my thin coat, my fingers growing numb against the relent
Armando held his head high, a veneer of triumph shrouding the turmoil beneath. My neck throbbed where he had gripped my collar, the remnants of his fingers lingering like an unwelcome brand. Since his friends had arrived, he seemed lost to me, consumed by their camaraderie. He had only cast a fleeting glance in my direction after he hurled that man into the fire, his gaze barely touching me as if I were nothing more than a shadow drifting through a sunlit memory.The Hornets’ leader stared at me with a predatory hunger, his dark brown eyes glimmering with desire, tracing my every move. It was as if my very presence was a trophy to be won. As I walked toward the cabin, where injured men lay on makeshift cots crafted from broken bed-frames and tattered sheets salvaged from the remains of the shed, I felt the weight of his gaze like a heavy shroud.Inside, a crew member from The Hornets was hastily gathering supplies and stuffing them into a bag. I crossed my arms, refusing to shrink away
My mind raced, a tempest of despair and fury swirling around the man who had just whispered the name of a possible traitor. But what did I have? Nothing but the unreliable word of a scum who would lie without a second thought, ready to abandon everything to save his own skin. I forced myself toward the crew that had rolled in from East Phoenix—the Chaos Hornets. A crew I knew well, one I’d gotten along with better than most; we had history, and their loyalty was something I valued deeply. I assumed Jake had called them in, and they immediately responded, ready to leap into the chaos that had engulfed us. Chaos was an understatement. Our compound lay in ashes, my father’s legacy reduced to charred ruin, and my mother’s beloved rose garden—a lifetime of nurturing—all turned to acrid smoke and memories. Maybe that’s why I snapped at Maya. She didn’t deserve my outburst. She was light and hope, two things I felt slipping through my fingers like sand. I had grown up differently, hardene
I pressed my hand to my mouth, the acrid scent of smoke clawing at my throat as I stumbled toward the middle of the chaos. Armando and the others stood near a building that was engulfed in flames, its structure nearly collapsed under the onslaught of fire. My gaze zeroed in on a man leaning against a post, which had been reduced to a charred stump, his body barely clinging to life.Panic surged through me as my heart raced and my hands trembled. I sprinted over, adrenaline coursing through my veins, the heat of the flames licking at my skin. I dropped to my knees beside him, the ground hot beneath me. I pushed aside the smoldering remnants of his jacket, revealing a deep, jagged wound near his abdomen—the same cruel mark that marred Armando’s side. Blood oozed from the man's mouth, pooling in the dust around him, and I knew he was hurt far worse than I dared imagine.My fingers fumbled as I untangled the fabric of his shirt, revealing more bullet wounds that punctured his back, the gri