Panic engulfs me as I sprint across the rickety wooden bridge, my heart pounding against my ribcage like a war drum. The tires of my car screech to a halt, and every rational thought evaporates—there's a man sprawled near the water's edge, and he’s fighting for his life. My breath comes in jagged gasps as dread coils tightly in my stomach, twisting like a vise.
As I close the distance, the sight plunges a knife into my gut—his torso is a canvas of despair, deep, seeping wounds marring his skin, tattoos swirling like tortured souls. A gaping hole in his abdomen spills crimson onto the grass, pooling around him; it paints a horrific picture that turns my stomach. “Sir?” I shout, my voice cracking, strained with fear and urgency, but deep down, I know he can’t hear me. My entire universe condenses to the rhythm of his labored breathing—slow, ragged, each gasp a desperate plea for survival that resonates deeper than my frantic heartbeat. I press my trembling fingers against his neck, praying for any sign of life. There it is—a faint flutter, a flicker of hope in this nightmare. My hands shake uncontrollably as I pull my phone from my back pocket, its light blinding under the weight of my panic. I dial 911, urgency surging through me, drowning out my fears. But just as I’m about to hit send, a powerful grip seizes my wrist, jolting me from my frantic thoughts. “Don’t call the cops,” he rasps, blood oozing from his lips, trailing down his chin like a sinister warning. His eyes, wide and pleading, are pools of desperation and raw vulnerability. They silently scream at me to remain silent, as if uttering the wrong words could summon greater horrors from the shadows encroaching upon us. In that moment, an invisible tether binds me to him—a shared understanding that transcends our circumstances. Fear intertwines with an urgency to act, to not only be a witness to his suffering but to fight alongside him in this dark battle for survival. I take another look at him, heart racing as the gravity of his injuries sinks in—his blood seeps into the earth, dark and relentless, painting a grim picture of his condition. Every gash tells a story of brutality, and I’m paralyzed by the reality that I can't save him. I’m just a newly minted nurse, fresh out of training, with no experience for handling wounds like these in this unforgiving environment. As he coughs violently, his body wracked with pain, I can feel the weight of his suffering crashing over me like a tidal wave. The realization hits hard: this isn’t just bad; it's life-threatening. He’s fighting a battle I can’t hope to win alone, and my gut churns with a desperation I’ve never known. “I have to call paramedics,” I insist, urgency clawing at my throat. “They can get you to a hospital—it’s your only chance.” I lean closer, scanning the shadows around us, knowing those men who left him here—those monsters—could return any moment, ready to finish what they started. “No,” he gasps, fingers tightening around my wrist with a strength that belies his injuries. There’s a desperation in his eyes, a plea that sends chills down my spine. “I’m a nurse, but I’m not equipped for this!” I blur out the words, breathless and frantic. “If you don’t go to the hospital, you’re going to die out here—please, let me help you!” Each word is laced with terror, the sound of sirens echoing in my head, mingling with the lurking danger in the dark. He gagged, his breath hitching painfully as desperation clawed at his throat. Panic consumed me—if I didn’t act fast, his lungs would fill, and he would drown in his own blood. An idea sparked amidst the chaos. I sprinted to my car, heart racing, fumbling through the darkness until my fingers closed around a pen. With a surge of adrenaline, I ripped apart its interior, taking a deep breath to steel myself against the fear gnawing at my gut. My hands shook but I gripped the glove box, uncovering my pocketknife, sharp and glinting like a beacon of hope. He was slipping away, and time was running out. I dashed back to him, every second stretching painfully. I tore at his shirt, the fabric ripping easily in my frantic urgency. The wound was worse than I had feared; his lungs were filling rapidly, and I had to act decisively. Instructors had taught us about pressure release in class, but this was nothing like that sterile environment. My fingers brushed over the outline of his tattoo—a wave, intricate and sparkling—the spot where I needed to carve my path to salvation. “This is going to hurt like hell,” I warned, my voice steady despite the storm raging in my chest. His eyes, wide with understanding, glimmered in the dim light. He nodded, bracing himself. With a swift motion, I pressed the blade into his flesh, feeling the visceral resistance before it broke through. Blood surged from the wound, a crimson river, and he screamed—a raw sound that echoed in the night as I plunged the pen deep into his lower left lung. Finally, liberation came as the blood flowed freely, and I could see life returning to his eyes. I gently turned him over, cradling his head as he gasped for air, each breath ragged yet desperate- a fish flung from the depths, fighting to survive. His eyes fluttered shut for a heartbeat, and my pulse thundered in my ears as I reached out, tapping him gently, desperate to feel any sign of life. When those hazel eyes opened again, they glimmered with that familiar spark—but it was fleeting, snuffed out by the sudden glare of headlights slicing through the darkness, illuminating the riverbank. A chill of dread coiled my stomach. I couldn’t take him to a hospital. Not now. My chaotic job would lead to too many questions I couldn’t answer without unraveling everything. What would happen to him if I did? Panic surged as I fought to control my thoughts. There was no other choice; he was coming home with me. And not in a good way. Usually, I’d have a plan—my water running, food in the fridge, a semblance of normalcy. But now? Everything felt like a fraying rope ready to snap. I jumped to my feet, heart pounding, careful not to aggravate the incision I’d made. Dragging his dead weight was a nightmare; he felt like a boulder, and I stumbled repeatedly, almost losing my grip. My muscles screamed in protest as I finally managed to haul him into the back seat of my car. Gritting my teeth, I might have pulled something in my back, but adrenaline pushed me forward. Just as I slid into the driver’s seat, a pair of headlights loomed in the rearview mirror, and I barely masked my panic, gripping the steering wheel with white knuckles. The engine roared to life, and I drove away from the park, heart thundering like a war drum, each beat echoing the dread that threatened to swallow me whole. What was I going to do with this massive man in my apartment? Was he a criminal? God, what had I gotten myself into?I slammed the accelerator, tearing out of the park where I had found the stranger. He lay twisted in the back seat, a wound gushing blood that seeped into my upholstery like a sin I couldn’t wash away.What am I doing?My thoughts screamed at me to ditch him, but my heart betrayed me, urging me to save him. The conflict roiled inside me, a tempest of fear and desperation. I glanced in the rearview mirror—nothing but empty road. The car that had once pursued us was just a fading memory, vanishing around the bend as I peeled out of that hellish place.I took a shuddering breath and veered onto the main road, gravel crunching under tires that protested against my frantic escape. My heart thundered in my chest, a manic drumbeat that matched the chaos in my mind. Adrenaline surged through me as my hands trembled on the steering wheel, coated in red—a visceral testament to my choices, to the blood that now stained my scrubs.My breath came in jagged gasps, each inhale a reminder of the
My eyes slowly adjusted to the harsh light flooding the room, and panic gripped me as I scanned my surroundings—nothing looked familiar. Then I saw her. The woman sitting across from me, her fingers nervously twirling around a white coffee mug, felt like an enigma wrapped in mystery. Her tousled blond hair framed a face that was both beautiful and haunting, but it was her eyes—those mesmerizing blue pools—that drew me in. They widened with surprise, a flicker of something deeper swirling within as she noticed I was conscious.But it was the dried blood caked beneath her fingernails that sent a chill down my spine. What the hell happened?“Where am I?” I croaked out, my voice rough and foreign, struggling against the fog clouding my memory. Each word felt like it tore through the haze, but the images remained elusive, dancing just out of reach.She set her cup down with a deliberate calmness and leaned toward me, her body taut and coiled like a spring ready to snap. The golden tan
I hurriedly slipped my scrub top over my head, the fabric clinging to my skin as I jammed my feet into my shoes, heart racing. Gripping my purse tightly, I stepped into the living room, only to find Armando sitting up on the couch, cradling his abdomen with his left hand, his head resting heavily against one of my fleece pillows.A wave of unease washed over me. How could I leave him here, vulnerable and alone, while I went to work? The gravity of the situation pressed down on my chest, making it hard to breathe. I couldn’t shake the discomfort gnawing at me. Three days ago, I had pulled him from the brink, cleaned him up, and now here he was, my savior turned burden. I let out a shaky breath, hovering over him, torn between compassion and fear. Suddenly, his eyes fluttered open, and those hazel swirls locked onto mine, sending a jolt through me—like electricity sparking in my core. He was breathtaking, the kind of handsome that made my stomach lurch like a schoolgirl’s first crush
I slammed the car door shut, heart racing, as panic clawed at my chest. I drove like a madman towards the ATM, desperation fueling my every movement. Armando’s money felt heavy in my hands, a lifeline wrapped in shadows. I deposited the cash and barely managed to pay the water bill—thank God I had just enough for electricity too. A wave of relief washed over me, but it was quickly overshadowed by the weight of Armando’s presence looming over my life now. My mind screamed in chaos. Would we even make it out alive? Just then, the panic hit me like a tidal wave. It wasn’t supposed to happen here—at the ATM, of all places. White dots erupted in front of my eyes as I gripped the steering wheel, knuckles white with fear. I fought to breathe, forcing myself to inhale deeply, letting the rush of air fill my lungs while the pressure twisted inside me. What was I going to do with him? The reality crashed down: the other gang knew about me, and now I was trapped in this mess, shackled to
My phone rang, slicing through the tension-filled silence while Maya was in the shower. I knew I shouldn’t answer it; every instinct screamed at me to ignore it. But the thought of leaving it unanswered gnawed at me like a festering wound. I had charged it earlier when Maya was away, a small flicker of hope in an otherwise darkening world.Jake’s name flashed on the screen, and a wave of dread washed over me. My stomach churned with anxiety, but this was my crew, my responsibility. I couldn’t let Rico’s shadow cast a pall over us.I slid my finger across the screen, and Jake’s frantic voice crackled through the line. “Armando? Is that you?” His breath came in quick gasps, sounding almost muffled as if he were hiding in a quiet room, wrestling with his own fears.“It’s me,” I replied, steeling myself for whatever grim news was about to surface.He exhaled sharply, a mix of relief and panic. “Thank god you’re alive. Where are you? We can come get you.” Jake had always been the mor
He pressed his lips against mine, a soft yet electrifying connection that ignited something deep within me. The kiss was an unspoken declaration, a spark that blazed to life before I even had a chance to comprehend it. Armando was unlike anyone I'd ever encountered; there was a wildness to him that both thrilled and terrified me. When he finally revealed that he led a gang trafficking drugs, it felt like the ground had shifted beneath my feet. Shock coursed through me, leaving me breathless. What was I supposed to think? I shot a glare at the clock, its red digits glaring back at me in the stillness of the night. Past midnight. Time felt suspended as I turned to face the door, where Armando lay sprawled on the couch, his presence a heavy blanket over my thoughts. The taste of his kiss lingered on my lips, a haunting reminder of our encounter. A slight smile crept onto my face, unwelcome yet insistent, as memories whirled in my mind. His hands had gripped my cheeks with such urgenc
“Maya?” The name slips from my lips like a desperate whisper, trembling in the stillness of the room. Beneath me, something soft and warm cradles my weight—a fleeting comfort that contrasts sharply with the chaos in my mind. I inhale deeply, the air thick with familiarity, and as I lift my head, the haze begins to clear. I blink hard, recognizing the faint outlines of my own room back at the camp, a sanctuary that now feels hauntingly foreign.The walls hold echoes of the past, unchanged since I last stood here three days ago. My clothes lie scattered on the ottoman, remnants of a life interrupted. The bathroom door stands ajar, an invitation into a space that feels incomplete. But where is Maya? Her absence is a void that grips my chest, and I inhale sharply as awareness crashes in: the searing pain at my side. We were waiting for Jake. The memory hits like a thunderclap. He must have brought us here—what happened after? Panic rises as I sit up, forcing myself to take stock of the s
I perched on a bar stool in the dimly lit kitchen of the cabin, my heart racing as I watched Luna methodically pour drink after drink into her glass. Her brown eyes were locked onto me with a fierce intensity that sent shivers down my spine. “So you’re a nurse?” she slurred, her words thick and heavy, punctuated by unsteady sways. The empty vodka bottle stood like a sentinel beside her, a testament to the chaos spiraling around us. I shifted in my seat, straightening up as if trying to defy the weight of the moment. My hands intertwined nervously in my lap, and I cleared my throat to gather my thoughts, but they slipped away like sand through my fingers. It had been days since I last saw Armando, days spent in this cabin where Luna held me captive—no ropes binding my wrists today, but the invisible chains of anxiety and longing weighed heavily upon me.My mind drifted to him, an ache blooming in my chest. How was he? Did he need me? The mere thought of him tugged at my very essence, i
I stare at my phone for a moment longer, then shove it into my pocket, feeling the weight of its secrets press against me. Turning to my mother, I force a smile, my heart racing beneath my calm facade. “Wish me luck!” I say, the words tumbling out with a mix of hope and desperation.Her smile is warm but tinged with an edge of worry as she moves in for a hug. “Good luck today!” she says, her voice steady but laced with unspoken fears.I pull away, gripping my purse tightly in one hand, my other hovering over the door handle like it’s a lifeline. As I step outside, I lean back in, my smile widening despite the knots in my stomach. “I’ll call you if I need a ride.”She nods, her eyes lingering on me as I close the door, watching until I see her car disappear from the lot. The moment the sound of her engine fades, I exhale, releasing the breath I didn’t realize I was holding. The familiar swish of my scrubs fills the silence as I stride toward the entrance of the sterile hospital, the s
The rich, enticing aroma of breakfast slices through the haze of my dreams, pulling me abruptly from slumber. As I blink awake, reality crashes in: I’m back in my childhood bedroom at my mother’s, the familiar walls closing in like a cage. With a groan, I heave myself out of bed, my body protesting as I stretch, each crack and creak echoing through the silence. My gaze drifts to my bag, barely filled with the remnants of my life—clothes that likely carry the scent of neglect. I rummage through my old dresser, fingers diving deep into forgotten memories, finally unearthing a pair of sweatpants and a faded Nirvana T-shirt. I throw the shirt over my shoulders, feeling the fabric cling to me like a ghost from the past. My hair falls in wild strands around my neck as I twist it into a haphazard bun, giving up on perfection for the promise of comfort. Grabbing a laundry basket heavy with the weight of yesterday, I let the bedroom door fall shut behind me with a soft thud, then navigate t
Demetri and I rode back into Phoenix as the sun began to claw its way above the horizon, the cold air morphing into a warm embrace around us. As we entered the town, I felt an unsettling mixture of exhilaration and dread. I didn’t know the name of the apartment complex where Jake had stashed my belongings, but at that moment, it hardly mattered. All I had were my essentials: my wallet and my father’s photograph. Everything else was expendable; I could replace a phone, even find a new place to live. Demetri veered off Park View Highway and pulled into a weathered diner nestled between a Walmart and a tire shop, the neon sign flickering in the early morning light. He killed the engine and leaned back, his gaze locking onto me as I hastily gathered my hair into a tight ponytail, steeling myself for whatever lay ahead.“I’m starving. Aren’t you?” he asked, his voice gravelly and low, as he swung his leg over the bike and reached out for me with his left hand. I grasped it tentatively, all
I took the beer, allowing her to guide me into a shadowy corner beside the house. As we settled into the weathered chairs, her gaze locked onto mine, promising secrets and revelations that could either save me or seal my fate. Little did I know, a storm brewed beneath her calm exterior.I sank onto the sofa near a burning barrel, its flickering flames casting dancing shadows around us. She joined me, propping her feet on the log that sat between us, the heat from the fire mingling with the cool night air.“Adriana,” she said, her voice smooth yet electrifying as I raised the bottle to my lips.“Maya,” I replied, offering a slight smile as the icy beer coursed down my throat, invigorating yet oddly soothing.“So, Armando, huh?” she asked, a hint of curiosity lacing her tone.I nodded slowly, letting the beer warm slightly in my hand, the condensation pooling on my palm. “He’s something,” she mused, her laughter soft but edged with something darker. I remained silent, letting the quiet
The door slammed shut behind me, reverberating through the tense air of the room. I stood frozen in the center, my pulse thrumming as I faced the massive table that loomed before me. Ten chairs circled it—ten men, myself included—but not a single one was occupied.The four elders stood rigidly near the fireplace, their presence an unyielding weight that filled the room. They always claimed the head of the table, and challenging their authority was unthinkable. It was a mandate, etched in blood and tradition.Demetri, positioned just below the elders, held his ground like a fortress. His rules were law, and to defy him was to invite ruin.Across from me stood Marcus, a striking figure with piercing blue eyes and dark dreadlocks that framed his pale face like a crown of shadows. He was the president of the Lions Pact, the crew that ruled Flagstaff with an iron fist. Next to him, Elden leaned casually against the back of his chair. His buzz cut gleamed under the dim light, and his sharp
The roar of Armando’s motorcycle vibrated through my legs, a wild pulse that surged up my spine, igniting a thrill I couldn’t explain. His bike was louder, more powerful than Luna’s, and I clung to his waist, feeling the heat from the muffler blast against my right leg like a furnace on the cool night air. My hair whipped behind me in the wind as we tore down the deserted highway toward downtown Phoenix. The night cloaked us in darkness, an eerie silence hanging thick in the air. As we approached a red light at the heart of the city, near the Japanese Friendship Garden, a jolt of familiarity hit me. I used to roam that garden as a child, and the memory burst into mind like the twinkling blue lights that had adorned it during my teenage years. Suddenly, we jerked forward, turning onto North Street, only to be halted again, trapped by an endless parade of red lights that felt like some cruel game of fate. The chill seeped through my thin coat, my fingers growing numb against the relent
Armando held his head high, a veneer of triumph shrouding the turmoil beneath. My neck throbbed where he had gripped my collar, the remnants of his fingers lingering like an unwelcome brand. Since his friends had arrived, he seemed lost to me, consumed by their camaraderie. He had only cast a fleeting glance in my direction after he hurled that man into the fire, his gaze barely touching me as if I were nothing more than a shadow drifting through a sunlit memory.The Hornets’ leader stared at me with a predatory hunger, his dark brown eyes glimmering with desire, tracing my every move. It was as if my very presence was a trophy to be won. As I walked toward the cabin, where injured men lay on makeshift cots crafted from broken bed-frames and tattered sheets salvaged from the remains of the shed, I felt the weight of his gaze like a heavy shroud.Inside, a crew member from The Hornets was hastily gathering supplies and stuffing them into a bag. I crossed my arms, refusing to shrink away
My mind raced, a tempest of despair and fury swirling around the man who had just whispered the name of a possible traitor. But what did I have? Nothing but the unreliable word of a scum who would lie without a second thought, ready to abandon everything to save his own skin. I forced myself toward the crew that had rolled in from East Phoenix—the Chaos Hornets. A crew I knew well, one I’d gotten along with better than most; we had history, and their loyalty was something I valued deeply. I assumed Jake had called them in, and they immediately responded, ready to leap into the chaos that had engulfed us. Chaos was an understatement. Our compound lay in ashes, my father’s legacy reduced to charred ruin, and my mother’s beloved rose garden—a lifetime of nurturing—all turned to acrid smoke and memories. Maybe that’s why I snapped at Maya. She didn’t deserve my outburst. She was light and hope, two things I felt slipping through my fingers like sand. I had grown up differently, hardene
I pressed my hand to my mouth, the acrid scent of smoke clawing at my throat as I stumbled toward the middle of the chaos. Armando and the others stood near a building that was engulfed in flames, its structure nearly collapsed under the onslaught of fire. My gaze zeroed in on a man leaning against a post, which had been reduced to a charred stump, his body barely clinging to life.Panic surged through me as my heart raced and my hands trembled. I sprinted over, adrenaline coursing through my veins, the heat of the flames licking at my skin. I dropped to my knees beside him, the ground hot beneath me. I pushed aside the smoldering remnants of his jacket, revealing a deep, jagged wound near his abdomen—the same cruel mark that marred Armando’s side. Blood oozed from the man's mouth, pooling in the dust around him, and I knew he was hurt far worse than I dared imagine.My fingers fumbled as I untangled the fabric of his shirt, revealing more bullet wounds that punctured his back, the gri