I laid myself curled into a fetal position on the huge bed, slowly closing my eyes, remembering all those horrible moments...
All that blood...
Those limbs scattered everywhere...
All those people...
Loud screams echoed in my ears, my hands roughly gripping the sheets beneath me, keeping my eyes tightly closed, small tears already making their way over my face.
I’m sorry...I’m so sorry...
I didn’t mean to...
I kept mentally repeating, my lips escaping small sobs, burying my face in the soft pillow, feeling that burning pain creeping its way inside my chest once again, those horrifying screams only growing louder...
Daya...
“Daya.”
A familiar, rough male voice called, my eyelids quickly fluttering open and I instantly jerked up, finally noticing my brother sitting on the bed right beside me, his pale features showing genuine concern as he stared down at me.
“What happened?” He softly asked, his bright blue orbs roaming all over my face, surely noticing my recent crying activity.
“I...” Was all I managed to say, before his aristocratic features suddenly contorted into a frown as he deeply inhaled, his tone sounding almost accusing as he rather stated than asked,
“You met him again, didn’t you?”
My lips slightly parted, giving him a curious stare, a little bit too surprised to even answer.
How did he know?
“Daya, you have to stay away from him. Fallen angels are always bad news. Especially archangels,” He warned, his tone sounding maybe too commanding, also irritating me to no end. Yet what really drew my attention, was that last word...
Archangel...
“Wait, he’s an archangel?” I instantly asked, staring up at him with obvious interest, only to notice how his sculptured jaw clenched, coldly looking down upon me, not uttering a single word.
No...
“You know who he is...” I finally whispered, watching him in utter disbelief, knowing mother surely forced him to keep his mouth shut about this, his back turning to me as he quickly walked away, leaving me sitting there, mouth agape.
“Tell me his name.”
No answer.
I watched him head straight towards the door and just as he was about to exit, I called after him once again,
“Rem, please tell me his name!”
Again, no answer.
Gods...
This I’m going to find out. I’m so tired of mother’s many secrets.
I sat there on the bed for a couple of minutes, blankly staring at the door, remembering how all these many years, she continuously refused to tell me anything about my father, except that he, was too a fallen...
That’s why her eyes held so much hatred as she gazed upon the fallen archangel I had stumbled into...
But why?
Why so-
A soft commotion suddenly broke me out of my spinning thoughts and the moment I turned my head in the direction it came from, my eyes met those same pitch black ones, ultimately noticing the huge feathered black wings slowly retreating behind his broad shoulders, my lips escaping a small gasp as I clumsily stumbled backwards, instantly landing on the floor with a loud thud.
Gripping against the edge of the bed, I quickly peered over it, noticing him standing in the same spot, an amused smirk spreading all over his features.
“Already falling for me, Red?”
My gaze narrowed as I watched his smirk spread even more, quickly raising up to my feet as I hissed at him,
“What are you doing here? How did you get in here?”
“Easy. I just followed your scent,” He casually answered, still keeping that annoying smile plastered all over his face, giving me a small wink.
“Aaand you forgot this,” He then added, slowly dangling my backpack over his index finger.
I instantly jumped over the bed, reaching to get it back but just as I was about to grab it, he instantly lifted his hand up, knowing I definitely won’t be able to reach it since he was way too taller than me anyways.
“Whoah, whoah. Not even a thank you?” He rose one eyebrow, those coal irises amusedly staring down right into mine as we stood so close to each other. Maybe too close.
I took a small step back, letting out a tired sigh, momentarily tilting my head forward, before I raised my sight to meet his once again, simply asking,
“What do you want from me? Why do you keep on following me?”
“I just want us to be friends,” He simply answered with a small shrug, instantly making me frown, curiously staring up at him.
Wait, what?
Why would he...
Wait a minute!
An interesting idea suddenly popped in my mind, making me inwardly smirk before the words tumbled out,
“You say you want us to be friends, right?”
I watched him give me a slow nod, curiously eyeing me though before I continued,
“Then how come you’ve never told me your name?
I mean, you know mine, it’s fair that I should know yours too, right?”
Okay, this is the moment.
I mentally crossed my fingers, hoping he won’t look too much into it and finally tell me, watching how he simply stared at me for a couple of seconds in utter silence, before finally answering,
“Raphael. My name is Raphael.”
Yes! Yes!
Oh I will definitely look this up in that damned book later.
“Nice to meet you, Raphael,” I tested his name, giving him a light smile, noticing how he kept his other hand stretched towards me, waiting for me to take it. Not wanting to mess this up since I was planning on asking him so many questions later, I slowly, hesitantly stretched my hand towards his.
Only once our fingers touched, a very disturbing and intense scene suddenly flashed before my eyes...
The two of us, together, our bodies completely bare as he did things to me I’ve only read about in my romance books.
“Holy fuck!”
I heard him curse out loud as my lips escaped a loud gasp, instantly moving as far as possible away from him, clutching my hand to my chest as I stared at him, wide-eyed, breathing fast and hard.
“W-what was that? W-what did you do to me?” I angrily yelled at him, not failing to also notice the shocked look on his face, quickly turning into a frown as he bluntly replied,
“I didn’t do anything, so stop flattering yourself, okay?”
What?
His gaze then shot upwards, making it seem like he could see through the ceiling as he angrily questioned,
“What kind of game is this, Itherael?”
Huh?
“Who are you talking to?” I rose one eyebrow, staring at him, visibly confused.
“That’s none of your business,” He rudely replied, giving me a hard stare.
“You said you want us to be friends. Friends don’t talk like that to each other.”
I didn’t have many friends, but at least this I knew.
I glowered at him, angrily clenching my fists at my sides, in that specific moment wishing that I could give him a hard slap.
“Get out.”
Both his eyebrows rose, giving me a curious stare before I repeated once again, this time a little louder,
“Get out!”
I watched how his features instantly contorted into a devious smirk, simply replying,
“Make me.”
Holy gods.
There was no way I could forcefully throw him out of my room without actually touching him...and that I surely didn’t want to do. Ever again.
Eww eww eww!
I inwardly cringed, remembering those sinful images flashing before my eyes, making my skin crawl.
“Whatever.”
I finally gave up, angrily stomping right towards the door, leaving him standing there in my room, all alone.
Sitting on the old wooden bench in our rooftop garden, I continuously stared at my own fingers, those images replaying themselves over and over again in my head.His hands all over my bare skin, our bodies completely naked, that intense sensation flowing inside me and those weird sounds my lips kept escaping as he kept touching me...Our bodies conjoined...This is so weird...I sighed, feeling so...conflicted...Never in my such long life have I ever felt this foreign sensations...I was so used to feel that same, pure disgust...everytime a man tried to touch me -well, maybe because they were mostly forced...but still...This...this felt so...different...So...intriguing...“Child, what are you doing here?” A familiar, feminine voice suddenly echoed through the glass-built large room, my gaze instantly snapping up, only to notice my mother standing just a few feet away, her body covered with nothing but a white silk robe.I quickly took a glance at the sky, ultimately realizing it wa
Holding the small novel in one hand, I lazily dragged my bare feet through the soft grass, feeling the warm breeze fluttering through my loose curls, the thin sunrays dancing in between the thick branches lightly caressing my bare shoulders and face as I strode straight towards my favorite, secluded place.Sitting on the same fallen log, I opened the book once again from where I had left off, quickly losing myself in the beautiful romance story.“...her heartbeat quickened, feeling his delicate fingers touch her bare skin, a burning fire erupting within her as his lips finally met hers, holding their passionate battle for dominance, his hard member-”My lips escaped a small gasp, instantly closing the book in my lap, feeling my cheeks practically burn as I struggled to get rid of that sinful mental image, blankly staring somewhere in between the thick sea of trees.A small, almost inaudible movement suddenly reached my ears, instantly drawing my attention and the moment I looked in th
Days passed by...until they eventually turned into weeks...He never showed up again...Not even once...Of course he wouldn’t. Not after that “interesting” discovery...Maybe it was for the best...since he was nothing but a despicable creature who could only bring pain, like mother always says about fallens.But still...I quietly sighed, shoving the huge leathered book back inside its place, turning around as I was about to leave, only to suddenly stop once I’ve noticed my brother standing just a few steps away, curiously eyeing me.“What are you doing?” He casually asked, keeping a calm, generally bored expression.“Nothing, just...” I absently answered, taking a glance at the huge shelf entirely filled with old books, earning a small nod from him.“I’m going in town to purchase some things I need...Do you want to come with me?” He suddenly asked, that singular question leaving me utterly confused as I definitely knew that I was banned from ever going there again.“Wh...W-what abou
RaphaelCrossing my arms over my chest, I stood completely still, watching the whole scene unfold right in front of my eyes.From the moment her maddeningly tempting scent hit the human male’s senses, it all came crashing down.Like under a curse, his brown eyes turned a few shades darker, visible tears streaming down her cheeks as he harshly gripped her, quickly turning her around and without even blinking, he slammed her hard against the thickly filled bookshelf.Quiet sobs filled the air, my brows furrowing as I noticed his hands now shamelessly roaming over her jean-clad thighs, her body standing completely still as he continued his violent assault, the sounds of his lips sloppily kissing her neck making me weirdly feel a little bothered. However, I simply ignored that feeling and instead, I continued on watching, curious to see how it would end.And then it happened.From the moment his hands practically ripped her jeans button open and forced the zipper down, sliding inside, her
Feeling the cool, outside air engulf both our bodies, my lips escaped an audible and terrified shriek, involuntarily clutching onto his bare arms as I watched the ground getting closer and closer, seconds before I suddenly felt us both darting right back up towards the clear, starry sky.The smooth yet powerful flap of his huge black wings reached my ears, a small sigh of relief escaping my lips as we gracefully glided through the air, the tall trees moving beneath us at a relatively fast pace, making me realize that we were currently flying towards an unknown destination. And still, even though I knew I should be absolutely terrified of where he could be taking me and what he could be planning to do to me, the truth was, I was physically and emotionally feeling so drained that I could barely keep my eyelids open, let alone fight him. So, instead of even trying to do all that, I defeatedly relaxed in his embrace, letting him carry me to wherever he had planned to.And not after only a
Several hours flew by, the time yet seeming so insignificant as I continued to lay in the exact same position, small tears falling at the sides of my head, drowning in an ocean of pure apathy.He never came back, yet I did not care, for his mere presence now seemed so loathe-worthy.Monster...The word played itself over and over again inside my mind, pounding in my skull like a broken record, each time slowly draining the life out of me, making me wish that I could simply cease to exist....She is a walking disaster! A monster, just like him!More tears made their way down my face, feeling my entire body so exhausted and heavy as I numbly climbed off the bed, the white oak floor seeming so cold underneath my feet as I slowly walked through the now darkened room, right towards the balcony.Hopefully this would end my miserable life...I bitterly thought, taking a glance over the metal railing, taking a deep breath as I mentally prepared myself. But before I could make a single move, a
The strong white light caressed my closed eyelids, peaceful warmth engulfing my entire frame, making me feel so safe and serene...I readjusted my head on the somewhat hard pillow, slowly opening my eyes, momentarily blinded by the bright sunrays.Stretching my numb muscles, I finally felt the much larger, warm body half-trapped underneath me, my gaze instantly landing on the muscular and very naked torso my head was currently resting on. My eyes widened, my entire frame instantly freezing, various inappropriate scenarios passing through my mind as I laid completely still, too afraid to make a single move.How did we end up like this?Feeling his warm hand travel over my bare shoulder, my heartbeat instantly quickened, unconsciously holding my breath as I closed my eyes shut, not knowing what else I could possibly do.“I know you’re awake, Daya.”My eyelids snapped open at the sound of his husky yet lazy tone, utter confusion clouding my thoughts as I ultimately realized he had actual
“W-what are you doing?” My voice trembled, burning heat creeping up my cheeks as his soft fingers gingerly touched my lips, trailing down my neck, straight towards the valley between my breasts, his other hand firmly gripping both my wrists as the other moved to slowly undo the buttons of my shirt, one by one.My breath hitched in my throat, the moment his fingers touched my skin, gently caressing my vulnerable and bare body, slowly making their way down my stomach, in that specific moment feeling thankful that my feminine parts were currently covered since he was practically straddling me, his thick thighs leaning against the soft mattress, either side of my hips.“R-Raphael...” His name choked its way out in a small whimper, my eyelids fluttering closed on their own accord once his gentle caress went past my navel, that weird tingle crossing my lower stomach, before it all suddenly stopped.The sounds of his heavily breathing reached my ears, my eyelids instantly snapping open, only