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2020-11-15 19:20:48Announcement!!
I've received several comments about what transpired in Chapter 2 (Ignoring Hoes)
Some are saying I took it too far, others are saying that's unrealistic, while few others said I should delete and rewrite it as it seems harsh.
What I have to say is, I'm not deleting or removing that part, because
Firstly: It's my story.
Secondly: I've edited in, and that's as far as I can go with it.
Lastly and importantly: It is the only original part of my book. Meaning, it happened to me back in my high school days, sadly, I couldn't stand up for myself, which is why I wrote that and made Joanna speak up and put the teacher in her place.
Shit happens in this life, most things you find unbelievable are taking place in areas you don't know about.
I'm sorry if it seems disrespectful to anyone, but it's staying that way.
If you a
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