Francisca’s POV She needs Clair? I was pretty sure that what Ashley said about Clair is the thing that triggered this panic attack, would bringing her really be a good idea? "Are you sure?" I ask "Yes.....please" Violet says. "Okay...okay I'll be right back okay, don't worry"I leave the bathroom quickly and head for the cafeteria hoping to find Clair at her usual spot....which is with my brothers...ugh the universe really doesn't like me. But I can't think about encountering my brothers right now, Violet needs me to bring her bitch of a sister to her so that's what I'm gonna do. I open the cafeteria doors and head for my brothers table only to not find neither Clair or Ivan, only Dan and their usual friends that I always see them with. "Um excuse me" I say. A couple of people stop their conversation to look at me and see what a random sophomore wants from them including Dan. I make eye contact with Dan and he looks at me confused and suddenly I'm not as confident as before.
Dan's POV *Flashback to 7 years ago* I'm playing video games in my room ignoring my maths homework that's sitting on my desk untouched when my door bursts open and Little 9 year old Francisca jumps on me and attacks me. She's on top of me and I groan when she says "Dan! Dan! Can you come play with me?" She asks. I get her off of me, "no can do sis, I'm in the middle of something" I bring my attention back to the tv screen and continue playing. "Come ooooon!" Francisca whines. "Please danny, you've been playing for hours and hooouuurrrss" ."Stop whining you baby, I don't want to play with you" I say "and calling me Danny isn't gonna work anymore" I continue narrowing my eyes at her. She pouts as I roll my eyes. I hate it when she calls me Danny, she always calls me that when she wants something like go play with her or if she wants the last chocolate chip cookie that I was about to eat. She calls me Danny and gives me those puppy dog eyes of hers and I just do whatever she w
Francisca's POV*gym class* Our gym teacher Mr Garrison is making us run laps and I feel like I'm dying. Violet is right behind me, We've stuck together ever since my first day at this school, and honestly I'm enjoying her company so much. I told Jenny and Lori all about her, and they said they are happy that I made a new friend so fast.Anyways I continue running until our gym teacher gives us a water break. I can't help but think about what happened in the cafeteria earlier. Why the heck did Dan approach us? Approach me? It was really weird, are they on to me or something? I mean if they knew who I was they would've said something right? Or maybe they're waiting for me to say something? Ugh I don't know I think I gotta stop overthinking this.Moments later Violet sits next to me, and drinks from her water. I debate asking her for advice on this whole situation. I really really want to talk to my brothers, to have an actual reunion. But then I think about Matt and feel so inc
Francisca's POV * Three years ago *I'm sitting alone at the dance, the father- daughter dance . I didn't want to come to this dance, I didn't want to think about how all these girls are with their fathers and I'm just missing mine. I hear about him. Almost every time I open my phone I search for his name, for my brothers name. I never have the courage to try and make contact though. Why? because I'm such a coward when it comes to this. I don't want to make mom mad, I fear to know if my father actually gave me up. But I guess because of those fears I'm where I am right now, alone in a father-daughter dance. I really really didn't want to come, but Jenny and Lori convinced me to, we've only been friends for two months and I don't want them to think I'm lame or something. They said that we'd be hanging out the whole time and we have, until it was time for the father - daughter dance. So here I am being miserable, just watching the fathers with their daughters. When suddenly I
Francisca's POV I wake up at the sound of Matt's voice telling me to wake up. I groan, "nooo Matt I don't wanna go to school". Matt chuckles "what are you 12?"I sit up and attempt to glare at him but I'm too tired to actually do it. Matt looks at me amused "come on" he says "breakfast is ready".I get out of bed and get ready. I head towards the kitchen and find Matt there. We begin eating and I think about if I should tell him about my brothers. I mean I am fond of Violet's idea, to just not tell Matt or dad about any of this, but is it the right thing to do? It's definitely the easiest thing. Even the easiest thing isn't that easy either ugh. I internally groan. "What's going on with you?" I hear Matt ask. "Hmm oh nothing, nothing is going on" I say too quickly. Matt narrows his eyes at me "are you sure? Because you have seemed a bit distracted in the last couple of days" he says. "Have I?" I ask nervously. "Yes, yes you have" he says "are you gonna tell me what's going
Dan's POV Ivan is currently in the principal's office along with William Bradly. The guy he had a fight with. I have no idea what happened, why Ivan beat him up so bad, why the fight started in the first place. I guess it's not exactly new behavior. He's gotten into fights before, both in and out of school.I was in my own thoughts when I see dad coming my way. We make eye contact and I stand up from my chair. "What happened?" Dad asks, he sounds totally pissed. "I don't know" I shrug. Dad nods and gives my shoulder a squeeze and heads inside. Once he does I notice Violet's friend to my right, a few feet away from me looking at the principle's door. What is she doing here? Just then a man and woman, who I presume are William's parents head inside too, not paying me any attention.I bring my attention back to Francisca and just stare at her. Seriously, why is she here? Did here friends send her to find out what happened or something? That's just annoying.Finally, she notice
Francisca's POVSitting in the car with Matt has never made me feel this nervous. I feel like i might throw up. What was that today!? Why did I devait from my own plan?! This is a complete and utter disaster! I couldn't find Dan again after our last god awful interaction, which means that he left school early with Ivan, which means that he probably told dad and Ivan about me. Ughhhhh can't one thing go right in my life!? "Are you okay?" Matt asks. "Mhm" I say as I look his way, he looks worried. I hate worrying him but I can't exactly tell him what's going on. I mean I have no idea what that conversation would even look like. "Are you sure?" He asks again, "i already told you Matt, I'm perfectly fine" I say and voice cracks at the end. Shit. "Riiiight" Matt says, "I don't buy it". I shake my head at him. "Francisca you know you can talk to me about anything right?" Matt says. I nod my head still internally freaking out about Dan telling my father and Ivan about me. "And no
Third Person POVDan and Francisca are walking in silence. Dan is leading them to an ice cream place as he said it would be the perfect place to talk. Francisca was feeling all kinds of emotions about this "talk" though.She was extremely nervous, and so excited, she wanted this for so long, she wanted to speak to her brother, catch up, she wanted him in her life again. But a part of her couldn't help but be begging for an escape. Was she ready to have this talk? She is just so so scared to talk to her own brother. How sad is that? Dan has been subtlety stealing glances at her as they walked, he still couldn't quite wrap his head around the fact that his little sister is finally with him. She was right next him, they were freaking going to an ice cream shop together and just talk, like they always did way back when. He saw the look on his sister's face, he saw how nervous she was. That's why he was waiting to ask the questions that he wanted to ask once they settled somewhere, and m