I couldn’t help but feel sorry for the person in front of me now. Cardo had been my secretary for 4 years, but because of a call from my mother, I had to fire him.
Mama called to let me know that she wanted a woman to be my secretary. I knew, and it was more clear than the water, what she wanted to convey.
“I'm sorry, Cardo. I'll just call other people I know and ask if they need a secretary. Here's your bonus.”
He stared there and looked back at me again. He is not just my secretary, he is the one who knows my secret.
“It's okay, Sir. Ms. Jesa contacted me when she learned that you were going to change secretary." He said, so I nodded.
For 4 years, I can say he is good in this field. It was just unfortunate, and I had to fire him.
***
I was just walking while looking at my phone. This is the day when my office will have a new face again.
I would have just walked straight, but I noticed the woman seemed to be in a hurry, not as if, but really in a hurry. She didn't even notice that the floor was wet.
I don't know why my foot suddenly moved, when I saw her going to slip. I quickly approached her so that she would not continue to slip.
I grabbed her wrist and pulled her closer to me. After pulling on her wrist, I immediately moved the hand to her waist.
I gulped when I stared at her face. I am gay in their eyes, and what I did a while ago was not the doing of a gay person.
I push her when I feel something unique. I felt some heat.
"My goodness! Be careful. Do you want to ruin my beautiful morning?” I used my gay voice to let her know what I was.
I even waved my hand and intentionally showed the paint on my nail.
I saw the shock in her eyes as she stared at me. She stared. Her eyes moved to my painted nails.
I couldn't help myself but to stare at her face. Who is this girl? I don't know, but when I looked at her, it was as if I had something in myself that came out.
I was devastated as I shifted my gaze to her face. She has an angelic face, it's a fucking beautiful sight.
What the hell is happening?
I was about to leave her when she suddenly said her name and said she was my new secretary. I don't know, but at that moment, I knew my mother's plan.
I am the only man in the Villanueva clan, and to think that one is gay is to give me a headache.
I avoided looking at her, so I bothered to ask her about my schedule, even though I knew and memorized my schedule for a week.
But she doesn't know anything about my schedule. I'm glad. I would have used that as a reason to fire her, but...
I was shocked when she suddenly grabbed my phone, I would just have called Mom and told her that my new secretary was a useless secretary.
I would have scolded her, but I stopped when I saw her face too close to me.
“I'm sorry, Sir! I won't do it again! Please, don't fire me.” Every time she blinked her eyes, I was nervous. It was as if she intended to seduce me.
At that moment, I lost what I wanted to say. I never thought I would be folded by just one look from her. What is happening to me?
Again, I felt like I was getting burned, so I pushed her away from me.
“Ghad! Don't come near me!” I shrugged and turned around and simply loosened my necktie. I closed my eyes and was reminded of what I am in front of people.
I'm gay!
But... every time I have a meeting with a man, they ask for my new secretary's name. I don't know, but I get irritated every time they ask that.
I was even more irritated when I caught someone staring at her skirt as if he was waiting for it to rise.
"Cancel my meeting with Ms. Susy." I said while busy looking at my phone. I'm not really doing anything, I just don't want to look at her.
“Yes, Sir.” She said. So, I looked up at her.
"By the way, Ms. Gillian, Don't ever wear those kinds of clothes! ” I said, and looked at her skirt.
I get annoyed because she gets attention!
“Why?” She said that made me irritated. I put down the phone and gave all my attention to her.
“Why?” I can't help myself repeating what she said. I looked at her badly again. "It's too short, I don't like that!"
I noticed she seemed to be laughing, so I frowned.
"What's funny?" She bit her lower lip and looked at me boldly. Damn those eyes!
“Why, sir?”
“I just don't want those kinds of clothes!” I scolded her, but she just blinked twice and looked at me.
“I need a reason not to wear these kinds of clothes, Sir.”
“What?” My jaw tightened as I stared at her.
"I can think of two reasons why you don't want me to wear these types of clothes.”
My forehead furrowed. Am I being too obvious?
“It's either you're jealous because you can't wear these kinds of clothes-” She stopped. I felt something blocking my throat even though I hadn't eaten anything.
Jealous? What the hell!
"Or-" she came to a halt again and smiled attractively. Damn! "Maybe... You're attracted to me wearing this. ” She said seductively.
Damn this girl! If my mom sends her to seduce me, damn it. I think I'm in danger.
I stared at her lips. I fucking want to kiss her lips.
The truth is, I’m not really gay. I am a 100% guy. I am just pretending because I have a reason.
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"Nica, dad." I called them.When I heard that, I quickly went to the hospital, even though I can't move my knee, I was still rushing. Yunard really wanted to come, but I didn't agree, there was no one to look after the meat.Dad bent down while holding the crutch while Nica was crying next to him. They looked at me at the same time. Nica quickly stood up to hug me.She was still in uniform and could no longer get change. It's also close to 11 o'clock.“What happened, Dad?” I asked and slowly sat down.Dad looked sad and cried.“I don't know. Suddenly, he couldn't breathe while run
"What?" That's all I said when I heard that.What's going on? Seduce his son? What sensible mother would pay a million to seduce her son? I looked at the paper I was holding. Gillian, you are now holding the money you need for the surgery."Why? You don't want to? It's okay, please give it back to me." She said while looking at the check she gave me.I am thinking about why I was there. It's for Zaji, Gillian. If you agree, your brother can have surgery right now. You won't have to worry about money. You can save him."But why?" I ask. She just looked at me seriously."My Son is the first born of Villanueva and he is the only man in our clan." She said
"Buy new clothes. Don't wear those kinds of clothes, that's for teens." She was specific to my dress. "Buy revealing clothes." She said and looked again at the paper in front of me. No turning back.I signed it and gave it to her again, she released another so I signed it too. Then she stood up and told me what to do."That's your copy. Start on Monday." She said and left. It is also stated in the contract that no one should know about it.I did what she advised, I bought what I knew men would like. I don't wear it but I know I need to wear it.I will do everything to make him a man.I go to the Market next day. I will also tell Yunard that I will stop working there and I will tell him that I found a better job and a bigger income. I know Yunard will understand."Why wer
To my surprise, he suddenly stood up and looked at me badly. I thought he was going to scold me, but I couldn't believe it because he said something different than I thought.I thought he was going to scold me!"Oh, I like your confidence, but, dear, you should know that in this whole building, I am the most beautiful and hot. Understand, secretary Gillian." He said that with a gay voice. I almost coughed when I heard what he said.I know he’s gay, but is this serious? He was very gay when he said that.
He glanced over my lips because I bit my lip inadvertently.He stared at me for a few seconds. When he registered in his mind what had happened and our awkward position, he put his hand on the floor to keep his face away from me.At that time, my work with Madam Anastasia was on my mind. I need to seduce him. And I promised myself that I would do everything. Even if I give myself to him.I need to seduce him. Gillian, You need to seduce him.
I'm holding the high heels I was wearing earlier. My work is done for today, so I'm going to the elevator now. This is annoying! It was embarrassing. All I can do now is sigh.It's my first day, but I want to stop now. I'm already tired of doing this because I know that this is not what I want, but I also know that even if I would rather not do this, I still need to do it. This is for my brother. I need to seduce him, but I don't know what the right thing to do is or what I should do first.When the elevator door opened, I entered. There were two employees inside, and because I was new here, I didn't know any of them, especially since I didn't have time to socialize at all. I just had lunch earlier and came back quickly. I don't have time to talk to some employees and make friends.I can say that the work here is good, especially the salary, but I can feel that I do not belong here.I miss my colleagues at the market; it's different around here than there. Here, people are serious whi
The sandals he lent me were a bit loose, but while looking at them and thinking about a few things, I wondered, would they fit his feet? His feet are small. I took a deep breath before opening the small gate to our house. I couldn't help but smile when I saw Papa, Nika, and Zaji waiting for me outside. “Your sister is here; let's fix the table,” Dad said while smiling at me. Zaji ran to me, and I sat down and embraced him. Nika came over to take the sandals I was holding as well as my bag. The coat I'm wearing is also buttoned. I fixed the buttons on my coat earlier because I knew they wouldn't like it when they saw me wearing them on the back of the coat I was wearing. “Does anything hurt?” I asked, and he just shook his head, making me smile again. Just seeing them is okay; I'm happy. Even if I get into trouble, it's okay, as long as they're happy, and I'm with them. He pulled me in, and when we entered, I smiled again because I saw Yunard. He is fixing the dishes. “You're here
"I thought he was just your friend?" I frowned when I heard that from him.As soon as I got home, the phone that I use for work rang. I even thought about not answering that when I saw Sir's name, but I couldn't do anything but answer that because there's a big possibility that it might be about work."Si--" but before I could speak, the call was cut off. What is his problem? He called, but suddenly he cut it.Again, because of that call, I felt like I had lost myself. How many times did I turn that phone back and forth, trying to call him again? But even though I called him many times, I failed because he didn't answer. The night ended, and I didn't get a call from him.***"You still won't talk to me? Why are you so cold, Secretary Gillian?" I stopped turning when he suddenly asked that.For a few days, he didn't seem to care about it, so it was surprising that he suddenly asked me about it. After the call he made, he didn't call me again, so it was very surprising when he told me t
34(eng)"Don't be hardheaded!" I felt the annoyance in Yunard's voice when I pulled the hand that he was holding.I looked at Yunard."It's so hurt!" I said, but his attention was on my finger. He was removing the little broken bottled that had sunk into my finger with the needle.I couldn't look at it, so I just closed my eyes and waited for him to finish.I breathed a sigh of relief when he had already removed the small broken bottle from my finger. But I moaned again when he suddenly poured alcohol on it."Yunard, are you angry or something?" I said, annoyed, and pulled the hand that he was holding."When are you going to tell his mom about the secret of your boss?" I looked up when I heard his serious voice.Even if I didn't ask, I immediately knew what he was talking about. I looked around before answering; fortunately, almost all the employees were doing something, so no one could hear us."I'm not in the place to say that to Madam. I-I can't say it." I looked away as she sudden
I was taken aback when I felt like I was floating and like someone was lifting me. I slowly opened my eyes. I smiled bitterly when I saw Sir's face."Zachary," I said. He frowned at me. I raised my hand to touch his face. "I'm dreaming," I said with a laugh.I held his nose and lowered it to my lips. "Dream, dream, dream," I kept saying, trying to open my eyes."I don't know where's your address, so you're here at my condo now," my spirit woke up and my eyes widened when he spoke at the same time as he laid me down on the bed.My alcohol-related headache temporarily vanished as a result of the shock of realizing that it was actually him and that I wasn't dreaming."S-Sir?" I asked in shock. He just looked at me, annoyed, and turned away. I quickly got up but sat down again when I felt dizzy."Alright, drink more! Why are you with Dexie? She's a bad influence!" He said he was annoyed."W-Where is Ma'am Dexie?" I asked in confusion: Is it right for him to tell his sister that she is a b
I was dumbfounded while they were talking to Joy. I can't get out of my mind his sudden leave after receiving a call from Mandy. Who is he? Why is Sir in a hurry?"What happened? What did he do to you?" Yunard asked seriously, causing Joy to glance at us."Huh? He just asked something about work," I said quickly."Sir was so something earlier; he looks so manly. I was shocked when he spoke without gayness in his voice. Sir is hot when angry, huh," Mira suddenly said with a laugh."You said it. He was very different a while ago. I only saw that side of him now.""That's the true him. I'm sure of that," Lheny suddenly said while taking a bite of food. "I'll need to go. I'll only spend half a day today at work because my friend from Paris is coming," she added with a glance at me."Man?" Mira asked with a dog smile, and she received a slap from Joy."You're thirsty for a man, Mira," Joy said, laughing."Woman," Lheny said curtly."Too bad, I thought it was a man," Mira laughed.Until the
31(english) When I went in, all I wanted was for my brother to have surgery. I have no intention of ruining a relationship. Yes, and Sir said that he and Ma'am Nheya had nothing, but I couldn't help but blame myself when I saw the hurt and pain in Ma'am Nheya's eyes. As I saw in Yunard's eyes, I saw the same in Ma'am Nheya's eyes. They are hurting, and I know it's because of me. "That's not what I'm asking, Gillian." I closed my eyes when I heard her call my name. He just called me that, and I couldn't hide my nervousness. He stood up and approached me. Since he came back after talking to Ma'am Nheya, I didn't have the energy to ask about it. That made me feel guilty, especially for what Ma'am Nheya said. "Sir, I want to say something." I preceded him in what to say. I've been thinking about telling the truth. Because of what Ma'am Nheya said, I suddenly got nervous. What if Sir finds out that his mother just sent me? That he was right in his suspicions about me in the beginning
30(english)Gillian's POVBefore entering the office, I first went to Yunard's house. I want to talk to him and make everything clear to him. His mom greeted me with a smile. She let me in before heading up the stairs to call Yunard upstairs. I'm sure that his mother didn't know anything.Their house is big, with a second floor. I just sat on the sofa and waited for him to come here."He's coming down, Iha. Please just wait for him," I nodded and thanked Aunt Jev, Yunard's mom.It didn't take long for him to come down. His face was serious as he came down. I held my breath and didn't waste any more time; I stood up and approached him."What? I'm doing something," I hung up the word I wanted to say when he spoke before me. I nodded before continuing what I had to say earlier."Let's talk. About what you saw earlier," I bowed and said to him.He didn't speak, so I looked up at his face. He stared at me, and when I looked at him, he looked away.He turned and went up. I quickly followed
29Zachary's POV"Sercetary Gillian!" I shouted so that she could hear it.They both stopped and looked at me. I looked seriously at Secretary Gillian and looked away. This is insane! I'm so irritated, but not at her. I am irritated with myself!"Stay there! I'll get your sandals," I said seriously before turning my back to her. Because she was fast and in a hurry earlier, she even forgot to wear her sandals.I quickly walked back to the hut and took off her sandals. She also left his bag and phone on the side, so I took everything. I just hung the coat I was wearing yesterday in my hand before going back to where they are.Why am I doing this? I stopped and looked at my hand. Why am I doing this? I closed my eyes and sighed because I knew why I was doing this!I was annoyed with her and all, but I still managed to worry on her. What if her feet gets injured because she didn't use her sandal to walk here?! I should not care! But why am I doing this?!When I got closer, I saw that Secr
28(eng ver)He's already asleep, while I'm still awake. I sat on the edge of the bed while holding my face with my hand. It's over; I've already given myself to him. I can't believe what happened. I can't believe that I let myself enjoy everything that happened last night.I'm trying to find regret and remorse in myself, in my heart and brain, but I want to hurt myself because I can't feel even a little remorse or even regret. Now that I have done giving myself to him, Papa entered my mind with his angry face when I said that the man he saw kissing me was not my boyfriend.I am sure that when he finds out that I have given everything to someone who is not my boyfriend, he will be even more angry with me.I'm also sure that when he finds out, he will blame himself for the mistake, and that's what I don't want most of all, for him to blame himself, because I know he's innocent. This is all because of me.I bowed again, remembering that I never said I wouldn't go home. That's worrying,
I bit my lip because, when I got up, Sir was already right in front of me. He is not wearing any clothes. He just stared at me seriously, and his eyes are already on fire. I bit my lips, and while my eyes were in shock,"Ah, Sir, it's a joke--" But it was already too late.He grabbed my chin and lifted it up. I couldn't speak anymore when he kissed me lightly. I let him, let my own eyes close, and enjoyed how he kissed me right now and how he owned my lips right now. I could only hear my heart beating, except for the splash of water coming from the falling water."Say yes, and I will not stop myself again. I won't hold back," he said softly while staring into my eyes, his hand still holding my chin.I didn't say anything; all I did was put my lips close to his parting lips. I put both hands on his arm. I'll admit, the water was cold, and I regretted swimming, but now the cold feeling was replaced by warmth—warmth that I just now felt and that only he made me feel. Damn! I was in dange