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Chapter 39

Author: Wind Dew
last update Last Updated: 2024-01-31 13:57:08
I would've caved in immediately back then.

But when I grew up and knew what love really was. I would find that the me in the past merely caved in because I hadn't let Felix go.

Felix spotted the minute changes in my expression and smiled. He grabbed my hand. "I never knew you could be such a wildcat. You're pretty amazing."

Right? It also got me thinking. I was committed to being his lackey back then and listened to every word he said. I never got my time to shine, that was all.

We didn't really talk much after that. I mostly listened to what Felix had to say.

He told me about his life in university, his loving relationship with Lilac, and his plans for their future. He spoke of so many things and different people, yet never mentioned me.

I couldn't help but wonder whether Felix actually knew what I was thinking or if this was his way of telling me to stop holding out for him.

It wasn't really a pleasant barbecue.

Felix really was cruel to tell the girl who had a crush on him f
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Dhanpattie
This writer is making this girl look so stupid, it’s chapter 40 and it’s still about Filex I’m so sick of this crap, let her grow some backbone
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beltri12
good story, well written, very slow... when is she going to meet Colin
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Christine Cary
I would have walked away and let him deal with his flower. I wouldn't get sick for her or him.
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