Stephanie
I wiped my forehead off. I was sweating bullets while I worked in my garden. It was early spring as I started working on my vegetable garden. I had already taken care of all my herbs and all of my flowers out front. I added new flowers every year and this was the first year that Adaline was able to help. She was digging tiny holes and putting a couple of seeds in each as I had taught her.
A sudden earth shattering sound came from our main square. Church bells. How many times it rang is what the bells were letting us know. I stood there counting, a total of 16 times they rang.
It could only mean one thing. Our Alpha has passed away.
I shuddered remembering a small out break of another smaller pack trying to attack about a week ago. Word passed very quickly of our Alpha passing from the attack. I sighed knowing Jackson would be hurting. That also means Jackson would be coming to town or was already in town.
I stood in the garden wiping my face with my blue tank top flashing off my sports bra underneath when I heard a low whistle.
I jumped up only seeing Shawn, my kind-of boyfriend. He was there for me through my parents and whenever I felt Jackson betraying our mate bond.
"Shawneeee!!" Adaline squealed running to him.
"Hey Squirt!!" He laughed walked up to me. He draped his arm over my shoulders and kissed my forehead.
"Hey hun." I whispered.
"Want some help?" He asked us.
Adaline squealed with delight and ran off to get more seeds for Shawn. Shawn and I were extremely close. We have become so close we are talking in the direction of asking permission so we can be each others 2nd chance mates.
Shawn's mate died when they were 6. Car accident out in town, she was human but that doesn't make it anymore sad then it already is. We have to ask permission from the Alpha and Luna. Then the council.
I knew Jackson's parents would agree but now with Alpha dead we would have to wait until a new Alpha, meaning Jackson would come in to power. I turned to grab my basket full of bags of seeds when I saw a limo pass by us as they slammed on their brakes and came to a halt at the end of my property.
"Shawn. Take Adaline inside." I yelled nervously turning to Shawn. Shawn nodded and walked in to the house with a giggling Adaline.
~Jackson
The limo had come to pick me up at school. I was done for the semester and graduation was this weekend. But instead of celebrating I was now headed home to go to my Dads funeral.
I couldn't believe it. When the other pack attacked they told me not to come home, that my father was strong, and would be fine. At least now I would be able to see Stephanie. My parents banned me from seeing her the first time when I went home after I came to college.
It was my first Christmas in college and I wanted to come home to just hold her and tell her I was so sorry about my parents.
My wolf barely spoke to me because he was so angry. I caught her scent a couple of times that vacation and I would shift only to be stopped by guards or my parents. I hated them for it. They knew we were mates and they knew we had already completed the mating process. They just didn't care, and they definitely didn't like Stephanie.
We passed by the packs gates and I sighed. Nothing had changed at all, that's when I heard the bells. 16 bells would ring in the news that my father had passed away.
Yeah, sure I felt bad but my Dad and I were never close. He was never an attentive father and never really cared enough to be there for my mom or I.
We drove through a few streets still on the outside of town when I recognized the neighborhood. Stephanie's parents lived near here with their gardens in every part of their yard. They had sunflowers lining the front of their property.
They were Stephanie's favorite flower. That's when I saw the house and I felt the wind shift and I could smell her again. She smelled like warm weather and wildflowers.
I yelled to my driver to slow down but that's when I saw a man standing next to her kissing her forehead. A little girl with blonde hair in his arms.
"STOP!" I yelled at my driver. I got out of the limo as I saw the man and little girl walking into the house. My eyes were focused on Stephanie.
My wolf howled seeing her knowing she was ours. Her hair was longer and her eyes were still as soft until I got closer. She looked so angry yet so beautiful.
I stopped in front of her and I could hear her heartbeat. It was erratic at best her eyes searching mine not knowing what to say to one another.
"Jackson....what are you doing here in my yard?" She cried softly.
Her voice shattered my heart. She was hurt...no, she was broken....this wasn't my Stephanie.
My Stephanie was full of life and everything was glass half empty. She was like a wildflower, going and being wherever she pleased. Her freckles stood out on her sun kissed cheeks as I grabbed her face and kissed her softly. She kissed back. Every firework went off in my mind. Electric bolts ran though my body as goosebumps replaced every inch of her skin.
After a moment she broke the kiss. I looked at her...her eyes were so sad and scared. That's when I felt the burn on my cheek.
She had slapped me.
"Jackson get off my property now. You are not welcome here after what you did to me." She barked angrily.
"No. Fuck that. My parents kept us apart." I shot back.
"Did your parents force you to fuck every floozy that you came across in college?" She screamed back.
"It didn't fucking stop you the first Christmas I was away. I was in pain all fucking day. Did he please you that well that you stayed in bed with him for over 24 hours?" I screamed back.
"I was in fucking labor you fucking son of a bitch!!" She screamed.
My entire body stiffened and I stared.
"Did you cheat on me?" I choke out.
She scoffed, "Cheat on you? I got pregnant the night you fucking claimed me and then left me. I told your parents. I called you. I pleaded through our bond for you to come back. And for what? Nothing. I got nothing. I'm alone Jackson. Fucking alone and it's all your damn fault."
She spun on her heels and turned around.
"Mommy?" A small voice asked to the side of us.
A small little girl with blonde ringlets and green eyes stared at me but questioned her mother.
"Adaline. Go back inside." Stephanie ordered her voice cracking.
The small girl stared at me for a moment then smiled and ran back into the house.
"You have a lot of explaining to do damnit. My house. 3pm." I ordered using my Alpha voice on her.
Her entire body winces and she turned to stare into my eyes.
"Yes Alpha." She spat out.
She hated the Alpha tone. She never listened to me when she was mine.
It was all going to change once she came over and explained herself.
~~Stephanie"How dare he come here?!?!?!?" I screamed as Shawn sat on the arm rest of the couch. He didn't answer. It was just silence.A silence so deafening I could only hear my heart beat and his. I let my wolf hearing attach to Adaline as she was in her room taking a nap."Steph...he is your true mate. This was going to happen sooner or later." Shawn broke the silence.I jumped at the sound of his voice as my hand trailed my neck to Jackson's mark. I sighed knowing what had to happen."I can't just let him back in. He broke me. I can't let him do this to me or Adds again." I sniffled."My sweet love...." Shawn whispered. "I can never compare to him and I love you but we both knew this might happen. Especially if I ever meet my natural second chance mate."His words went straight through my heart. I let the tears fall down my cheeks. I didn't want to be alone again. This is not how I pictured my life. I would be alone yet again and then Adds would find her mate and then what would
~~Stephanie"Want a beer?" He asked me. His deep voice shot tingles up my spine. All I could do is nod. I was so afraid to speak. I felt glued to the floor."Wildflower. Its ok. We are just talking." Jackson whispered."How can you be ok with this? After all this time?" I asked, my voice cracking."Its not ok. I'm not ok. I haven't been ok in years. The last time I know I was ok was your 18th birthday in that fucking cabin." Jacksons voice steadily got louder. "I have been fighting Chase since I got back. Hes been pleading with me to jus to take you home with me and force you to stay in the house and to never let you out of my sight." By the end he was growling."Let me talk to him." I softly cried. He looked surprised by my command.He sighed and grabbed my hand, he looked up at me and his eyes were completely black."Hey Chase. Long time no see." I trailed my finger down his cheek."My mate. I have missed you. I stopped talking to Jackson. He hurt you. You are mine. I am yours. No o
~~Stephanie I opened up the beers and grabbed 2 more and walked outside. All I wanted to do was get to know him all over again. We would take this at a snail's pace. My snail. Not his snail. We sat down on the porch swing overlooking the backyard. Lightning bugs filled the backyard and the stars illuminated just enough to see each other. His arm slung around the back of the swing as it creaked along with our swings. I loved sitting out here. It made me feel at peace and calm. Especially after a long day at work or if I ever needed the quiet. "Do you wanna talk about anything in particular?" He asked softly looking at me at the corner of his eye. "I am kind of afraid of the answers. I want to know everything. Why you never came back, why you never called, why you never came back for Adds, literally everything." I answered. He sighed and nodded. A few minutes ticked by. I knew he was getting his thoughts in order and I let him be. This wasn't going to be easy and my big mouth wasn
~~StephanieMy heart pounded as I screamed as someone kept pounding on my safe room door. I had no clue who they were and I didn't recognize their scent. They kept screaming that I need to let them. That they needed to see the new Luna. I'm not the Luna. Jackson's mom is still the Luna. Jackson and I aren't even together. Barely talking in all honesty.If this is what being a Luna is, you can count me out. Adaline would get hurt. I look at Adaline and she is kicking back at the door telling the person on the other side of the door to go away. This girl is her father through and through.All of a sudden there was silence followed by two huge crashes. I hear glass breaking and growling. Jackson is here. I could smell him. I could smell blood too. I knew it wasn't his because I would have felt him get hurt. I just felt anger from his side. Chance was there....I knew it was him the way he growled and walked through the house. A knock came to the door as we both screamed again."Jackson?
~~StephanieToday at school dragged on. No one would listen and all my classes were full of rambunctious students that couldn't get over the attack last night.They were going crazy with questions and some even stared at me with a weird look in their eye. One of my students in the back called me Luna and I shushed them before anyone else could hear it. Or maybe no one heard it because no one was listening. It was one of the royal guards' kids. Iknew it wasn't their fault and people wanted answers but I was not ready yet at all. Especially since in the back of my mind I was still harboring doubts.I didn't want him to introduce me to the pack and him leave me again. Am I really afraid of that happening again? I can't let Adaline get hurt. She gets attached so easily because of her age and no one has ever hurt her little heart and I would never let anyone do such a thing. She is my main priority no matter what.I headed to her daycare that was on the 1st level of the school on the side
~~Stephanie The day lagged on. Math tests were passed out, English pop quizzes were taken, homework was doled out and it was just now 303 PM. I was headed down to get Adaline and then head to the supermarket to grab dinner for tonight. Eggplant Parmesan is an all time favorite of ours and the meal we ate on our first date to the local Italian restaurant in the human town not far from here. Adaline was tired from her day so hopefully she would sleep in the cart at the super market. I'm headed to the grocery store. I'm grabbing dinner. Do you need anything special? I mind-linked Jackson. No answer. I tried again but he blocked everything. Ugh that man. What could he be doing anyway? Maybe he's with the rogues and doesn't want me to hear whats going on in the background. I shuddered to think of what could be happening. As I walked in the grocery store I couldn't help but feel like I was being watched....I glanced around like I was looking at the spaghetti sauce when I realized there
Oh high school.It's the end of my senior year.A week before graduation.I turn 18 in 3 days which means I can shift for the first time.College isn't far off either. I can't wait to start my classes in the fall. I get to start college with my best friends and my boyfriend. Jackson.Jax.His name even brings tingles to my skin.Jackson Scarpinzi. I have known him since we were in kindergarten. I met him because he stole my blue crayon and I needed it for my picture of a field of flowers. He wouldn't give it back so I tackled him to the ground. It's also the day he asked me to be his girlfriend.So yeah...... Jackson is my everything. He is my best friend and the love of my life. The kind of love that you get butterflies every second when you are near them. When you are intoxicated with every single thing they do. His blonde hair perfectly frames his face. He usually has it slicked back but every once in a while his short curls come through. His jawline is like ice and his eyes are a
No answers were given.He didn't show up. His parents didn't show up.My parents knew something was up because the Luna and Alpha are always there at a shifting. It was 11:59 pm and I was sobbing on the hill behind my house. I sent everyone away except for Jessica and my parents.The pack doctor trying to get me to calm down. My heart felt like it was ripping in half.What did I do wrong? Why didn't he come? He promised.That's when I felt it. The cracking in my spine. I felt like someone had broken my spine. I screamed in pain as my whole body was on fire. Every muscle and tendon ripping away and forming something completely new. My bones reforming after splintering and breaking.In an instant I was down on all fours. I looked up and both my parents were about 20 feet away from me. My wolf was a dark chocolate brown. My parents cried in happiness. I turned to see that Jessica had shifted.I yipped with joy and we were free. We took off running just enjoying the new found freedom we b