Chapter 64 - Self-harm

POV Kayden

As the cold water poured over my body, I finally began to feel the tension ease from my muscles. The chill of the shower did little to quell the lingering warmth that had settled deep within me, but it was enough to bring me back to a semblance of control. My hands still remembered the feel of her skin, the softness of her touch. The way she smelled.

It was all for me. It wasn’t detestable at all, that feeling. On the contrary, it clung to me, refusing to fade away even as I stood under the relentless stream of cold water.

Damn it.

I turned up the faucet, letting the icy water cascade over my burning body, hoping it would wash away the thoughts that kept creeping back into my mind. I look down at my cock, standing at attention only at the thought of her.

I sigh. Even the cold water is not working.

I start stroking it, imagining pushing Zara on my gym floor, kissing her as I go. Imagining fucking her there, as she moans and comes all over my cock, desperately clinging me for