ESMERALDA'S POV
The sound of the sirens drowned every other sound associated with the morning. It was the only thing that could be heard from miles. My parents had been out there with the officers.
I looked at her with my big eyes loaded with enough worry to drown a cat but she gave me a reassuring tap on my shoulder.
Izan had been doing a good job keeping me and Donna inside as mother instructed, but when he wasn't watching, I dashed out through the kitchen door.
I couldn't wait any longer. Every minute I could feel the muscles of my bottleneck tightening by curiosity, and the flashes of my nightmare hunting me.
I needed to see for myself, how was about ten animals killed in one night.
My blonde hair rustled in the breeze as I walked towards the ruled out area. The officers around gave me one look and then dismissed me from their minds. It was as if I had somehow become invisible. I passed some broken patches of earth that looked like they had been disturbed not long ago.
"Hey, kid." One officer called.
His voice was as hard as obsidian. It felt like I had just been run through by a steel hammer.
"Where do you think you're going?" He asked.
I turned around to meet the question there planted on his face. The way his brows furrowed gave him a funny comical look. He looked like Wile. E Coyote. That would make me the Road Runner.
"My Uhm, mama. My mama called for me." I lied and quickly walked towards the animals.
When I saw the animals lying on the floor, I was rooted to a spot, my whole body trembled as flashes of my nightmare came to me. They were clearer and felt more like memories.
The smell of wet grass and blood... Chasing something through the woods... The grunts of the animals!
My eyes were heavy with tears and I ran back into the house as fast as I could. I went into my room and got the damaged sheets from underneath my bed. With shaky hands, I toss them into the washing machine. It wasn't me, I thought.
There was no way I had something to do with whatever had happened there. It just wasn't possible.
Some hours later, the cops left after ruling what had happened was an animal attack. They said the woods around Elanor street was notorious for being the home to wild creatures and it was a dangerous place to enter at night. That didn't explain the missing front door but somehow they were satisfied with that verdict.
I had to take a bath to get some of the blood off. I sponged as hard as I could almost damaging my skin. Flashes off the memories I couldn't recognize as mine pass through me like the waters from the shower. I shivered under the water. Something wasn't right.
I got out of the shower and rushed to rummage through my bags for fresh clothes to put on. The rest, I decided to pack them into an empty bag. Everything I knew I would need for what I was about to do.
Just then, there was a knock on my door. I froze on the spot with a folded shirt in my gasp. As the door opened, I threw it back into the direction I had picked it up from and I dived for the bed.
Aunt Trisha-my adopted mother's sister.
She got here fast, she usually don't live with us.
Her cheeks were reddened and her eyes narrowed at me as she walked into my room scanning the whole place with her feline-like vision. It was like watching a witch perform some kind of sacred ritual.
"What you doin'?" She asked faster than my ears could pick up.
"Huh?" I squinted in confusion.
She repeated herself much slower.
"Nothing much. Just tidying."
She groaned looking around. She had never liked me or pretended to like me and I surely didn't want her to start now.
"Get up." She said walking out. "We're going to get groceries."
I sighed as low as I possibly can. Aunt have never accepted me as part of the family, it made me watch my words around her and my eyes always lowered to the floor.
...
We got to the store which was on the next street a few blocks from the house. Inside felt cool and I completely forgot about the heat outside.
"Grab some of those boxes." She gestured to the top rack.
I ignored her instructions and grabbed one from the next set of boxes. She turned around in time to watch me do it.
"Are you deaf, child?" She snarled at me.
I flinched a little but I stood my ground. "Mom doesn't like that brand."
"And who are you to tell me what I should know."
"I'm s–"
"You're stupid is what you are!"
She stopped me from completing my sentence. She had a look on her face that highlighted the smirk on it. It was her way of showing me she knew she was winning.
I was so mad it was hard to breathe properly. I was shaking from the sheer force of the anger brewing inside me. My lungs struggled to do their natural God-given duties. Every breath I took in made me shudder. She turned around effortlessly ignoring me.
Hot air came out of my nostrils in a rapid burst like a dragon's breath. I imagined seeing steam come out once or twice and then claws...
Claws!
My fingernails darkened before my eyes and stretched out into sharp talon-like claws. I watched in horror unable to understand what was happening to me.
This was unnatural...it just wasn't possible! I thought in a panicked state.
I looked ahead just as Aunt Trisha turned around.
Like a flash of light, a tall man stood in the way. His big frame covered me and the claws that had appeared.
There was a calming look on his handsome face and I could tell he had already seen the claws because he held my hands in his. I could tell he wasn't phased by what he was seeing.
"Try to relax, lovely." He said into my ear in a hushed whisper.
"In" he drew in a lung full of breath. "Now out. You try it."
"In," he said holding on to me.
I breathed in at the exact time he did. "Now out."
I breathed out.
We did the routine a couple of times but by the time I looked at the dark claws I had sprung, they were gone. I flexed my finger to make sure they were there, complete and working just fine.
He smiled at me causing my innards to tighten. I tried to replicate his smile or get my usual smile operational but the abominable expression I had on my face for a smile seemed to have done it.
He withdrew his arms from my flesh and I was tempted to tell him not to.
"I have to go now, lovely." He said. His apologetic tone matched the look on my face.
I stared like a fool would as he turned and walked away.
His name! He didn't tell me his name.
"H– hey! I didn't get your name." I waved out to him.
He turned to look at me with a wide smile on his face, "Mikel" He screamed and turns his back at me.
And like that, he was gone.
....
It's been two days, but I still couldn't forget the strange man from the store.
There was something about him that was so familiar even though I was sure I had never seen him or come across him ever in my life. I couldn't place my finger on what it was that made me feel that way.
His presence had a calming effect on me and it was as if the world had somehow stopped existing for me at that moment. His words had passed my soul breaching every firewall and reaching my core. I could still hear echoes, and when I recall his name, my heart starts beating erratically.
I need to see him again.
I remembered how he had been able to calm me. Holding my clawed hands till they had become normal again. Whoever he was, he knew something and I was sure about that by the way he had been so cool about it. Any sane person would freak out seeing claws instead of thumbs on the hands of a girl.
I knew what I had to do...
I had to find him!
My window felt like the right route to follow. I knew following the front door would be the wrong way.
I was still in my pajamas when I made the great escape. I had to jump from my window down which was a floor drop.
Surprisingly, I did it with ease. My legs felt okay when I reached the ground. I flexed them just to make sure. There was no sprained ankle or bruised toe.
I needed some answers and quick.
My stroll to the grocery store was quick. They were open and I could see some customers inside moving through the aisles. I waited close to the entrance. There was no sign of the strange man there.
Minutes folded into hours and soon enough frustration gripped me. The attendant stared at me with eyes full of concern.
He was old enough to be my grandpa if I had one.
"Are you okay, dear?"
I nodded. To avoid further questions that would morph into a full-blown interrogation, I left the store.
It was already past noon.
I walked down the sidewalk in a dazed state. I searched my mind for solutions but I found some unanswered questions and memories which made no sense at all.
Lost in my thoughts, I wandered from the sideway into the road. I was too far gone to hear the blast of horns but the glint of the sun's rays on my eyes made me regain my conscious state.
A car going too fast was about to run into me but it held a quick brake drifting in the process. The car stopped without hitting me. I was shaking all over by the time the smoke from the burnt tire settled.
I looked into the car at the driver and saw a man, who seemed to be in his early thirties staring back at me. His eyes held me in an endless trance. It was like I had somehow been swallowed into a deep lucid dream.
My heartbeat increased rapidly and I gasped. I had no idea who he was but there was something about him I found almost...irresistible.
It was as though I was drawn to this man same way I felt with Mikel at the grocery shop.
What is this feeling?
Killian's Pov"What is it, Fowler?" I asked without looking up from the files scattered around my desk. Fowler, my best friend walked into the office planting himself directly in front of the desk. He cast a big shadow visible on the desk regardless of his wiry frame. "It's your father." He said counting his words.I shifted impatiently on my chair. He knew better than to bother me with crap involving that man. "I don't want to hear it. I have enough crap to handle already without bothering myself with his worthless existence." He walked over to the seat at the far end and moved it till it was directly in front of me. He sat down and then sucked enough air to last a diver then said, "I think you should hear him out this time."There was something about the way he said it that prompted me to look up at his face. I was glad I did so."What's wrong?" I asked straightening.He shifted his weight. I could tell he was trying to consider how to tell me what he wanted to say. Whatever it
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Killian's POV.Mikel kept yelling at me, so loudly that I could hardly register what he was saying but I did know he was raining all sorts of insults on me, I think he was wishing me death as well but I could hardly focus on him.My focus was on Esmeralda who was sitting there wide eyed staring at Mikel as he kept talking. I immediately stood to my feet and walked towards where Mikel was standing, I desperately wanted to bring this argument some place else away from Esmeralda, away from prying eyes so that Mikel and we would be able to further embarrass ourselves."Mikel, let's take this somewhere else, this isn't the right place to do this"."Oh please" he pushed me away "you can't tell me what and what not to do, you don't own me you bastard" he roared as loud as he could and I had to turn my head away from his booming voice.I looked over my shoulder and Esmeralda was still sitted there, as if there was any other place for her to go. "Can you not see I have a guest over, can we ju
Esmeralda's POV"What a conniving bastard you are" A voice boomed from the entrance. I had been lost in thought trying to think about the reason why Killian would make me work for my stay. I had no problem it and I would no exactly prefer to be a freeloader, a leecher that kept taking from him. I had already called for him tonight and he came to me the minute I called him, I was already an inconvenience and I did not want to be more.If he hadn't mentioned it, of course I would have found a way to do a thing or two around the house, to help out the best way I could because I would not be comfortable with doing nothing. And that would be my own reason.However, hearing him say that to me was unexpected and I couldn't fathom his own reason for telling me to do such. Did hate me so much he wanted to punish me dearly for simply existing?Or probably, he was angry because I had disturbed him?With these thoughts in mind, I turned around to meet the owner of the voice, however I was not ex
Esmeralda's POV.I couldn't understand why but I felt heartbroken by what he had said and the dismissive way he had said it. My heart ached for him and my whole body felt the harshness of his words, I could only allow tears fall from my eyes."Why did he say he was rejecting you?" I suddenly heard his voice ask.I looked up from my feet and sniffled, "he mentioned something about a pure blood wolf and being mated with it"I watched as he nodded his head while looking away "he wants to mate with a pure blood wolf so he could heal our father, he is terribly ill and with the blood of the pure blood wolf, he can do just that" The explanation he gave on behalf of his brother eradicated the feeling of heartbreak from my heart. My eyes suddenly became dry as a flower of hope blossomed in my heart after hearing what Killian had said. I was overjoyed with possibility of not being rejected because he didnt like me, it only meant he had to reject me for his father and there was no other reason
Killian's POV.Finding out that my mate already had my brother as her first chance mate ruffled my fur in ways I couldn't begin to explain. It was painful having to watch the two of them from the sideways and I knew not what to do but to allow myself to feel the pang of disappointment.It was painful that she belonged to my brither first. But what was even more painful to watch was how devastated she was when he rejected her. She had cried to me, she had tearfully asked me what having a mate meant and she had tears in her eyes for my brother and I could hardly move past that. Her heart belonged to him first and as it seemed, she still longed for him despite me being there for her.I had always wanted a mate, someone strong and precise enough. Someone who knew what she wanted and so would try to get it. What I didn't see coming was to be mated with a teenager that knew nothing about herself, a teenager that was already mated to my brother, a teenager that will definitely not be mine.T