Esmeralda's POV.
I walked into the coffee shop he had brought me to. There was no where else to go and I was to overwhelmed to even think of anything. Never had I ever felt so alone in my life.
Where we had sat down the other day was already taken by customers and I could not ask them to leave because of my own greedy pleasure but I needed to see him, I needed to feel the peace he brought even though I could not understand half of what he had said and I was just on the verge of grasping it all.
Still I longed for him.
I must've looked stupid standing in the middle of a coffee shop and having my eyes pinned on a particular table without moving but just staring, because when I finally decided to look around, there were quite a number of eyes looking at me, trying to decide if i was mentally okay or not. I could see from the counter, a waiter already pulling the phone to make a call, she was probably going to call the manager.
I still could not move.
The memory of Killian was assaulting me and providing me with a comfort.
"Excuse me, can I use your phone to make a call?" I finally found my voice and not just that, my legs moved to the counter towards the girl I had asked.
She forced out a smile and handed the phone to me. It was a telephone and I took it and dialed Killian's number on it.
It rang for a while and I was already losing all hope that he would take the call. He did say he rejected me but it was impossible to know I was the one calling. Who was I kidding, he would know, he obviously did not get calls from unknown numbers late at night often, so of course his first thought would drift to me and he wouldn't answer the call.
"Hello" his voice was thick from the phone. He sounded skeptical and uncertain.
I swallowed immediately as I could feel a sudden dryness in my throat "Hello, good evening, it's Esmeralda"
"You gave me your card the other day after you brought me to a coffee…"
He didn't let me finish "I remember".
His coldness seeping from the phone was alreFy causing a feeling I did not like. Coupled with the heart break from my family, I felt my chest tighten and my voice empty. I wanted to say something, to talk to him to explain what had happened without breaking into tears but I could not.
The second I opened my mouth, it was hoarse and it broke and it sounded exactly how I didn't want it to. It sounded like I was crying.
I felt stupid and helpless.
"Where are you?" He asked after my short crying fit.
This time I managed to use words and not just incoherent sounds of wailing, "I'm at the coffee shop where you brought me to, close to the grocery store where we met"
The way i explained without giving him a relevant address was shameless of me. It was as if I expected him to remember me the same way I remembered him even to the tiniest detail. It was as if my life had started to revolve around him, like he was the sun in my universe.
Maybe he was, because the minute he said the next words, I felt different, I felt better.
He had said "I'll be right there to get you".
I returned the phone back to the girl who had her eyes on me throughout the phone call, i faked a smile at her before I made my way outside to wait for him to arrive like the stray cat I was.
I took a seat on the pavement and crossed my legs waiting for him to arrive. As people walked in and out of the coffee shop and even around the place, i garnered a lot of gazes, some were pitiful, some were judgemental and others were suspicious. Meanwhile I was waiting for an older man whom I find myself very attracted to. If anything, maybe I did deserve the judgemental glares from strangers.
In no time an expensive looking car pulled pork over in front of the coffee shop, I rose to my feet expecting that he was the one and this time I wasn't wrong.
This time, because before he arrived I had guessed that most cars that pulled over were his, but they weren't and no he was here now, strutting right to where I was standing as his domineering figure rained on me.
He kept eye contact with me for a while then he took his eyes back "are you okay?" He asked.
I nodded my head and after which, he led me to his car and opened the car door for me. For a second I felt like a princess and everything that had happened was just one crazy nightmare that had come to an abrupt end.
I entered the car and it was warm inside, it smelled of apple cidar and somehow of rain. It was comfortable and I unintentionally snuggled into the seat.
He drove the car in silence, there was a stoid look in his eyes and his attention was fixated on the road. I was scared to even breathe loudly, scratch that, to even breathe at all. I was ashmed of myself that he had to be the one that came to my rescue and as it seemed, he didn't particularly appreciate that he came to my rescue. He didn't appreciate my existence.
A wet blanket fell over my shoulders. My heart sank and the sadness I had been feeling about my family somehow expanded into something I could not understand, something overwhelming.
I stayed quiet just like he did and listened to the kow sound of the car engine. I was too excited to sleep even though I was tired from being both mentally and emotionally strained.
He suddenly stopped the car in front of a huge house, almost like those ones in movies that the royals used. It was big and majestic and I found myself gawking at it when I alighted from the car.
"Where is this place?" I asked without peeling my eyes away from the building.
"It's my house" he said a matter of fact-ly and I shut my mouth. It was something I should've known.
However, I felt strange about being inna stranger's house, I've ever only known him for like barely a day and now I was already in his house. Though my brain and my dignity were screaming volumes, I felt like I could trust him. There was a feeling of familiarity and I could not dispose it.
So I joined him inside.
He led me to the dining room where all kinds of food were already set waiting for me. He gestured for me to have a seat and I took one and he joined me.
"Tell me what happened" he demanded.
And just like that, I spilled out everything that happened word for word, sequentially and in all honesty. I started from my adoption, to my wicked aunt and then to what had happened with those animals and then to the grocery store with my aunt and then the fight I had with her as well. The fight that led to me being sent out of the house by my mother.
As I replayed everything, I could feel teardrops dropping from my eyes and ny heart was breaking over again for the initial reason it was.
He nodded his head after I told him everything. He kept quiet and said nothing to me, he didn't even look at me or anything, he only brought his glass of wine to his mouth and he took a sip from it.
I watched his every move, expecting him to say or do anything other than drinking from his glass. But he remained quiet and I remained expectant.
"You're eighteen" he suddenly said.
And I nodded my head "yes sir".
"You should be in your senior year now and in no time, on your way to college"
I nodded again, affirming his guesses.
"Have you gotten accepted go any college?" He asked.
"I am working on it" I replied him. I had sent out college essays and all the requirements to different colleges, only waiting for them to give me a reply if I was accepted or not.
"Work harder". He was cold but I said nothing.
"You can stay with me untill you have to leave for college where you'll surely be able to find a dormitory to live in" he continued. "However, living with me, you have some certain rules to follow and some things to do as well".
"What are the things I have to do?" I asked wide eyed.
"Chores" he finally looked into my eyes. "You're expected to help around the house. You won't be living here like a spoilt brat. You have to work for your shelter and doing chores will suffice"
I surely did not hear right.
"Excuse me, what?"
Killian's PovAfter I left her at the coffee shop with my card I had reluctantly gave to her because my conscience and my wolf could not allow I just left her be alone and confused about what was happening to her."You're a dip shit" I heard my wolf, Kai, say.I rolled my eyes at him. He had been about this since the second I opened my mouth and rejected her as my mate."You're a fucking coward who's afraid of being loved and to love"Well now he was just making things up to spite me. He wanted to anger me, because he was also angry and he didn't want to be the one feeling the uncomfortable fire of anger burning in his chest. No, to him, if he was angry, the person responsible for his rage should also feel what he was feeling.He was petty like that anf very annoying as well.I ignored his raging loud voice and his anger focused my attention on other things that were more important, for example, work.Work was waiting for me, on my table all piled up. I walked into my office and hasti
Killian's POV.Mikel kept yelling at me, so loudly that I could hardly register what he was saying but I did know he was raining all sorts of insults on me, I think he was wishing me death as well but I could hardly focus on him.My focus was on Esmeralda who was sitting there wide eyed staring at Mikel as he kept talking. I immediately stood to my feet and walked towards where Mikel was standing, I desperately wanted to bring this argument some place else away from Esmeralda, away from prying eyes so that Mikel and we would be able to further embarrass ourselves."Mikel, let's take this somewhere else, this isn't the right place to do this"."Oh please" he pushed me away "you can't tell me what and what not to do, you don't own me you bastard" he roared as loud as he could and I had to turn my head away from his booming voice.I looked over my shoulder and Esmeralda was still sitted there, as if there was any other place for her to go. "Can you not see I have a guest over, can we ju
Esmeralda's POV"What a conniving bastard you are" A voice boomed from the entrance. I had been lost in thought trying to think about the reason why Killian would make me work for my stay. I had no problem it and I would no exactly prefer to be a freeloader, a leecher that kept taking from him. I had already called for him tonight and he came to me the minute I called him, I was already an inconvenience and I did not want to be more.If he hadn't mentioned it, of course I would have found a way to do a thing or two around the house, to help out the best way I could because I would not be comfortable with doing nothing. And that would be my own reason.However, hearing him say that to me was unexpected and I couldn't fathom his own reason for telling me to do such. Did hate me so much he wanted to punish me dearly for simply existing?Or probably, he was angry because I had disturbed him?With these thoughts in mind, I turned around to meet the owner of the voice, however I was not ex
Esmeralda's POV.I couldn't understand why but I felt heartbroken by what he had said and the dismissive way he had said it. My heart ached for him and my whole body felt the harshness of his words, I could only allow tears fall from my eyes."Why did he say he was rejecting you?" I suddenly heard his voice ask.I looked up from my feet and sniffled, "he mentioned something about a pure blood wolf and being mated with it"I watched as he nodded his head while looking away "he wants to mate with a pure blood wolf so he could heal our father, he is terribly ill and with the blood of the pure blood wolf, he can do just that" The explanation he gave on behalf of his brother eradicated the feeling of heartbreak from my heart. My eyes suddenly became dry as a flower of hope blossomed in my heart after hearing what Killian had said. I was overjoyed with possibility of not being rejected because he didnt like me, it only meant he had to reject me for his father and there was no other reason
Killian's POV.Finding out that my mate already had my brother as her first chance mate ruffled my fur in ways I couldn't begin to explain. It was painful having to watch the two of them from the sideways and I knew not what to do but to allow myself to feel the pang of disappointment.It was painful that she belonged to my brither first. But what was even more painful to watch was how devastated she was when he rejected her. She had cried to me, she had tearfully asked me what having a mate meant and she had tears in her eyes for my brother and I could hardly move past that. Her heart belonged to him first and as it seemed, she still longed for him despite me being there for her.I had always wanted a mate, someone strong and precise enough. Someone who knew what she wanted and so would try to get it. What I didn't see coming was to be mated with a teenager that knew nothing about herself, a teenager that was already mated to my brother, a teenager that will definitely not be mine.T
Esmeralda's POVI couldn't feel anything other than the void of sadness and the heart shredding feeling after what Killian had said to me. He had treated me like a pile of trash, throwing me out of his room like I was worthless. I cried so hard I could hardly breathe, my senses were failing me and I felt a frailty in my bones and body.I was too weak. He made me weak. He made me too weak with his words. It was the same with Mikel. He had rejected me and I am left all alone. Even the woman I grew to love as a mother treated me like a monster and she sent me away from her life like the years I had spent with he as her daughter didn't mean a thing, like she never truly cared for me.Maybe she never really did and I was just something she used to gain merits in life. Bringing in an orphan and showing her care and love, pretending to love me so she would look good in the eyes of the public. Everything had been fake, the love I received from her was fake, the life I had been living was fake
Killian's POV.Seeing her standing there with those tears running down her eyes were causing heartbreak to me. I felt my heart aching so much I could almost not breathe, I was scared about how suffocating I was feeling inside as I watched the tears roll down her eyes.I couldn't help it, I walked to her and placed a hand on her shoulder in a show of comfort because at the moment it was all I could offer. My wolf was too savage, it wasn't enough for him, all he wanted was to take her into his arms and mark her as his own, he wanted to feel her skin against mine and hold her so close that he could hear her heartbeat without straining his ears.He wanted her body and soul and I was fighting to keep him sane.The principal looked at me, I knew she was surprised by seeing me there, she must'nt have expected that I would be here but I didn't care. I was too focused on my hand that was on Esmeralda's shoulder."What are you doing here, Mr Rollins?"I cocked an eyebrow at her in smuggery "you
Esmeralda's POV: I was shocked when Killian had told everyone present that I was his mate and fated lover. I froze for a minute and my heartbeat quickened, I looked up to him whilst feeling his strong hand on my shoulder. His eyes met mine and I could not breath. However, I knew he was lying. Him and I were not fated lovers, my mate was Mikel and he har rejected me. A part of me knew Killian was just trying to appear nice and saintly to people around and he didn't mean what he had said, that he didn't mean to treat me like trash the other day. Still, I could not stop my eyes from weeping bitterly the minute I locked the door to my room. I was devastated and i cried heavily as I felt my heart breaking. There was a lot going on at the moment and I still found it hard to believe that the woman that i loved as a woman could call me a monster in front of everybody. That she didn't want to raise a monster along with her family. It was crazy. I was crazy. Everything was my fault, if I
Esmeralda's POV.I had told Killian that I wanted to ride in a convertible and the man went ahead and got the deal done.About twenty minutes after I told him what I wanted, I saw myself in a red convertible, sitting in the passenger seat. The hood of the car was tucked in the back and my hair was caught in the wind and I was laughing hard.After what happened in the hotel room, we both got dressed up. Well, I got dressed up while he watched and when I finished, we went to a boutique to get him some clothes and that was when I told him that I wanted to ride in a convertible.I was caught off guard when we walked out of the boutique and a red convertible was waiting for us and not just that, there were four wrapped up weeds waiting for us in the glove box.He offered them to me along with a lighter.When he gave them to me, I was surprised. He really was listening to me and he really had the contacts for everything and everyone.The minute I took them, I laughed so hard because I found
Camille's POVI had been worried sick ever since Killian brought home my son. He was not healing but he was alive and what was more excruciating for me was that he was in pain.I had never known a time in my life that I had been through such a thing before. I had never seen someone else undergoing this ordeal. It was all too sudden and new to me that I didn't know how to feel, nor what to do.The only emotion I could recognize when I thought things through was worry. I was undeniably worried about my son. I was so worried that I started to doubt if it was a good idea to bring him back. Killian had claimed that he was treating him and from how confident he sounded, he seemed like he knew exactly what he was doing and what was going on.I didn't. The person who even talked me into doing this was nowhere to be seen. I couldn't guess what Paula got from this game of hers. Paula had called me one evening and told me about where Mikel was and how he was fairing. I couldn't have guessed t
Killian's POVI laughed as I watched her laugh. Esmeralda had such a beautiful laugh.Coming to Berlin was impromptu, I was just in a hurry to show her that she was wrong to think life was so simple, that with me, this was the least of things that she would enjoy.Everything was perfect. The night was perfect, when I walked out of the bathroom, when I saw her naked on the bed, she was perfect.On her knees, doing a bad job at sucking me off, she was perfect.Everything felt like a dream, that for once, I get to be happy, I get to accept Esmeralda.What I couldn't stop thinking about was when she said those words to me.When she told me that she loved me. I had been busy staring through the window, looking at the city and how amazing it looked. I was happy that I brought her with me. Berlin was a beautiful place and it was one of my favorite cities and being here with her was perfect.I could've taken her to Paris but I wanted to go to my favorite places with her. I wanted to leave a
Esmeralda's POV I was suddenly overtaken by a sense of panic. I feared what it meant. I had never given it much thought before, I had never wondered what would become of my life since I developed these feelings for Killian. I had never worried much about anything. But now, the thought has succeeded in creeping into me, making my hands shake and my whole body spasm. I was standing in the middle of the room, Killian had excused himself, he wanted to make a call, probably had to do with the surprise that he was planning for the evening. I was left alone with my thoughts. I had never hated being alone, I had never hated being the one left in a whole. I didn't care about the loneliness, I didn't fear my thoughts because I always felt that they were just thoughts and there was nothing more to it. But here I was, overpowered by my thoughts. I kept thinking of what would happen to our lives, I kept thinking about how the trajectory of our lives have been altered. Killian has never men
Esmeralda's POVI bit my lip and realized that those words were dominating and as such, I was expected to be submissive.Killian was punishing me for whatever I might have done. He did mention that he was going to punish me but my brain has forgotten what I could've done because I was more focused on his finger that is buried inside me turning in circles, thrusting in and out in a slow motion.He dropped my leg that he had been holding, then he removed his finger from inside of me. I was disappointed because it wasn't what I wanted but then he took my hands and pulled it thereby lifting my upper body from the bed."You're not a pillow princess so don't act like one". He scolded."What do you want me to do?" I asked him.He guided my hand and placed it on his very hard and big erection. "Work for this".I bit my lip again. My finger grazed over the cap and the precum was waiting for me to feel its thickness.He pulled me closer to himself from my waist and buried his head into my ches
Esmeralda's POVI considered myself already kind of used to the kind of words Killian said and how he acted when he said those words but there was something different at the moment, maybe it was because we weren't in the same country anymore or because he and I had somehow become a couple.When he said those words I started to anticipate the second when we would go back to the hotel and he would take the dress off me. It became what I was ready for. Whatever he had planned for me even though I didn't know what it was at the moment, I lost interest in it. All I wanted for us to do was make our way into our hotel room and he would be pulling the dress off me.I looked around and found out that during the time I was spending standing in a spot trying to fathom just how weirdly those words affected me, Killian was already in the bathroom taking his bath so there was no one but me left to open the door for the person who was knocking.I was skeptical at first because I didn't want to open
Esmeralda's POVI ran my hand over my chest, giving him the sluttiest eyes I could muster."Oh Daddy"Killian almost lost it. He laughed so hard that he suddenly began to cough and meanwhile, k was wheezing beside him, about to lose my mind.We must've been such a pain in the ass of the driver because the second he stopped the car, he was outside holding the door open for me.I alighted the car with a warmth in my heart. I was happy. It was already nightfall and the wind was cold and the lights illuminated the city. It was wonderful. It looked wonderful.Suddenly, some fingers interlocked with mine accompanied by the smell of apples. It was perfect.He was perfect."We should get dinner"."Okay, but I'm still gonna smoke some weed or try molly"."Esmeralda, I don't have the contacts of people that sell".I frowned, "I thought you have the contacts of everyone?"He looked utterly confused, he took his hands back from mine and crossed them as he stared at me."Esmeralda, what could've
Esmeralda's POVStepping on the private jet, I had thought I would surely be so excited that I wouldn't sleep or even try to zone out.I wanted to see through the windows and guess alphabetically where we were going since Killian refused to let me know. Even though he didn't say the exact words, I knew he wanted it to be a surprise. I had a hunch that it would be Paris and if it really was Paris I certainly would be a bit disappointed.Paris was a beautiful city and known as the city of love but it was cliché. Every woman wanted to go to Paris, people went to Paris for honeymoons and all that and it was the spot for romance. I didn't want that. Sure I would love to see Paris one day but not because of a special event or maybe I was invited for a wedding there. If it wasn't the case, the case then I don't think I'd ever want to go there.It just didn't feel magical for me.Killian had no idea about all this. He was busy sipping wine and working on his laptop leaving me to myself. I wa
Esmeralda's POV.The last class of the day was literature. It wasn't a boring class. I loved the fiction and we were about indulging in the magic that Sylvia Path was.We were going to read one of her books and so we woukd be able to read the pieces of herself she left in the world.I had talked to the counselor about the major that was on my mind, she thought psychology was good for me since I had a passion to understand humans and the way they acted.The only issue became the college of my choice. She showed me a list of really good colleges in the country but I tokd her that I already knew where I wanted to go.She didn't seem disappointed to hear that I wanted to go the the states college. She thought it was a good choice and I was going to get accepted.Lucky me, it wasn't a long drive from Killian's house and so it was perfect. I get to continue living with Killian while I go to college.I had no desire to experience this or that, to meet new people or to have the full college e