Chapter Five

Eros

When I arrived home, I took a rest for a little bit. I changed my clothes and did a quick exercise. I went to the kitchen and drank water. Stay hydrated, everyone!

I went to the Library to do my homework. I only have three homeworks to do and it's not hard, so I'll just do it now so I won't have anything to think of later and on the weekends. I'll be free from stress.

I searched for books that can help me with my homeworks. I know the Internet can help me do these faster and it is more efficient but I want to refrain from using Gadgets when doing homeworks because it might, no, it will be a distraction and I won't be able to focus on the things that are much more important. Social Media is a really effective distraction and that is not great when you are trying to do assignments.

I was holding six books in my hand and thought that was enough until I passed through a shelf and saw a book that caught my eye. Back when I was younger, I was really interested in these kinds of books. A book about mythology. I took it and went back to the table inside the Library. My homeworks is easy so I would have time to read this again.

I arrange my things and start reading the books I had for my first homework. I was so invested in what I was doing, I jotted down notes that I thought were important, highlighted quotes and put tabs on the book. I reviewed all the information I have but it felt like it wasn't enough. I tried to read again but something keeps bothering me. It was a weird feeling. I never felt this feeling after I forced her out of my life.

I think something will happen at the party. I brushed the thought and decided to read the mythology book. My favorite story is about Hades and Persephone and Cupid and Psyche. I think the reason why I like the Cupid and Psyche story is because I have his name.

I read a few stories in the book until I found myself enjoying Cupid and Psyche's story. Unlike the Cupid in the myth, I wouldn't let myself fall for anyone unless I'm sure that it's the person I'd want to spend my life with. Someone I'll make mine. Someone who'll have my kids and my last name. Someone I'll marry. Thinking about marriage suddenly made me think about the girl the other day. Eunice.

I think I want her. There's something about her and our encounter. It felt like fate. She's ethereal. She's jaw dropping. She's stunning. She's beautiful. She makes me feel.

I indulged myself too much in the myths that I forgot to do my homework. The time is running out and I still haven't gotten ready for the party. I grabbed everything and went to my room. I arranged the books and my stuff on my table and decided to do it tomorrow. I still had time.

I told one of our maids via intercom to prepare my milk bath. Soon after, the helpers went to my bathroom and did their task. After they finished, I went to the bathroom and took a shower. I cleansed myself. I exfoliated. After showering, I submerged myself in my bathtub. I had scented candles surrounding me. I relaxed in my bath.

After minutes of being in milk, I drained it and rinsed myself. I did my skin care, hair care and body care. I drank some vitamins and brushed my teeth. I went to my closet and wore a very dark red button down shirt, leaving three unbuttoned, dark pants and black shoes. I wore my hair in a messy way. I put on a little bit of makeup and some Jo Malone perfume.

I went to the garage immediately after getting ready. I just randomly chose a car and went to Chia’s house for the party. Or whoever the host is. When I arrived, loud music welcomed me. A lot of people are here, most of them are from our school. I went to search for my friends who I saw flirting, except Landon, with girls. They didn’t even wait for me.

“Hey.” I greeted my friends and winked at the ladies beside them. The women just giggled.

“Took you so long.” Hamish says.

“Got busy with something.” I said and sat down.

“Okay, drinks are over there.” Phantom tells me and points to the long table far from us

I just nodded and went there. I wanted to bring Landon with me but he’s busy with his phone again. Did this guy have a girlfriend? Not like he’ll tell us if he had one, unless we asked.

I grabbed some beer, opened it and drank. I grabbed something to eat, another bottle of beer and sat back down with my friends. While drinking and talking to my friends, I spotted a group of girls staring at me. I guess it’s my time to shine. Let’s teach these guys how to be a ladies’ man. I took my beer with me and went to the ladies waiting for me.

“Hey, girls.” I greeted and kissed the back of their hands. I swear they are gonna swoon.

“Hi, cupid!” They said in unison. If tomatoes are human, they are tomatoes. 

I sat in the middle. “So, what are you guys up to?” I asked, acting interested.

“Just to have fun and play around, if you know what I mean.” One of them said while caressing my thigh. Now, this is what I mean.

We talked for a few minutes and when I felt that they were gonna fight over me, I went away and looked for another girl to be my prey. I went around the house, I even saw the host of the party talking to Ashton. I think they’re gonna make out.

I flirted with girls and one girl caught my interest. She was smoking hot and not boring to talk to.

“You look sweet, can I have a taste to see if my guess is right?” I flirted with her while drawing circles on her shoulder. I licked my lips and looked at her in her eyes. I saw her gulped and smiled cheekily.

“You think, you can have me that easy, cupid?” She asked. leaning towards me leaving an inch of space in between our faces.

“Yes, I do.” I answered that made her chuckle.

We talked for a few hours, we were like a couple so sweet to each other, until we felt very intoxicated and hot. I touched her cheek and she groaned. I kissed her torridly. She kissed me back with the same intensity. We stopped after a few minutes, gasping for air.

“Honey, let me tell you.” I spoke. “This is only a one time thing. Don’t expect us to talk again.”

“Yeah, I know. You cannot be tamed.” She said and giggled.

“Good.” I replied and we made out again.

We were gonna take things to the next level until someone interrupted us. I looked at who it was and saw Veronica. The girl I’m with looked at her too and left me. Jeez. I was having fun with her.

“What do you want, Vanessa?” I questioned the girl who really wants to get on my nerves.

“It’s Victoria.” She says furiously. I just drank my beer.

Why did you do that?” She asked me that made me look at her with an eyebrow raised.

“Why did you defend me on social media? I think that you think that I deserved the hate.” She blurted out.

“What?” I laughed because I could understand what she’s saying but at the same time I didn't. I am so intoxicated.

She sat beside me and asked again. “I felt guilty and that’s it. I was just guilty.” I answered. “Don’t expect that there’s something more to that because there’s none. I just got hit by guilt.” 

I looked at her eyes and it stopped the tears that wanted to escape. She sighed. “What’s wrong with me, cupid?” She paused. “What’s wrong with me that you can’t see that I love you? What’s wrong with me that you just see me as a plaything? What’s wrong with me that you did not want me? You don't want to be with me?”

“Victoria, how many times do I have to tell you? Do you want me to stamp it on my forehead? I cannot be tamed.” I answered her stupid and repeating question.

“No woman can tame me.” I firmly said and munched down on some fries.

She stood up and faced me. “You are the worst person to ever exist in this world. You are the worst person I have ever met!” She screamed and some people were starting to look at us and whisper. “You will suffer, I swear on my life that you will suffer in the end! Karma is real and she’s a b*tch. It will get you soon so better get ready because you will face your doom.” She cursed.

I laughed at her and that made her storm off. Way to ruin my night. I wanted to party and have fun but instead I got this stupid night. Why was she here anyway? Killjoys should not be allowed here. 

I drank a few more beers and a shot of tequila that made my head spin. I stood up and made my way to my friends who I don’t know where God placed. I looked around until I saw someone familiar. I went near her and realized it was Eunice. I followed her and saw that she’s heading towards the door. Is she going home?

When we reached outside, I could not find her anymore. Sh*t! I wanted to see her again but I lost her! I searched for her in every nook and cranny but damn this girl is like a ghost. I should’ve asked for her social media accounts, numbers and her full name back at the fast food restaurant.

Regrets and alcohol got the best of me and I almost puked. I couldn't catch a glimpse of her. I am going nuts. Searching for her made me a bit sober so I decided to go home instead.

I went to my car and drove home. F*ck the law that says not to drink and drive. As I passed Pamela’s house, I saw her holding Zaphria. It seems like she’s waiting for someone. I wonder who that is. I looked at the time and it’s already 1 am. It must be her suitor………nevermind. It might be a relative. 

When I reached our house, I didn’t mind changing clothes and cleansing my skin. I just slept immediately. I hope I won’t get a hangover when I wake up. It’ll be a pain.