Although it had been two years since we had joined this pack and in the meantime, we had also established good relations with most of the native people in our neighborhood. But still, the blot of being 'Rogues'- unwanted outsiders- was still visible on our foreheads, and the last thing I wanted was to get into an argument that would confirm such people's prejudices against our family. Micheal had been trying so hard for all three of our sakes, and I commanded myself to take deep breaths so I would not end up spoiling this for all of us.
Thankfully, I felt Jean's pat on my shoulder right on time. She was the one who had called out my name a few minutes ago, and her intervention was a good enough excuse for me to divert my attention. She handed me my earphones and nudged me towards the exit. But before leaving the classroom, I arranged my features into the most deadpan expression I could manage and made my voice cloyingly sweet, giving my reply seconds before putting my earphones in my ears. "Yeah, well. All the best for your Alpha's late realisation." I just walked out into the hallway and realised that Jean had followed me only when she tugged at my elbow. "Lexie, wait! Whoa- that was…I mean…Abby is still seething, dude! You just said it like that, huh? That was really-" "Umm, thanks I guess? But seriously, Jean, thank you for interjecting at the right moment, or I might have said something I would regret later." "Yeah yeah, of course that's nothing. But listen, I had to tell you, Alpha Paul has summoned the Rogues and the ones who didn't attend the party last night today. Will you be going, then?" 'Will I be going? Let's see. Do I wish to waste my time by visiting the palace of an Alpha I know for sure I am not the mate of? Do I wish to put myself under the scrutiny of so many people and hear their opinions about my foolishness for even considering the invitation? Do I wish to become the subject of gossip about how I still had the audacity to show up as the great Alpha's probable mate when I have already entered his pack as a refugee, all because of my actual mate? No, right? Then no!' But I couldn't exactly say all this to the sweet girl who had helped me out of a sticky situation and was looking at me with anticipation filled in her grey eyes. And so I managed a smile as I replied, "No, actually I am not exactly in the mood. But thank you for asking." The last few minutes had left me in a sour mood, and I decided I would go for a walk instead of attending the next lecture, I was better at English than our professor, anyway. Adjusting my hood so that the right side of my face was covered, I raised the volume of the music in my earphones and made my way to the exit. *** The meadows just outside of the boundary walls of the school were just pleasant enough to take my mind off things. I stretched my arms out, greedily filling the crisp air into my lungs as I looked up at the azure sky and walked through the freshly bloomed flowers... and walked right into a well-built torso. 'Wait a minute! A torso? Attached to a person? Here?!' Opening my eyes, I came face-to-pecs with a man in a black t-shirt. I took a step back and the person immediately crossed his arms across his chest, and I gulped before raising my eyes to meet the unmistakable scowl on his face as I removed my earphones. Somehow, we both ended up speaking at the same time. "I am sorry, mister, I suppose it's not my lucky day today-" "Are you supposed to be one of the Rogues who didn't attend the party-" Blinking rapidly to process the confusion, I simply nodded in reply before the words came to me a few moments later. "Yeah, but who-" "I am Jayson, the Beta of this pack. I have orders to bring you to the palace, because apparently, you are incapable of following orders on your own." "I would let you know that I have good reason to refuse the invitation, as-" "Don't you understand, young lady, that this is not an invitation anymore? It is an order, and we are bound to follow the Alpha's orders under any circumstances." This was the only warning I got as I was overpowered and handcuffed, despite my attempts at running away, and carried to see the Almighty Alpha of Apollo Pack! *** I was still grumbling to myself and vowing to heed Dylan's advice to start running from tomorrow morning, once this visit was over. I was sure that it would end in nothing but humiliation for me, and hopefully, running would provide a good method for me to channel the frustration I would certainly feel due to the insult I was being led towards. Jayson was ushering me through the various hallways of the palace, while keeping an eye on me to make sure I didn't run away. 'But my stubbornness has been triggered at this moment, and now, even I will not leave the palace without meeting the Alpha!' "You need to go on your own from here, go straight down the hallway until you reach the Alpha’s chambers. He is waiting for you…""Got it.”I nodded in affirmation before I gulped down my own saliva in an attempt to hide my nervousness. Trying to compose myself, I glanced at the facade of the imposing archway under which the two of us were standing. It was made completely with a black stone, in the centre of which, a large exploding sun had been carved. The rays of that sun extended in all directions, and the two sides were flanked with beautiful depictions of every life form that owed its existence to the presence of the sun, all the way down to where the two pillars ended. If it had not been carved on a black stone, one could easily have been fooled by the intricate details, judging by how realistic it all seemed. Indeed, it was quite fitting that the Apollo pack would appreciate the gifts that the Sun had provided to earth; thinking this, I extended a hand to touch one of the lotus flowers carved on the right pillar, before I returned to my senses and promptly pulled my hand backwards. Sneaking a glance at
How idiotic can a fourteen year old be!? If that's your question, then my answer would be: not more than me, at least!Because when I was fourteen, I really had my head filled with ideal stories of fairytale romances. I used to believe that I must be the luckiest girl in the world who has had everything since her birth- good friends, perfect family, and most importantly the most loving mate of the entire world!' When I had been in my pack, I really had no dreams apart from spending my whole life with Nate as his loving mate. However, I was not delusional to have fed myself all these things from my imagination; it was because we used to be a couple. I used to believe that we were truly made for each other, till the day I was brutally introduced to reality. On his seventeenth birthday, Nate had rejected me as his mate. And I shouldn't be saying that he had simply rejected me, but he had brutally torn apart every dream of mine and snatched my self confidence. I still remember the disg
It took a little longer than usual for me to walk home. I had never been one to dawdle on the way, and neither was today the day for it; but the reason was that I could physically feel my legs getting heavier after what had happened today. I don't know what was going inside my brain at the moment I entered home, but I must have been in the mood to make my bad day worse. Because the first sentence that left my mouth in front of Katrine, after she just asked me where I had been out of her usual curiosity and concern and not with any other hope of getting entertained, was; "You won't believe me, but I will still say it : I am returning from the actual hell present on the surface of earth and the deadliest dungen one can ever visit, also known as the Alpha's house-" "Alpha Paul's house?" The moment I was already regretting speaking gibberish and saying something I was never supposed to have, I noticed Dylan's ears perking up and his eyes getting curious as he asked his question.
I really did not want to go to school this morning; after the last incident, I was not feeling inclined to go back to school or even the least bit willing to drag my body out of bed. The incidents of the past day were making me queasy just at the thought of leaving the comfort and safety of my room; not only the part where I was taken away by the beta of the pack, including the embarrassment I had experienced at the Alpha's residence, but also because of my fight with Abby.I was assured that whenever we were to indulge in any fight, I was the one who was going to win; but still, I really did not want to get into any new fights with her. We used to be very good friends once, and I want my good memories to remain intact and away from the prying eyes of everyone. 'There are already very few moments that I find good in my life, hence the better option will be ignoring her for the entire time I am in school.'Because no matter how badly I wanted to skip school today, I was aware that I w
That hand gave my shoulder a soft squeeze before letting go. Even before the gesture, that person's scant was able to make me calm to some degree… but who could it be?My thoughts got an answer when Paul's voice came from somewhere close to me;"Lexie, listen! Calm down and let her go, listen to me, I said calm down and let her go!!"A few moments later, I noticed that I had actually left her neck and given her the space to run away from my sight. And this was exactly what she did as she ran away, coughing and trying to grasp as much air as she could in every breath.Although I knew why Paul had done this- first and foremost, he was the Alpha of the pack, he had to make sure about the safety of every pack member; but this act of his left me seething with unspent anger. The moment Abby left our sight, he lifted his hand from my shoulder and I turned back to face him. I might have spoken way too many things to make him regret all his decisions of considering me as his mate, if only he h
My eyes fluttered open and I found myself in a completely new place with an unfamiliar setting. I sat up on the bed with a jerk, and it took me a few moments to realise that I was at Paul's house, and had ended up sleeping after taking a shower.Once I had calmed myself down, I checked the time and freaked out for the second time, seeing that it had gotten quite late today as well. ‘I know that Micheal has never asked me anything about me staying out for any amount of time I want, or doesn't even question my actions. They always say that they trust me so dearly, but I also know that even though they don't say or show anything regarding me being out late, yet they remain concerned and fearful about my safety.’ So I decided to change, pack up and leave Paul's house as soon as possible, and was in the middle of the same thing, before I encountered the cutest fluff ball of this house- Andy. He had appeared in the hallway in front of me, seemingly out of nowhere, bouncing with excitement
Before I knew it, I had gotten comfortable in the setting by talking about topics of my daily life- home and school. The dinner came to an end before any of us realised it. Glancing at the clock mounted on a wall nearby, I panicked once again as I saw the time, and imagined the state my family must be in.Ridden with guilt, I stood up from the table with my hand reaching for my bag, but Paul intercepted my movement and held my hand by the wrist. In return for my questioning glance, he explained, "I have sent word to your family, about you being here in the afternoon itself. So don't be worried, you can leave a little later."While I managed to smile for the sake of the company we were in, his words had left me in even panic. Although my family should be relaxed about my whereabouts now, they were probably linking up the scenarios and considering the possibilities of me accepting the role of Alpha's mate. 'I know that they will not assume anything for sure until I have confirmed it, a
"Lexie! How can you think that you will ever be my mate!? I don't want any mate and especially not you, so it will be better if you leave as soon as possible, and before I call the guards to take you out of these premises.""But...but Nate…what are you saying…! What happened to you…have I done something wrong? Has someone said something to you, please tell me…don't just throw me out of your life like this, don't…""Don't be a fool, Lexie! I told you what I had to tell you; now get out of my way and don't ever show me this face of yours ever again.""Nate…Nate please…stop, how can you change like this? Please stop…"I was screaming, crying and begging Nate to stop; but it was of no use at all. He did not listen to a word I said. Instead, as soon as he signalled, two guards appeared, saying that I needed to leave or else they would just throw me out, and Nate walked out while leaving me crumpled on the floor, ready to dissolve into tears.My heart was breaking into pieces because of the
Although Paul had brought me to safety, because of my earlier injuries due to being bitten by the wild beast, my healing powers that had been inherent to my werewolf nature had become too weak. As a result, my body was showing the symptoms of that trauma, by not recovering in time. Paul had to find a good doctor for me, realising that I could not heal until the wounds were tended to. He had to contact the main healer of the pack, who rarely used to treat patients these days after his retirement; but because it was an Alpha's call, he couldn't simply deny it, and had arrived for a check-up. He had left after checking my wounds and prescribing plenty of medicines for quick recovery, herbs for pain relief, and precautions for me. I found out all this from the mouth of a girl who had been appointed as my attendant for the time being, as I had still been unconscious after Paul had brought me here. I woke up two hours after the main healer had left, and found myself in a strange room. T
Paul's POV:I don't know why I was feeling so irritable today- if whatever I had done yesterday wasn't right, then it wasn't wrong as well.After all, she was my mate and I had tried to convince her too many times, but she found it so easy to not give a single shred of attention to it. I had been willing to wait for her till she was ready, but when I saw her talking with that rogue yesterday, I didn't know what came over me, and I did that…probably to gain her attention, or to make her realise how serious I was regarding my proposal, that I meant it every single time I asked her to give me a chance."She also should try to understand my point of view, but no! She has to be angry with me to the extent where I haven't even seen her once since then!"I was busy in my one sided monologue, without realising that I had even started speaking out loud, when I heard someone knock the door. I was already in a highly irritable state because of this cold war situation, but I still had to look af
After what happened last night, I was really not in the mood to do anything or go anywhere. But I had to, as I couldn't take off from the school as well as training, and neither could I indulge in this impulse of mine, to stay in the safety of my bed all day. Ignoring the nagging feeling in my gut, I managed to drag myself to the school and made it through the first half of the classes, but I didn't talk to anyone. And for that, I was in luck today that Kevin was not present today.So I headed towards the canteen to have my lunch, and deliberately sat on a totally deserted corner of the school behind the old canteen, so that I did not have to interact with anyone; and also so that no one could find me for at least some time. There were too many things on my mind that I needed to clear from there.But as I finished my lunch and was about to return to my class, seeing that it was almost time for the break to get over, three people suddenly appeared out of nowhere and stood in front of
After I had submitted the application, the results were announced after a few days of waiting anxiously. The categories had been made for all the applicants, keeping in mind their initial capabilities and status, and it was according to these categories that we were supposed to start the training. Being a former rogue, I knew I would be put in the lowest rank for the training group, and that was exactly what the chart in front of me declared. I was elbowed out of the way by other students eager to check their own names and categories, but I walked towards the ground, still content.I was happy that even though all the former rogues and the weak wolves had been clubbed in the lowest category, at least we were being given a chance to learn to fight and defend ourselves- if not the entire pack. Because even though everyone knew that we had never been fully accepted as rightful and worthy pack members and the stain of having been a rogue would always follow us around as a shadow, our cond
"Lexie! Lexie!! Get up! Get up, I woke you up earlier too but you didn't get up and it is already late now! And are you okay, you are drenched with sweat?"Katrine woke me up by shaking my arms, blurting out everything in a single breath. I woke up with a jerk while panting heavily, but managed to assure her, "Yeah, yeah…I am okay." Katrine nodded and turned her attention to the book rack, and It took a few minutes to actually calm my heart down. I exclaimed, "Thank the Moon Goddess, it was just a dream." Thankfully, Katrine could not hear what I was saying, as she was busy preparing for school. I got down from the bed as soon as I realised that I needed to do the same thing, I had too little time left.I started to get ready, splashing my face with water, hoping to wash away the glimpses in my mind that had been left over from the dream- images of Nate's taunting snicker, images of my fourteen year old self shaking and sobbing, images of me being attacked by the beast… And somehow
"Lexie! How can you think that you will ever be my mate!? I don't want any mate and especially not you, so it will be better if you leave as soon as possible, and before I call the guards to take you out of these premises.""But...but Nate…what are you saying…! What happened to you…have I done something wrong? Has someone said something to you, please tell me…don't just throw me out of your life like this, don't…""Don't be a fool, Lexie! I told you what I had to tell you; now get out of my way and don't ever show me this face of yours ever again.""Nate…Nate please…stop, how can you change like this? Please stop…"I was screaming, crying and begging Nate to stop; but it was of no use at all. He did not listen to a word I said. Instead, as soon as he signalled, two guards appeared, saying that I needed to leave or else they would just throw me out, and Nate walked out while leaving me crumpled on the floor, ready to dissolve into tears.My heart was breaking into pieces because of the
Before I knew it, I had gotten comfortable in the setting by talking about topics of my daily life- home and school. The dinner came to an end before any of us realised it. Glancing at the clock mounted on a wall nearby, I panicked once again as I saw the time, and imagined the state my family must be in.Ridden with guilt, I stood up from the table with my hand reaching for my bag, but Paul intercepted my movement and held my hand by the wrist. In return for my questioning glance, he explained, "I have sent word to your family, about you being here in the afternoon itself. So don't be worried, you can leave a little later."While I managed to smile for the sake of the company we were in, his words had left me in even panic. Although my family should be relaxed about my whereabouts now, they were probably linking up the scenarios and considering the possibilities of me accepting the role of Alpha's mate. 'I know that they will not assume anything for sure until I have confirmed it, a
My eyes fluttered open and I found myself in a completely new place with an unfamiliar setting. I sat up on the bed with a jerk, and it took me a few moments to realise that I was at Paul's house, and had ended up sleeping after taking a shower.Once I had calmed myself down, I checked the time and freaked out for the second time, seeing that it had gotten quite late today as well. ‘I know that Micheal has never asked me anything about me staying out for any amount of time I want, or doesn't even question my actions. They always say that they trust me so dearly, but I also know that even though they don't say or show anything regarding me being out late, yet they remain concerned and fearful about my safety.’ So I decided to change, pack up and leave Paul's house as soon as possible, and was in the middle of the same thing, before I encountered the cutest fluff ball of this house- Andy. He had appeared in the hallway in front of me, seemingly out of nowhere, bouncing with excitement
That hand gave my shoulder a soft squeeze before letting go. Even before the gesture, that person's scant was able to make me calm to some degree… but who could it be?My thoughts got an answer when Paul's voice came from somewhere close to me;"Lexie, listen! Calm down and let her go, listen to me, I said calm down and let her go!!"A few moments later, I noticed that I had actually left her neck and given her the space to run away from my sight. And this was exactly what she did as she ran away, coughing and trying to grasp as much air as she could in every breath.Although I knew why Paul had done this- first and foremost, he was the Alpha of the pack, he had to make sure about the safety of every pack member; but this act of his left me seething with unspent anger. The moment Abby left our sight, he lifted his hand from my shoulder and I turned back to face him. I might have spoken way too many things to make him regret all his decisions of considering me as his mate, if only he h