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Jonas' POV:

It was almost midnight when I finally stumbled back to camp, the exhaustion catching up to me like the devil himself was on my heels… only a few more steps before I would collapse.

I dragged myself forward, even though every fibre in my body was screaming in protest. My muscles were aching from the long run through the forest… which was more to punish myself than to train.

I pushed harder with every mile, hoping my wolf would shut up, hoping the burn in my legs would drown out his voice.

But of course, it was all useless.

Before coming back, I had stopped by the stream nearby, but it had only pushed my wolf towards anger even after I had shifted back to my human self.

‘You deserve to drown.’

He had hissed into my heart, while I stood waist- deep in the cold stream, washing the grime and blood off my skin.

‘You lost control. You broke her. What kind of leader are you?’

I didn’t answer. I didn’t need to. We both knew what the truth was– I was a shitty commander, and even
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