Mikael was sitting in his office looking through a report from Diana. One of their pack members hadn’t been seen in a week. Thomas was not the most reliable of wolves, but he had never been gone this long before. Mikael had asked Diana to look into it, better safe than sorry.
‘The agent has arrived. I have sent her up to your office, Mike,’ Ben mind linked him.
‘You sent her up? Why didn’t you escort her?’ Mikael asked, surprised.
‘I think she can handle it, and besides, I think you will thank me,’ Ben told him.
‘What does that mean?’ Mikael asked. His beta didn’t make any sense.
‘You’ll see. I’m going to go with Diana and look at Thomas’ place,’ Ben then said.
‘I thought I was doing that,’ Mikael pointed out.
‘You have the meeting with the agent, and I would like some time with my mate,’ Ben told him.
‘It’s an investigation, not a date,’ Mikael scoffed.
‘Sure thing, Mike,’ his beta chuckled.
Mikael was just generally confused by the whole conversation. He was about to mind link his beta back and ask him to explain himself when he felt a hit of a scent that had his wolf stirring. It was too faint for him to focus on it, but it intrigued him.
He sat frozen in his office chair, trying to identify the scent. Pineapple, vanilla, and a hint of smoke? He thought. He was so wrapped up in trying to identify the scent that the knock on his door made him jump.
“Come in,” he said, trying to ignore the scent and focus on the meeting.
When the door opened, he got multiple shocks all at once. First, he realised it was Rayvin that walked into his office. Then, he realised that the scent was her scent. Lastly, his wolf informed him that this was the scent of his mate. Rayvin looked as surprised as he felt.
After he got over the first shock, he stood up and rounded his desk and crossed the space between him and Rayvin in seconds. He stopped just inches from her.
“Ray,” he almost whispered. He wanted to reach out and touch her, he wanted to kiss her. But he was afraid that if he did, he would find out that it was just an illusion.
“Hi Max,” Rayvin said with a small smile.
She had changed, Mikael thought as he let his eyes move over her. She was almost as tall as he was. Her body looked toned from what he could see through the black jeans, the unbuttoned jacket, and the sweater underneath it. But there were curves in all the right places.
Her blond hair had grown out and was tied up in a ponytail. What hadn’t changed was her eyes. They were still amber pools of fire that pulled him in. For a while they both stood, just locking into each other’s eyes.
“You are my mate,” he said and felt the biggest smile appear on his face.
“Apparently I am,” she smiled back.
Mikael couldn’t hold himself back any longer. He lifted his hand and placed it on her cheek. The sparks that danced over his hand made him smile even more. Rayvin tilted her head to lean into his touch.
It wasn’t a dream, Mikael thought, and the moment the thought registered in his mind, he pulled Rayvin into a tight embrace. He nuzzled into her neck and took her scent in. Rayvin hesitated for a split second, tensing up. Then she relaxed and Mikael felt her arms close around him.
“I have missed you,” he told her.
“I missed you too,” she said and rested her head on his shoulder.
“I have been looking for you,” he told her. He needed her to know that he didn’t forget her.
“I know, I’m sorry,” she said. That made him lift his head and look at her. Why was she sorry?
“You knew I was looking for you?” he asked her.
She sighed and lifted her head from his shoulder to meet his eyes.
“Yes,” she nodded.
“Why didn’t you come home if you knew I was looking?” he asked.
“I wanted to, but my life, my family… It’s complicated,” she told him.
Mikael could see the pain in her eyes and he wanted to pull her closer to him. He wanted to make the pain go away. But he realised they were standing half a step inside his office with the door wide open.
Whatever it was that had stopped Rayvin from coming home, it sounded like something they needed to talk about in private. Mikael considered his options. They could sit down in his office and talk things out.
But there was a high risk that they would be disturbed. There was always someone that wanted to talk to him. No, the better option was to go home and talk about it there, he thought. He smiled. He would finally bring Rayvin home. But first, he needed to do something.
“Come,” he told her and took her hand and led her over to his desk. He opened his top drawer and took out a small key. He used it to unlock the glass case on his desk.
“Is that…?” Rayvin asked as she looked at the content of the glass case with big eyes.
“Yes, it’s your necklace,” Mikael confirmed and took it out.
“I have had it on my desk to remind me of the promise I made you when you left,” he told her as he unclasped it and held it up, waiting for her to turn around so he could put it on her.
She shook her head.
“It’s yours,” she said.
“I would rather see it around your neck, where it belongs, than in a glass case on my desk,” he told her.
She hesitantly turned around and let him fasten it around her neck. Mikael saw how her hand came up and her fingers gently probed the pendant.
“Beautiful,” he told her, and had the pleasure of watching her blush.
“Let’s go home and talk,” he told her and reached out his hand. She took it and he smiled.
“Don’t you have work to do?” she asked and looked at his desk, which was covered in papers.
“Not today. I’m taking the afternoon off for the first time in eight years. I think the pack will survive,” he smiled as he led her out of the office and closed the door behind them. He started walking toward the stairs that led down to the entrance.
“I thought we were heading to your apartment,” Rayvin said.
She was looking over her shoulder toward the door that led to the apartment where his father had lived when he was alpha, as had every other alpha since the pack house had been built.
“I don’t live there. The memories, I just couldn’t,” Mikael said, and he felt her squeeze his hand.
He smiled at her, she understood. She and Ben were the only ones he had ever been open with about his childhood.
“I have built myself a home next to the pack house, and we turned the apartment into a research library,” he told her.
“I can’t wait to see it,” she smiled.
“We will get your luggage on the way. Where is it?” he asked as they walked downstairs.
“It’s in my car, but why are we getting it?” she wondered.
“Because you are staying in our home, of course. Wait, car? Did you drive here?” he stopped to ask.
“Yes,” she nodded. “But Max, we need to talk about this mate thing. I can’t. It’s not that easy,” she said.
“If you don’t feel comfortable sleeping in the same bed as me, I understand. I have several guest rooms, you can pick one,” he told her and started walking again.
“Is this your car?” he asked as they got to the parking lot and the only car there was a silver Toyota Prius.
“Yes,” she nodded and unlocked the car and grabbed a duffel bag out of the trunk. Mikael grabbed the bag from her.
“You drive a Prius? A silver Prius?” he asked.
“What of it?” she said, sounding defensive.
“Sweetie, that’s the most boring car there is,” he smiled.
“I know, that’s the point. If I’m tailing you in this, you won’t notice it, as you really don’t notice a silver Prius. If I were in one of those black monstrosities that most wolves drive, you would spot me in two seconds unless you were blind,” she huffed.
That actually made sense, Mikael thought. And it served as a reminder of why she was here. He felt a sudden impulse to say she had to give up the investigation. He couldn’t stand the thought of her being in danger.
Instead of telling her that, he pulled her to his side and started walking to his house. He was excited to show it to her.
“Alpha Mike!” a voice called out before they had left the parking lot.
Both Mikael and Rayvin froze, and Mikael could feel his mate tense up. Milly came hurrying from the pack house.
“Alpha Mike, I’m so happy I saw you. Do you have a moment to talk?” Milly asked and smiled one of her flirtatious smiles at him.
Mikael sighed. It was always the same with her. As soon as she saw him with another woman, regardless of the context, Milly had to get his attention and try to stake her claim on him. It didn’t matter how many times he and Ben had talked to her about stopping. She would cry and promise to stop, just to do the same thing the next time.
But this time it was bad, Mikael thought. This time it was Rayvin. She had been the one that had suffered the worst from Milly’s tries to get Mikael to mate her. Mikael had wanted to ban Milly from the pack. But as they couldn’t prove she did it on purpose, despite what he thought, he could do nothing. As alpha, he couldn’t use his power for personal vendettas. That would have made him just as bad as his father.
“Milly, now is not a good time. If it’s urgent, talk to your brother. If not, then I’ll talk to you tomorrow,” he told her and let go of Rayvin’s hand and wrapped his arm around her waist instead.
Milly noticed his action and looked at Rayvin for the first time. Her eyes grew bigger in surprise.
“Rayvin? What are you doing here? You are banned from the pack,” Milly said.
Mikael growled at her without realising he did it. He was almost as surprised by it as Milly looked. Rayvin placed an arm around his waist, mirroring his hold on her.
“Hello, Milly. It’s been a while. Since I’ve been talking to both your brother and Max and still haven’t been thrown out, I think I’m safe for now,” Rayvin smiled. The smile didn’t reach her eyes.
“The ban was lifted eight years ago. It was the first thing I did as alpha, you know that Milly,” Mikael said in a dark voice. He would not tolerate Milly getting in between him and Rayvin.
“Come, Ray, we should get going. Milly, talk to your brother,” he then said and turned around and started walking again.
“I’m sorry,” he said to Rayvin.
“It’s not your fault,” she shrugged.
“I would have thrown her out for what she did to you, but there was no evidence,” he said. He needed her to understand.
“I get it, Max, it’s okay,” she smiled at him.
‘I’m taking the afternoon off. I don’t want to be disturbed unless there is a body count of some sort.’ Mikael mind linked Ben.
‘I take it you liked the surprise,’ Ben replied, sounding smug.
‘She’s my mate, Ben,’ Mikael confessed. It felt unreal to put it into words.
“Well fuck, congrats, man. We finally got a luna. Should I get the pack together for the announcement?” Ben asked.
‘Let’s hold off on that. There are things we need to talk about. But Ben, I need you to talk to your sister. She already tried to do her usual thing. I won’t accept that shit this time. I can’t risk Ray feeling unwelcomed. I just got her back,’ Mikael told his beta.
‘Fuck. I’ll talk to her and I’ll make sure she understands,’ Ben promised.
‘Thank you. I’ll talk to you tomorrow,’ Mikael said, and cut off the connection. They were almost at the house and he started to get nervous that she wouldn’t like it.
Rayvin was walking in a daze, she registered that Mikael was mind linking someone, probably Ben, and took the moment to get her thought straight. When she had walked up to Mikael’s office, she had been more than nervous. She had been scared of what was waiting for her. Once she had reached the top floor, she had been distracted by a faint scent of freshly brewed coffee and honey. It had distracted her enough to get her to the alpha’s office and knock on the door. As she heard Mikael ask her to come in, she almost turned around. But she opened the door, and the scent had hit her full-on. Both her animals had let her know she had found her mate, the two of them were in total agreement. Rayvin had just stared at Mikael sitting behind his desk. He was her mate. As he had run up to her, she had thought he was about to kiss her, but they had just looked at each other. He had gotten older, but not in a bad way. The awkward teenager had been replaced by a man. He was muscular and moved wit
Mikael looked at Rayvin as she looked down on the beer bottle she was twisting in her hands. He knew she was nervous about what she was about to tell him. Whatever it was, it had her thinking that she could not be his mate. He had understood that much. Mikael didn’t want to belittle her problems, whatever they were. But he knew they would fix them together. He had no plans of letting go of her again. “Ray, I don’t care what you are about to say. Well, that didn’t sound right,” he sighed and rubbed his neck.“I do care because it seems important to you. What I’m trying to say is that it won’t change how I feel about you. You are my mate, and before you were my mate, you were my best friend. Nothing will change that,” he told her and placed his hand on her knee.She looked up at him with a serious face. She nodded, but he had a feeling that she didn’t believe him.“So, why can’t you be my mate?” he asked her. She looked surprised, and he had to chuckle.“I can read you like a book Ray
Rayvin was sitting in Mikael’s lap with his arms around her and listening to his heartbeat. It was soothing and relaxing. She still couldn’t wrap her head around the fact that Mikael had asked her to stay. After everything she had told him, he still wanted her to stay. She wondered if he would feel the same way after he had time to think. But at least she had given herself a couple of days to enjoy this. “Are you getting hungry?” Mikael asked her. “A little, but I think I have decided to take up permanent resident here,” she smiled.“I wouldn’t complain,” he chuckled and kissed her on top of her head. Rayvin’s phone started ringing. It was the melody to “Who’s afraid of the big bad wolf”. Mikael chuckled even more.“Sorry, I need to get this,” she told him and fished the phone out of her pocket. “Sure, you can use my office if you need privacy,” he said, still not letting go of her. “This will do,” she shrugged and shifted in his lap so she could lean back against his chest. “A
Rayvin was more nervous than she wanted to admit as they walked back to the pack house. Mikael had a firm grip on her hand and she tried to focus on the feeling of the sparks dancing over her skin where he touched her. This was a big step for her. She hadn’t even told her own pack what she was. Alpha Brutus knew, of course, as did his son and their gamma that had trained her. But that was it. Now she had told Mikael that he should tell everyone. It was scary, but she felt it was necessary. If she was going to do this, if she wanted to give this a real chance. She knew she couldn’t keep any secrets. Mikael seemed to notice her mood. He stopped before they got to the door and looked at her. “Are you okay with this?” he asked her. “I’m nervous, but okay,” she smiled at him. “You would tell me if you weren’t, right?” “Of course I would. When have I ever told you what you wanted to hear?” she said, tilting her head as she looked at him.“Good point,” he nodded, and started walking a
“Relax, Max, I didn’t expect you to be a monk. You’re an alpha, a good-looking one for that. I don’t care,” she chuckled and took a swipe of beer. He looked up at her. He still looked hesitant, as if it was a trap. Rayvin felt sorry for him and put her beer down and turned so that she faced him. “Listen to me, Max. I don’t care who you have seen or how many. As long as they are in the past, that’s where they will stay. Okay?” she said. He relaxed and smiled.“Okay,” he nodded, and took another sip of beer. “Besides, it’s not like I’m a virgin,” she said, making Mikael splutter out his beer and start coughing.“Are you okay?” she asked, worried.She let go of his hand and got up to gently pat him on the back.“You can’t say things like that,” he wheezed.“What? That I’m not a virgin? Do you have a problem with that?” she asked. Looking at him as he drew in a breath a little too quickly, which triggered another round of coughing. “No,” he finally got out. “But when you talk about it
“You have good reasons why you hold back Ray. I don’t have a problem with it. I’m happy,” Mikael smiled. Rayvin looked into his eyes and couldn’t help but to smile back. She was happy too, she never thought she would have this, and now she had Mikael. The thought was dizzying. “I really want to kiss you, Ray,” Mikael confessed.Rayvin acted before she had time to think it through too carefully. She put a hand on his shoulder and closed the distance between them. The moment their lips met sparks erupted throughout her body.Mikael seemed taken by surprise, but soon recovered and took a hold of her nape and deepened the kiss. His soft lips were demanding against hers, egging her on. His hand around her drew her in closer to him. As she let out a sigh in contentment, he let his tongue find its way into her mouth. Rayvin lost all concept of time as they kissed. Both her arms were wrapped around Mikael’s neck. His hand around her nape holding her tightly and with his other arm, he made
Rayvin happily continued eating. The food tasted amazing and she was hungry after the morning’s run. Mikael watched her eat.“What?” she asked when he continued.“Nothing, I just thought you had outgrown your sweet tooth and had gone all health nut,” he smiled, looking at her plate. It largely was covered in pancakes, fruit and syrup. There was a small pile of scrambled eggs and a good amount of bacon. She shrugged. “Why would I do that?” she asked.“Yeah, it sounded wrong the moment I heard myself say it,” he laughed and swiped a strip of bacon off her plate and started eating it.“Hey! Next time there will be a fork in your hand, alpha boy,” she warned him. He just laughed and kissed her. After they were finished eating, they headed up to Mikael’s office with Ben and Diana. Mikael led Rayvin over to the couch and sat next to her with his arm around her shoulders. “So, what did you find?” he asked Ben and Diana. “Everything looked okay. I have sent pictures to your email,” Dian
“You can shift your body temperature, you can drink scolding coffee, you have scales that act as armour,” Mikael started counting on his fingers. “I’m guessing you withstanding my father’s alpha command should be included,” he then added.Rayvin, that had been nodding up until then, frowned. “Not really, but kind of,” she said. “Could you be any vaguer?” he laughed.“Sorry,” she smiled. “I’m not used to talking about this, not even my alpha and I talk openly about it,” she admitted.“Am I making you uncomfortable?” he asked her.“No, I just realised that I don’t really know how to explain everything. It hasn’t exactly been explained to me. I just have learned along the way,” she smiled. “But let’s start with the alpha command. If you have a human in your pack, can you use the command on them?” she asked Mikael.“You know I can’t,” he huffed.“Why not?” she asked.“You know this Ray,” he said.“Yes, but tell me anyway,” she insisted.“The alpha command only works on shifters, as it
Mikael looked at his mate and he knew she would dig her heals in on this. She had the adorable wrinkle between her eyebrows. He would have enjoyed a small scuffle with her any other day. But not today, not with these stakes. “Ray,” he said in a warning voice. “Max.” She had mirrored his voice and stood looking at him. “You are not thinking about going in to that place,” he said.“I am.”“Forget about it. I will lock you in one of the cells before I let you do something like that,” he told her. She scoffed and walked up to him. She stood so close to him she had to tilt her head slightly to look him in the eyes. He could see every golden thread in her eyes. “Listen to me, Max. I love you, I respect you, but that does not mean you get to control me. I have told you from the start, I’m not a meek and obedient Luna. You told me that was okay, that I could be who I wanted. Well, this is who I am. I am the kind of Luna that won’t stand by when I know I can help. If it turns out the agent
“I knew she never really cared for me,” Mikael confirmed, and it tore at Rayvin’s heart. “But I never blamed her for it. You saw me as your successor, as a carbon copy of you. She saw me as a duty, a box to check as Luna. I understood this early on. It didn’t mean it was easy to live with. Do you remember the summer Grey, his sister and mother spent here? I dreamed about Lilly asking me if I wanted to go back with them when they left. I had never seen another Luna with her children. I thought our family was how all Alpha families were. But seeing her, how she treated her children and how often Alpha George called to check on his family and how much attention both Grey and Lotte got. It was eye opening and gut wrenching all at the same time,” Mikael explained. Rayvin could feel the old pain he carried through their mate bond. “I gave you everything. I made sure you grew up strong, not spoiled,” his father objected.“You gave me nothing. I had to earn everything, even your attention. T
After the call ended, Mikael got up with a grim look on his face. “I’ll make sure the preparations to move him are started,” he told Rayvin. Rayvin got up and took his hand. “Stop. Just pause for a second,” she said. He had blocked their mate bond again, but Rayvin didn’t need it to know he was hurting. “You and me are going for a run,” she added.“Ray, we can go after I get things started,” he objected, and she hated how tired he sounded. “No, I’m going to insist that we go right now. Don’t make me use the mate card, Max.” He looked at her for a moment and then nodded. “Thank you, love,” she said, giving him a soft kiss and leading him out into the forest. They stripped down and shifted. ‘Catch me if you can, I won’t even use my abilities,’ Rayvin mind linked Mikel before taking off. For an hour, he chased her all over the pack land. Finally, Rayvin let him catch her by the waterfall and they both lied down in the snow and watched the dancing water. ‘Feeling better?’ she asked. ‘
Rayvin was discussing the training of the warriors with Diana. They had brainstormed and had the idea of building an obstacle course in the woods. It would make it easy to train warriors in different conditions and if it was done correctly, it would be able to adapt to the level of the trainee. Rayvin’s phone rang. She looked at it and saw an unknown number. There wasn’t anything strange about it. She hadn’t added all members of the pack’s numbers to her phone. “Rayvin,” she answered, not knowing if it was someone from the pack or a human. “Explain yourself, Rayvin,” someone shouted. Diana could hear it on the other side of the table and raised an eyebrow. “Hello, uncle. Yes, I have had a good day. How about you?” Rayvin said in a calm voice. She had never heard her uncle this upset before. It had to mean the actions the packs had taken were having an effect. “Stop playing games. What the fuck have you done? Why are our investments dropping like stones in the ocean?” he asked in a
Mikael looked at the report on his computer screen and frowned. He made sure to check his protective barrier toward Rayvin was in place. He didn’t want her to worry or blame herself. Mikael had sent Ben away to go to the pack doctor with Diana. It was time for the first official checkup. He heard to door open, and he didn’t need to lock up, he didn’t even need to rely on the exotic smell that grew stronger as his mate made her way to him. Rayvin was the only one who would enter his office without asking for permission. Not even Ben or Diana did it. But there was no ceremony between Mikael and Rayvin. She walked up to him and sat at his desk. He looked up at her and smiled as he placed his hand on her knee. As always, his hands always sought out contact with her. “Hi,” she said. “Hi.” She looked at him as if she was waiting for something. When nothing happened, she shook her head.“Are you ready to talk about it or do you need to brood some more?” she asked.“What are you talking abo
The party was in full swing, and Rayvin was having fun. For one night, it was good for the pack to let go of everything that was going on and just enjoy themselves. She and Mikael were making the rounds around the room, talking to people and making sure everyone was having a good time. “Vinny, it’s time for us to leave,” Luna Bella said and gave Rayvin a hug.“Thanks for coming, Bee. And thank you for lending me your stylist,” Rayvin said, giving Mickey a hug as well. “It was fun, it brought back a lot of memories,” Luna Bella told her. Mikael and Rayvin followed the party from the Blackmoon pack to their car and waved them off. “We have been at the party for almost three hours,” Mikael informed Rayvin as he closed his arms around her. “I didn’t know you were keeping track,” she said with a smile.“Three hours must be enough, don’t you think? No one would miss us if we didn’t go back,” he continued. “Tired already? I knew you were a little older than me, but you are losing your s
“Are you nervous?” Luna Bella asked as Mickey did Rayvin’s makeup. “Definitely,” Rayvin confessed and squirmed a little in her seat. “Don’t be, it will go perfectly,” Diana reassured her, and took another sip of the sparkling cider. Rayvin had decided they all were drinking cider instead of champagne. “You look amazing, if I may say so myself. It’s easy when working with people like you and Bee,” Mickey said. Rayvin was thrilled that he, Logan, Luna Bella and Alpha Graham had made the trip to Whiteriver to attend her Luna ceremony. She was even more grateful that Mickey had volunteered to help her get ready. He was an amazing stylist. Mickey had made Rayvin’s blond hair form into loose waves that cascaded down her shoulders and back. He had put soft makeup on her face, but as a contrast put gold eyeliner in an extended cat eye. It made her amber eyes stand out and gave her a warrior look. “Time for the dress,” Diana said, excitedly. Rayvin had listened to everyone and ordered her
It was Wednesday afternoon, Rayvin and Diana walked up to a tidy-looking town house in the human town. Diana was carrying a gigantic apple pie. Rayvin had asked the kitchen to make it for the bookclub she and Diana had been invited to. She had, unfortunately, forgotten to tell them it was meant for humans. They had made it with werewolf appetite in mind. ‘Ready?’ Rayvin mind linked Diana.‘No, are you sure I need to be here?’ Diana asked. ‘If I have to be here, you have to,’ Rayvin insisted and rang the doorbell. Mrs Goldstein opened the door with a big smile on her face. “Hello, Mrs Goldstein. This is my friend Diana Quickpaw,” Rayvin said.“Hello, nice to meet you. And please, we aren’t that formal here. Call me Ruth.”“thank you for inviting us, Ruth. We brought some apple pie,” Diana said. “Oh my,” Ruth said, looking at the giant thing in Diana’s hands. “You two know we are just six persons in the book club and it’s a one-day event,” she then giggled and took the apple pie fro
“What do you think?” Rayvin asked Mikael when they were alone again. “I like him. I have a feeling Gray will get two new pack members soon,” he said. “You think Milly will make a permanent move?” she asked and leaned against him. He pulled her closer and kissed her neck.“I think so. She seems to be happy there, and he has a good job in the area. I can’t say I’m sorry to see her go. But I am happy that she has found her place in life. If nothing else, it will make Ben’s life easier,” he said.“You’re right, Ben will have other things to deal with soon,” Rayvin said with a smile. “And I agree with you. I think he will make a good addition to a pack. It’s easy to see he is just as much in love with her as she is with him. They make a good couple,” she added. “One less problem. I think this is the beginning of a new trend. Our problems will start to untangle and go away from now on,” he told her. “Don’t jinx it, honey,” she joked. “Do you have anything else planned for today?” he as