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Ian 2
IAN POV
"Mom, ...MOM. Please just stop. Go," I order as embarrassment and anger rage within me.
Mom gives me a sad face that breaks my heart, but I can't force myself to apologize. I'm sick of this. I'm sick of needing assistance to piss!
"Okay, well, just call if you need me," mom mumbles, and I feel like I just kicked a dang puppy.
As soon as my door shuts, I repeatedly punch my immobile thighs. I can't take this. I can't live like this. I want to rewind time. I want to stop the older man from ever pulling me out of Ray's mustang. I want to scream at him to leave me there with my buddies, let me burn with them. I was the driver. I was the one they both entrusted with their safety. I killed them and crippled myself. God's punishment, probably.
"What the crap Ian?? Your mother is in the kitchen crying," Dad yells through my door before opening it.
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