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Colt 18
COLT POV
"Throw them down the sink right now," I practically growl, and Janelle's eyes snap open.
I stare at her in the vanity mirror, and she stares back like a trapped deer. I have no idea how she hasn't realized I have been watching her. I heard her feet when she ran from the kitchen. I saw her sob on her bed. I witnessed her walk as if in a daze to her bathroom. I watched her pour the entire bottle of painkillers into her palm. And I heard her apologize to our Lord.
I have never been more hurt and more terrified in my life. If I hadn't been here this morning, the woman I love could have been as dead as her twin sister. My heart and my head are at war. I want to scream at her for ever considering hurting herself. I also want to hug her. I want to cry and tell her how much it would kill me to lose her forever.
"Colt, I....," Janelle starts, but I cut her off.
"Throw. Th
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