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Lillian’s POV "I never thought I would walk again," I muttered, tears welling in my eyes. "I mean, with the lack of proper treatments, hope seemed impossible..." It was hard to believe, there was even a chance. I had always dreamed of walking again, but I would never dare to believe it could be real. "Well, I'll contact a specialist who can help you," The doctor said, smiling warmly. "You'll undergo a lot of therapy, and I'll also recommend seeing a therapist to help you through this mentally as well.” "Thank you," I whispered, a sob escaping. I shouldn't be crying, but the happiness was overwhelming. I never expected to hear such good news, let alone after the recent incident. Everything was happening so fast. "You'll be scheduled with a physiotherapist at the appropriate time," the doctor added. "You're going to walk again, Lily..." Alexander murmured, his eyes bright with happiness. I wished my father was here to finally see me get at least an ounce of happiness. "I want th
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Lilian's POVHis face grew more shocked with each passing second. "You want to be with me?" His brows furrowed in disbelief. "Yes," I gripped his hands, my answer filled with desperation. "Lilian, what's wrong?" He asked, squinting at me. "You're acting strange." "You want me to be with you, right?" I asked, my teary eyes widened. "Of course. I have wished to be with you for years now," He smiled, squeezing my hands lightly."But I know you don't want to be with me. You even said you didn't...love me," Alexander replied, hurt evident in his voice. "I don't understand this sudden change. What happened?"He released my hands and gently cupped my face. "Are you afraid of something?" He asked, studying me in concern. I didn't know what to say at that moment. Should I tell him that I wanted this because of Dustin's harassment? Wouldn't he hate me for trying to take advantage of him? Wouldn't he see me as some liability, especially since I had already claimed not to be Jessica?"Lili
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Saved To Be A Substitute No Feelings, No Intimacy
Lillian's POVI felt an ominous feeling but with a few looks around, nothing seemed off. I continued laughing, trying to shake off the feeling, but I couldn't. It felt like I was being paranoid because of everything that had happened recently, but there was still this nagging feeling gnawing at me.Slowly, I glanced in the direction where I thought the stranger was hiding. I was certain I saw a man with a black suit, quickly ducking behind a tree."Alex!" I shouted, unintentionally letting go of the firefly and pointing at the tree."What is it?" He asked, darting his gaze to where I was pointing."There is someone there, watching us." I replied, my voice shaking as a new found fear filled me."There's no one there," He answered, still looking at the spot."Alexander, I'm not lying. I saw someone there," I insisted, still keeping my finger pointed at the tree. "I don't want to leave you here..." Alexander muttered, stepping behind me. "It might be a trap to lure me away from you. I
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Alexander's POVHer request caught me off guard. While I hadn't planned on doing anything with her without approval, the demand for no affection seemed a bit extreme."What do you think?" She asked, a small smile forming on her lips.I didn't know what to say at that moment and had to stay silent for a bit. Was it possible for me to be with her without any attachment?"Alex," She called.I was about to respond when a knock came on the door. "Come in," I urged, standing to my feet. "Who is there?" Lilian asked a slight fear in her voice. "Don't panic, it might just be the doctor," I said to her. "By this time," She gasped. I glanced at my watch and it was midnight. The door creaked open, and the doctor walked. "Sorry for interrupting," He apologized, his head bowing slightly. "There's no problem. But do you need something?" I questioned, squinting at him. "No, but the physiotherapist has arrived," the doctor replied. "What? Why would the physiotherapist be here at this time?"
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Saved To Be A Substitute His Vow
Lilian's POVI was a bit taken aback by the consequence of breaking the clauses. Something in me didn't sit well with it but it made a lot of sense. It was exactly what I wanted.Although Alexander was a great man and all, I knew that he was showing me such affection not because he truly liked me. He was just loving my appearance. I just reminded him of his late fiancée."Is that okay with you?" He questioned."Sure. I'm going to ensure that I keep my own end of the deal. I will never break any of those clauses," I replied with a beam."Good." He nodded."It is a three-year contract," He added, taking the papers from the nightstand beside my bed. "I'm sure that it is enough time for you to get your revenge, and for me to move on..."I could hear the hesitation in his voice as he spoke. It was truly awful loving someone that you could never be with."Is that enough time to do everything you want to do? Or should I tell my lawyer to extend the time?" He questioned, mistaking my brief si
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Saved To Be A Substitute A Perfect Body
Lillian's POV“Dr. Kennedy seems like the type who detests lateness, so let me get you into the bathroom quickly,” He said, reaching for my hand. “No!” I pulled my hand back, a warmth rising in my cheeks. “I don't need you to do that…”His facial expression softened as he studied me, “It wouldn't feel right for me to be here, while you struggle alone in the bathroom."I swallowed hard, “I understand, but it wouldn't be appropriate for you to bathe me,” The words seemed awkward as they left my mouth, but bathing me seemed too close, too personal. “Oh,” He murmured, his hands dropping to his sides. “I'm sorry, I didn't mean to overstep.”“No, you didn't overstep," I said softly. “You are just trying to be considerate. I appreciate that,” I said, smiling softly. He nodded, then said, “I'll call a nurse to help you. Will that be okay?" “A female nurse, please,” I quickly added, hoping he would understand my hesitation. “Of course," He replied, flashing me a reassuring smile. “Give me
Last Updated : 2024-10-31Saved To Be A Substitute Affectionate Gestures
Lillian's POV “What?” He gasped, his expression genuinely astounded. “I mean…you've kissed me twice…and that's a bit intimate. I mean… “I stuttered, struggling to find the right words. A warm and soft chuckle escaped him, before he leaned in, pressing his lips to the back of my hand once more. “This is just me being a gentleman. There are no emotions attached,” He smiled. “Besides, it's a crime not to admire a beautiful woman when you see one.” A burning sensation spread on my cheeks at his words. “You're just exaggerating,” I muttered, lowering my face to hide my blush. “I'm not that beautiful…” “What do you mean?” He asked, reaching for my chin. He lifted it and said, “All I see here is beauty. No part of you isn't beautiful, freckles…” “Freckles?” I gasped. “Your freckles are beautiful, every part of you is outstanding. Like I said earlier, you should never think otherwise,” He beamed, letting go of my chin. “And anyway, I didn't kiss you on your lips. I d
Last Updated : 2024-10-31Saved To Be A Substitute Sensation In The Joints
Lilian's POV. I was wheeled to a room, and there I met a doctor. I guessed he was the physiotherapist. He looked quite young, younger than I expected. “Good morning, Miss Lillian,” He flashed a friendly smile. “I hope you had a great night,” Recalling the night I had almost made my head spin. There was nothing great about it except my stroll with Alexander. “It was good,” I lied through my teeth. “Okay,” He smiled. “My name is Dr. Nathan Kennedy, and I'll be your physiotherapist. We are going to be seeing ourselves a lot and I hope that our efforts together will bring exceptional results. “I hope so too,” I sighed. “Good,” He grinned. “Now, let's get you on the bed.” Alexander took me to the bed and laid me gently on it. “This is supposed to be a private session, but if you want Mr. McQueen to be here with you, then I can permit that,” He said. I glanced at Alexander, and I knew that I needed him. I felt very nervous and didn't want to be alone. “I woul
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Saved To Be A Substitute Keep A Secret
Alexander's POV. "What did you just say?" I gasped, lifting my head. "A secret ad...admirer?"My mind instantly went to Dustin. I couldn't believe that the bastard refused to relent despite my warning to him, yesterday."Is it Dustin Stone?" I asked the delivery man."Sir, I'm not supposed to reveal the identity of the sender," he replied firmly. "Please sign, so I can leave.""Is the sender Dustin?" I repeated, unrelenting."I don't want to get fired—""How much do you want?" I asked, enticing him. "I'll give you enough to quit this job and live a better life."The delivery man swallowed hard, lowering his gaze for a moment. He seemed to be thinking about my offer."Okay," He agreed with a nod. "Come in," I said, letting him inside. I closed the door behind me and dropped the box on the floor. "Do you know what is inside?" I asked, squinting at the box. "It's a vase," he replied, glancing down at it. "He attached a message to it, stating how beautiful she was and she could put
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Alexander's POV."What is it?" Lillian asked, snapping me out of my thoughts. "Is it an invitation or something?"I swallowed the lump in my throat and let out a sharp sigh."It's not an invitation," I replied, trying to mask my nervousness. "It's just Martin telling me my partners were upset that I left the party abruptly and didn't return.""Since we weren't opening the door, he decided to write it out," I added, lying smoothly."I guess that must be my fault...I mean, you not returning to the party," Lillian muttered, her tone laced with guilt. "I'm sorry...""Don't apologize, Freckles," I said softly. "You did nothing wrong."I walked over to where our clothes were scattered and grabbed my pants, slipping the envelope and letter into the pocket discreetly, hoping she wouldn't notice."Are you sure it's just about your partners being upset?" Lillian asked, her voice tinged with concern."Yes." I nodded. "It's just that I have to pacify them, which requires some work. But it's noth
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Alexander's POV.I knew at that moment, I had broken through her resolve. Her hands reached for my face, and she kissed me back with the same intensity. I began to wonder if I was taking the right path instead of just having a conversation.I didn't want to act like Dustin who would take advantage of her with every chance he got.I broke the kiss and held her hands on my face."Nothing is going on between Eva and me," I muttered, seizing the opportunity. "Dustin drugged her at the party, so she could help him with his company. I just couldn't leave her in that state."Her expression remained unreadable after my explanation, so I continued."I took to my Mom's house because she was unwilling to pick her up. I'm sorry if it seemed like we were having any interaction," I said with an apologetic tone. "Eva wasn't in her right state of mind.""Also, I forgot about the party, that's why I didn't tell you. Martin reminded me, but I thought you wanted some space, so I didn't call you," I expl
Saved To Be A Substitute Lillian, Please Listen…
Alexander's POV"Why would you do that?" I asked, feeling a surge of worry and frustration."I'm sorry sir," Martin apologized, his tone dripping with guilt. "She was worried about you. She said you weren't answering her calls." I grunted in frustration, "I put my phone on 'do not disturb' for a few hours. I think she called during that time. Damn it!""My apologies again sir. She was persistent and I felt guilty to see her so worried," Martin explained.My heart hammered in my chest, feeling a pang of guilt. I shouldn't have shut her out like that. Maybe she had just wanted to talk or help me calm down. Now, it seemed like I'd ignored her."But...I didn't see her at the party," I said, trailing off as a horrifying realization struck me."Oh no!" Panic surged as I abruptly pulled over at the side of the road."What is it, sir?" Martin asked, nervously. "Did something happen to Mrs Jessica...I mean Lillian.""I think...she saw us," I muttered through my gritted teeth."Saw you and who
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Alexander's POVI was shocked to see him here. How did he get in? I never added his name to the list.My gaze remained fixed on both of them, but neither noticed me."Should I interfere or just walk away?" I muttered to myself, contemplating.I didn't feel like intervening in anything that involved Eva. I was already enjoying my evening since she left me alone. But, it wouldn't be fair to leave her with this bastard.I knew Dustin was never up to any good, and the way he was dragging her looked so forceful."Dustin!" I yelled, and he stopped for a moment.He looked at me, narrowing his eyes."Why are you always getting in my way?" He sneered. "Just move along. This isn't any of your business.""How is this not my business?" I snapped, walking hastily toward them. "Let her go now!"Before I could reach them, he released her and she almost fell to the floor. I caught her just in time, but that's when I realized she was drunk."Alexander," She whispered, reaching for my face. "My love, y
