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Chapter 11 " Talk "
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2024-10-29 19:42:56" Hi " I said like a 12 year old girl feeling giddy because her crush is finally talking to her. My head feels light and my mood is the same. Though, my lola has made my sister cried once again it doesn't ruin my positive mood today. I felt guilty actually because while here I am busy with my own love life. It feels like I forgotten my responsibility as an elder sister and a mother to Abby. Pero naiisip ko para rin naman samin to. Of course, I like Elijah but there's still a tiny motive in my heart that speaks about wanting money. I still desire to leave this kind of life.
Sounding like a gold digger I don't care anymore. Ginagawa ko rin naman to para samin ni Abby hindi lang para sa sarili ko.Thinking about my father provokes me even more to execute my plan.My plan is too simple. I will seduce Elijah to make him fall in love with me. To the point that he will give everything that I needed. Live with him and if it is possible build a family with him taking Abby with me
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