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Chapter Nine: The Kiss
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There was a part of me, the wounded and broken part of me that warned me to stay away from him but I couldn't let go. I wanted him with me, I wanted this moment, this kiss and everything it was giving me. Despite the war going on between my head and my heart a part of me sensed that he would never hurt me but I believed the same thing about Bryce. His kisses were getting deeper and more intense and my body was clearing giving him the signals that it wanted more. I hardly knew him and what he offered me right now was raw passion laced with lust. I continued kissing him knowing that I was in far more trouble than I could handle. I had only seen him twice and already I was willing to do whatever he asked of me. I felt like I was losing control with him and as the images of Bryce came flooding back to the surface I pushed him away.“Please stop.” I gushed with a ragged breath. He looked startled and confused then quickly apologized. “I’m sorry. I thought you wanted me to kiss you?” I loo
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We ate our lunch, making conversation and enjoying each other's company. It felt like we were actually getting to know each other more. I knew there was no reason for me to rush back to the office as I no longer had any afternoon patients to see.“Are you ready to go?” He asked quietly. I shook my head yes while mentally saying no. We walked to the car hand in hand, which made me feel safe knowing he wanted to try at working on a relationship with me. As we got into the car I felt a sadness come over me. Was this impromptu lunch really ending? I turned to look at him as he put the car in drive and headed towards my office. As if he could feel my gaze on him he looked at me and smiled.“I want to take you out Friday night. Are you free?” The smile on his face as he asked me out on another date was vibrant. I looked up into his blue-green eyes and saw them shining with a bright sparkle. I quickly made a mental note about today's date and recalled that I had a speaking engagement this F
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As we left the clinic I took the lead and escorted us towards the garage elevators only to have him gently grab my hand and pull me in the opposite direction. As we made our way to the valet parking area I began to get nervous.“You didn’t have to valet park,” I told him.He smiled but didn’t say a word. We walked hand in hand towards valet services and I admitted to myself that it felt good holding his hand. It was a warm and secure feeling making his presence beside me feel safe. Despite him holding my hand and feeling his warmth I wondered why he was here with me now. We had not spoken or seen in each other in a month and now all of a sudden I get a lunch invite. I glanced down at our hands entwined with one another and saw that his hands twice the size of mine swallowing mine whole. When we arrived down valet services I noticed the many stares we were receiving. At first, I tried to ignore the stares because I knew people could idenftify who he was. I also grew subconscious of be
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There was a part of me, the wounded and broken part of me that warned me to stay away from him but I couldn't let go. I wanted him with me, I wanted this moment, this kiss and everything it was giving me. Despite the war going on between my head and my heart a part of me sensed that he would never hurt me but I believed the same thing about Bryce. His kisses were getting deeper and more intense and my body was clearing giving him the signals that it wanted more. I hardly knew him and what he offered me right now was raw passion laced with lust. I continued kissing him knowing that I was in far more trouble than I could handle. I had only seen him twice and already I was willing to do whatever he asked of me. I felt like I was losing control with him and as the images of Bryce came flooding back to the surface I pushed him away.“Please stop.” I gushed with a ragged breath. He looked startled and confused then quickly apologized. “I’m sorry. I thought you wanted me to kiss you?” I loo
Safe Chapter Nine: The Kiss
I was surprised to learn that he had a younger sister and that his parents were still happily married and living in Florida. He proceeded to tell me that his sister recently got married and moved to Seattle. The way he talked about his family showed that he truly cared about them especially his sister. “You must really miss them?” He looked up at me but you could tell he wasn’t really looking at me. It was as if he was thinking about something from the past or remembering his family. “I do miss them. I try to visit them as often as I can but with my job it’s kind of difficult.” I nodded understanding what he meant. I continued asking him questions about his sister and parents and was surprised to learn more about him as a person. In watching him talk about his family I discovered a lot about his character and who he really was. He was more than a famous football player. He believed that his family saw him as just a son and brother and that was all he needed to be happy. I slowly reali
