I could hear the faint sound of the alarm clock going off as I slowly opened my eyes to see the bright sun shining in. I smiled to myself knowing that for the first time in two years I met someone and was happy about it. I nudged Karsyn who was sleeping beside me and told her that it was time we got up and started our day. She moaned and groaned in protest but eventually made her way to the bathroom. "Thanks for coming with me last night," she said. I peeked my head in the bathroom and smiled, "Thanks for making me go." She smiled knowing how much I enjoyed myself last night. I made my way to the kitchen to start the coffee and look at some of my personal emails that I had been avoiding. As I prepared the coffee Karsyn walked in and reminding me of the face I had made when I saw Jayce's text message. "So how many times have you looked at that message?" I couldn't help but turn bright red and before I could even respond she continued. "If you hear from him you better let me know," she
I sat on the bed crying for what felt like hours as I started recalling past memories of Bryce. Why would he call me, knowing how thing ended between us. These past two years I have worked hard on making myself feel safe. Now with one phone call I feel as if he had some ulterior motive for calling me. I looked down at my hands and noticed they were closed up and shaking. I began taking deep breaths when I heard my front door open. I heard Karysn call out my name as the door clicked closed behind her. I wiped the tears from my face to prevent her from seeing me but as I began wiping the evidence she walked through the bedroom door. "What happened? Did he cancel the date?" She looked confused when she saw me and sat down beside me. I tried to regain my composure before speaking but felt another wave of tears begin to rise. "Bryce called me," I told her quietly. "What? Why would he call you?" You could see the confusion all over her face. She was quietly contemplating her questions. "I
The drive to the Italian restaurant was quite enjoyable. His cologne was intoxicating and swirling around me. The smell of his cologne was all over the car making it hard to think. As his scent filled the air I couldn't help but inhale deeply. The deep breaths were bringing back memories. The cologne he was wearing was one of my favorites but if I were being honest I’d never actually smelled it on anyone before. The first time I had smelled that cologne I was at Macy’s shopping for Bryce. At that time I had no clue what to get him as he had more than enough money to buy himself whatever he wanted.That year I opted for cologne as it was easy enough and it was something he could return if needed. Of course I should have known nothing would ever be that easy when it came to Bryce. When he opened the gift he made a snide remark about the cologne and decided to give it to one of his buddies on the team. When I found out he had gifted my gift to someone else it hurt my feelings. According
We were sitting in a small room in the back of a quiet family owned Italian resturant. I was surprised to see the owner of the resturant talk to Jayce as if he had known him for quite some time. There was hardly anyone in the place but the atmosphere was pleasant and quaint. "I know it's a small place but they have some of the greatest food and I wanted a place where we could have some private quiet time," he said as I stared at his blue-green eyes. I smiled and knew that given his popularity and who he was, finding some place quiet would be difficult but it appeared as if he had gotten exactly what he wanted. "It's perfect," I told him as I smiled and looked down at the menu. We sat in silence for a moment then he cleared his throat and wanted to reassure me that he chose this place for privacy. He was quite specific in wanting to make sure we would not be interrupted and as he spoke I realized how difficult his life must be. People were always approaching him no matter where he was
I was surprised to learn that he had a younger sister and that his parents were still happily married and living in Florida. He proceeded to tell me that his sister recently got married and moved to Seattle. The way he talked about his family showed that he truly cared about them especially his sister. “You must really miss them?” He looked up at me but you could tell he wasn’t really looking at me. It was as if he was thinking about something from the past or remembering his family. “I do miss them. I try to visit them as often as I can but with my job it’s kind of difficult.” I nodded understanding what he meant. I continued asking him questions about his sister and parents and was surprised to learn more about him as a person. In watching him talk about his family I discovered a lot about his character and who he really was. He was more than a famous football player. He believed that his family saw him as just a son and brother and that was all he needed to be happy. I slowly reali
There was a part of me, the wounded and broken part of me that warned me to stay away from him but I couldn't let go. I wanted him with me, I wanted this moment, this kiss and everything it was giving me. Despite the war going on between my head and my heart a part of me sensed that he would never hurt me but I believed the same thing about Bryce. His kisses were getting deeper and more intense and my body was clearing giving him the signals that it wanted more. I hardly knew him and what he offered me right now was raw passion laced with lust. I continued kissing him knowing that I was in far more trouble than I could handle. I had only seen him twice and already I was willing to do whatever he asked of me. I felt like I was losing control with him and as the images of Bryce came flooding back to the surface I pushed him away.“Please stop.” I gushed with a ragged breath. He looked startled and confused then quickly apologized. “I’m sorry. I thought you wanted me to kiss you?” I loo
POV: JayceOne month later in October...“Jayce, what the hell is taking you so long? What are you thinking about man?” I put down the set of weights and turned to look at Tuck. “Sorry Tuck, I had a rough night. I tossed and turned all night.” Tuck sat beside me on the bench. “Please tell me you at least got laid before going home?” I got up from the bench and picked up another set of weights, “Nope, sorry to disappoint you man.” He shook his head in disapproval. There was no point explaining to him why I wasn’t sleeping because he wouldn’t understand. Ever since that day a month ago all I could do was think about her. She’s the reason I’d been losing sleep.I wondered what she was doing and how life was going for her since we last spoke. My parting words to her were cruel and insensitive. I could see the hurt in her eyes, yet in that moment I didn’t care. I knew it was unfair of me to ask her to trust me but it’s something I’ve struggled with myself. If I were truly being honest I’d
POV: AlexaI opened the door to the office and saw Marcy our receptionist answering phones. As I walked in she waved her hands indicating she needed to speak to me so I waited for her to put the caller on hold. “Good Morning Alexa. I wanted to let you know that one of your consults cancelled for today so you only have two.” I dreaded slow days and now that there was one less patient on the schedule which meant a slow day indeed. “Thanks Marcy. Which appointment cancelled?” She looked down at her list and explained that the nine a.m. appointment cancelled. I thanked her once more and made my way to my office.As I rounded the coffee bar I heard David making conversation with one of the physicians. I quickened my pace as I didn’t want him to see me. For months now he has be trying to get me to go out on a date with him but I kept giving him excuses. There wasn’t anything wrong with David, it's just that don’t think dating someone you work with would be a good idea. To be fair David was