give me a chance

Aria

I tossed and turned all night thinking about what I had said to my twin. My wolf was so angry with me that it was like she was locked away in the corner of my mind. Nothing I could do or say to force her back to me. I couldn’t believe I had pushed him away. I didn’t even give him a chance. Maybe I could let him back in my life. He never hurt me; he just was never there. I bit my lip as guilt ate at me. I wondered to myself if I should call him back and apologize. I couldn’t get over how much he looked so much like a father. The pain shooting through my chest told me I should let go of what or who he looked like. As long as he did not act like him it shouldn’t matter. He was my brother, not just my brother. My fraternal twin. And I knew deep in my heart that he was a good man. Or he was five years ago. I hoped that he hadn’t changed.

I rolled onto my back and glared at the ceiling, would he like Eli. Would he still love him, even though he hadn't got to meet him? Was I a bad