I must not be the type of soul that people want to save. There has to be something wrong with me. My parents turned their backs on me when I was still a pup. Walking away from being parents. That’s not normal for wolves. Most wolves crave being in a pack. Having pups is part of the DNA of a wolf. Yet my parts just walked away like it never mattered that I existed. Then falling for my ex-husband even when he wasn’t my mate and allowing him to break me physically and emotionally, mentally. I must attract the bad, there’s no other reason I can think of that he would come back here today and rush me when I left for work. Ranting and raving about how lucky I am that he wasn’t killing me for getting him locked up before. I hadn’t heard he had made bail. He threw me into the house and grabbed my arm, breaking it with how strong he was. My wolf hiding , not wanting to come forward and protect me from this monster. She was weak, submissive, she was too afraid to come out and protect herself.
Braylin Ten Years Ago I wring my hands together in front of me, my nerves firing on all cylinders. I feel like my anxiety is about to take over, yet I know I have to do this. I have to talk to the one man in the world that understands me better than anybody; the person who has always been there for me: my father. After Mom left us when I was five, I never wanted to disappoint him the way she did, but I'm honestly afraid I'm about to do more than disappoint him. How do you tell your father that his sixteen year old daughter is confused about everything that she is? How do you tell him that you don't understand what is going on in your own mind? That the feelings you feel are so overwhelming that you want to follow them. That's not a choice. Should I feel ashamed? Should I feel guilty? I'm not even sure how I feel. I just know that I am confused and everything inside of me is screaming for me to follow my urges. Only my dad could possibly be the one to answer and tell me it's ok
Aria Five years ago Last night was the most magical night of my life. After all these years of crushing on Jasper James Kallager, Alpha of the Seattle Wolf Pack, had approached me. He had pulled me into the woods at his birthday party. He pushed me up against a tall oak tree, pressing his hard body against the softness of mine, I bite my lip as I remember thinking there was no way this was happening. The man I have loved since I was four was touching me. He was only a few months older than me and my twin and his Beta, Asher. But I had loved him since we were kids. I smile as I remember the feeling of him against my body, The thoughts were making me melt again. I could feel my body waking up wanting his. I moaned softly at the thought of his lips pressed against mine in a soft kiss. The thought of his hands sliding into my hair and angling my head just to his liking and devouring my lips. My hand comes up and I touch my lips. I could feel how swollen they were and could feel them
Aria *****Trigger Warning*****⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ physical verbal and mental abuse in this chapter. your mental health is important. if this is an issue please please please avoid this chapter. How could you be so stupid? He would never love you. Worthless. Stupid. I berate myself as I get out of my car. I called Asher’s phone, I just needed to hear his voice, my twin was the one person next to Lori who had just moved to Nashville for college that could calm me down. I bite my lip and cry as my calls keep going to voicemail. I shake my head and lay the phone in the passenger seat. I close the door and leave the keys in the ignition. It wouldn’t take but a minute to get what I needed. I let myself into the house via the side door. I wipe my eyes as I grab water from the fridge. I take a sip to calm my nerves. I wasn’t going to let this break me. My wolf was going crazy inside me. I have been through enough with my father the last few years. Jasper wasn’t going to break me. I couldn’t
Jasper Five years ago. I shake my head. I had woken up after the best night of my entire life in the arms of the girl I have always loved. Aria Elaine Baker. I bite my lip and grin at the thought of my best friend's twin sister. My beautiful fated mate. The Goddess had blessed me with such a beautiful shy curvy woman. Short black curls that framed the curve of her face. She had the brightest green eyes that always lit up as she would read those smutty romance novels like they were her job. I never thought I would deserve a woman like her. After the morning I’ve had, I still doubt it. My fucking crazy ex had hacked my F******k account and posted that we were engaged. I couldn't believe it. I had left as soon as I woke up at four am and found it on my phone. I had left as quietly as possible, leaving Aria in my bed and drove to Rhea’s house and confronted her. It was eight am now and I couldn’t believe the hell I had gone through in the last four hours. I ended up having to convin
"I’m Jasper Kallager, my bonded mate Aria Baker was just brought in via ambulance. Can you tell me anything? Please.” The nurse looks up and smiles softly as she types in the information to the computer. She grimaces before looking up at me. “Your mate has been rushed into emergency surgery. I’ll make a note that you are here so the doctor working on her can come out and tell you what’s happening when he gets a chance. Don’t feel like we are pushing you off.” She glances at the screen and reads the chart. “She coded in the ambulance three times on the way here.” “I don’t know what that means.” I whisper. My throat closing at the thought. “She stopped breathing multiple times. They brought her back each time. But the doctors are working on her now. As soon as we know more the doctor will come out and inform you. If you want to go wait in the surgical waiting room. I’ll let them know you are here. Is any more of her family coming?” I shake my head and push away from the desk.
Aria Remember your mental health is important. and if anything triggers you please focus on yourself. ❤️❤️ Five Years Ago. I woke up slowly. The pain radiating throughout my body was unbearable, but I refused to cry out. I could hear an incessant beeping next to me. I couldn’t open my eyes yet. I could see bright lights around me but the pain radiating from my head caused me to not want to open my eyes. My wolf is completely silent in my mind. The pain was unbelievable. How am I even alive? I wonder to myself. I slowly wince my eyes open against the glare of an overhead light. I hear the incessant beeping speed up and turn my head to the sound. My brow furrows in confusion. A heart monitors. How? What? I glance around and find myself alone. I look down and find my leg in the air, a cast up to my knee. A cast around my arm and shoulder of one arm and a brace on the other. My stomach aches with each breath. My jaw feels wired shut, but I can still open it slightly. Not by much
Jasper Five years ago. Having to confront the best friend I’ve had since I was three isn’t something I’ve ever wanted to do. But I had to. I had to know if he’s the one who hurt Aria. I sit here on my sofa and pray he’s not. Linc has my back and I’ll kill him if he did but I have to know. The knock on my door causes me pain. I know it’s him. Linc is beside me, his arms crossed over his chest. The anger evident on his face. I had told Linc the severity of Aria’s wounds. He’s pissed he’s not there with her. Hell, I’m pissed we aren’t there with her. My girl deserves better than to be alone. I just know it’ll be a while before she wakes up so no big deal. I’ll confront her brother then go back to her. “It’s open.” I say, Asher opens the door looking down at his phone, “Did you ever hear from Aria, she’s still not answering her phone.” He glances up and pauses in the door frame. His eyes locked on us in confusion. “What?” he asks, his eyes locking on mine. “Sit down.” I sa