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17 Lori

Lorelei

I felt hopeless. I had been here for days. Weeks maybe? I don’t know. Time seemed to stand still while I was locked on this bed. He would come and put a bedpan under me to let me relieve myself. The most humiliating feeling. To not be allowed to go to the bathroom. Saying he didn’t trust me to walk to the bathroom and back. It made me sick to know that my most basic human need was being left in his psychotic hands. I thought for sure they would have found me by now. I thought Asher.

No! I tell myself. Don’t go there. But reprimanding myself for thinking about him wasn’t helping me. I lay here after James would come in and get himself off, spraying me with his release multiple times a day. My body now caked with his disgusting loads. I couldn’t help but spend the day wishing Asher was holding me in his arms. Wishing he was here to keep me safe. I wish every day that I had never pushed him away. The tears flowed freely.

I would never recover from this feeling of disgust a
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