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Unloved

Author: Mayemura Special
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May

At one point I thought that I was the luckiest person in the world universe. However, I did not for once, think that someday everything would come crashing down. The man who had only love for me in his eyes now harbors abhorrence whenever he looks at me.

Even though I cannot read minds as werewolves do, I can clearly tell that Leslie has lost all affection for me. It is as clear as day in his eyes, that at this moment, he loathes me more than anyone else in his life.

From the moment he rescued me from Pius Ramos, I could feel that there was a change in him. That change was so negative and almost suffocating for me. Although he carried me out of there and brought me to this Log Cabin, he was no longer the Leslie Martinez that I'd known for the past six months. He was a whole new and different version of the man I had grown to love.

I do not blame him because I know that to an extent, I am partly to blame. I have taken a deeply personal introspection, and I have seen that what I
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