MayLately, I have been quite irritable and very grumpy. It does not take much for me to flip out and get angry. My nerves are all over the place and it is quite unsettling even for me. The worst part is I am starting to dislike little things that any normal person would not even take note of. I think about it when I am alone and being relatively logical, but the moment I mingle with others, all logic flashes down the drain Whatever is going on with me scares me shitless and I do not even know where to seek help. I have a lot on my mind and every scenario there is enough to trigger the utmost fear in my heart. I have been imagining a lot of horrific possibilities lately. It is crazy but what to do? I have seen a lot of crazy stuff since I was exposed to this world of supernatural beings. I have seen men morph into huge wolves. It took time for me to accept it and not shudder in fear at the sight of them. Just when I thought I was getting used to it, I landed in the deranged Ramo's
Unknown Whether they suffer from temporary memory loss or they are extremely ignorant, I am yet to find out. Their negligence and lack of desire to take note of details baffle me. I am talking about werewolf leaders. The pack alphas and their lunas as well as the king and queen. Their lack of diligence is appalling. How do they expect to run successful packs and a kingdom with this passive attitude of theirs? They say the devil is in the details for a reason. Any successful leader in any department has to be attentive to the littlest detail. It is in these small details that some populace was able to unravel conspiracies. Even in the medical field, doctors at times have to pay attention to minuscule symptoms to understand an ailment. In order, to give an accurate and detailed diagnosis and treatment. Unfortunately, the werewolf leaders appear clueless when it comes to this matter. I thought that this time around they would be pertinent concerning the safety of the kingdom. Sadly,
Alpha Martinez Unbelievable! The royal pack has got to be kidding me! How in the world did Ramos escape? Do they even know the kind of danger that spells for most packs?When Juan budged into my office with the news, I was livid. I could not even understand how they could be so reckless. Although they are saying he was killed, I do not believe them even one bit. I have seen that guy and I do not believe that he could just be killed like that.That man is a demon and I am starting to believe that he cannot be killed. If he was truly killed, then there should be a body! There is no way they should just conclude that he is dead without a body to prove it. I certainly do not buy that stupid story of theirs. According to the news, Juan brought me, the Royal guard who had escorted him and his mate to the creek, were all attacked by hunters. They used arrows made from wolfsbane and silver on the guards and threw them into the creek but luckily one survived. Five of them died because they
MartinezI just love how diligent my pack is. Barely two hours have passed since I told them to get ready for our trip to Willow County and they are all ready. The only problem I had was convincing my heavily pregnant mate to travel. She did not want to go as according to her, I did not give her a good enough reason why I should drag her with me. She left me no choice but to come clean to her. "I am so disappointed with the queen. When I met Summer, I felt that she was a very thorough person. What got into her? Honestly Les, how could she let loose such a deranged monster like Ramos? Even if you were to ask me to stay, after knowing this, I just have to tag along. Not because I am scared Ramos will come for me, but because I want to drill some sense into your werewolf queen! Ramos does not scare me. As long as I am here, I know that he will have to go through the whole pack before he can even touch a strand of my hair. Your queen needs a rude awakening! I am not bound by your rules
UnknownI have always been a master of illusions but I think I have become even better than before. Initially, I wanted to get rid of that rascal, Ramos but changed my mind at the last minute. After a long and hard consideration, I decided that he is still a pawn worth protecting. I can't just discard him like that. He is the only one daring enough to complete a task I have been formulating. Thus, I made the necessary arrangements to release him from prison. "Selene, you might lose to me this time around!" I shout out loud staring at the moon. I know that she heard me even though there is no response. I created this so-called mate bond between Pius and Scarlett. They feel everything as intensely as they should if they really were fated mates. However, there is a catch. That is just as far as it goes. I am still not giving up. Soon I will be able to create the same bond as perfect as Selene. I will make sure to pair those with hearts of stone like I did these two. I can almost tast
Summer (Werewolf Queen)When the patrol team announced the arrival of Alpha Martinez and his entourage, both my mate and I were shocked. Usually, alphas alert us of their intention to visit beforehand. Now, this unexpected visit roused a lot of questions in us but we had to let them into our territory to understand their agenda. That is precisely what we did. After a while, Martinez arrived with his entourage and a heavily pregnant mate. My initial reaction upon noticing his heavily pregnant mate was wrath. I was enraged at his negligence. Unable to curb it, I lashed out at Martinez before they even settled down. "Alpha Martinez! Is this how you treat your mate? What could have been so urgent that you dragged her into such a tiresome long trip? Could you not have called or sent your beta?"" My queen, I..." "No Les, let me talk to her. I came because it was absolutely necessary for me too. It is not my mate's fault. An outsider like me, not bound by werewolf laws is what you guys n
May When I spoke to the queen, I could tell that she understood me quite well. I was slightly afraid that she would take it wrongly but luckily, she caught my drift. I tried the best I could to lay out the facts for her and she agreed with me. Although she took her time sitting there quietly before she stood up. "Thank you, May. This is the rude awakening that I badly needed. Now that Sapphire has unearthed a clue we had overlooked, I have to look deeper into this Ramos case. You are right, I am the queen and ought to act like one. Sitting back and relaxing might just plunge my kingdom into chaos. I cannot thank you enough, my dear. Everything you pointed out, I promise to look into everything without bias. Aria's issue is a bit sensitive as my younger cousin will not accept that his mate is not who we think she is. However, I will handle him. It is time that we purge this kingdom of scum."After saying that, she left the room and I remained seated. What else could I do in this sta
Alpha MartinezWhen my mate screamed in pain, my heart clenched as I was powerless. There was nothing I could do to ease the pain. All I could do was plead with Sapphire to help ease her discomfort. Sapphire walked closer and touched May's temples and she frowned slightly. Then she moved her hands to her belly and sprang up in a panic. "Alpha, my queen, luna May is in the early stages of labor!"When Sapphire finished saying this, everyone was panicking. I can say I am still the one in a panic since then till now. My mate is in excruciating pain and her labor is progressing slowly, according to the doctor. I am glad the queen and Sapphire have not left her side since then. My wolf and I are beyond agitated. I have seen other women give birth but they never took this long. It is getting rather disheartening to see my little human mate go through so much agony for my sake. Honestly, at this juncture, if I were to make a choice, I would opt to go back to when we were just the two of
MayI may have grown up in the human realm and lived like any other normal human child. However, my life has been anything but normal. Looking back, my life has really been a rollercoaster of way too many coincidences. Over the years, I learned to live with my pain. I had no choice but to adapt and move forward. In the face of injustices, I had to swallow my pride and stifle my own individuality. Such was the life I had to lead for many years. Not once, did I ever think that I would one day be happy and have a say in anything that concerns me? My life has always been one where I follow orders or get hurt. Mine was a life full of misery and pain. Happiness was taboo.Even after facing so many near-death experiences, I somehow pulled through. All this, I attribute to being just plain lucky. However, now that I have met my mate and had a deeper conversation with the moon goddess, I do not believe in coincidences anymore. I have not been coincidentally lucky as I presumed. I have been
May I don't think I will ever view my son as just my baby. He is my savior, my hope, and the reason why I am still breathing today. He truly became my beacon in the darkest of times. My light at the end of the tunnel. After narrating to everyone what happened for the past three days I had been unconscious, everyone was baffled. Well, I could sense different reactions from each of them. Awe, disbelief, envy but overall, there was pronounced relief. I can easily decipher the reason for this relief. No one wants to be clueless about what happens around them. Therefore, they were relieved to know how it all started. Honestly, I am relieved as well. Knowing that it was in a way my son's plight that moved the gods to act in my favor, makes my heart melt. I know that the love I have for my son is just way too deep and immense. This little champion is my benefactor. Since my wings have retracted, my language has returned back to normal. I guess it will switch back to that ancient language
May Well, every word that has come out of the moon goddess's mouth has been nothing short of an eye-opener. This world is surely full of mystery. According to Selene, when my son's blood mixed with mine, as I was on the verge of death, he turned me into a wolf by default. However, as he also experienced agony in those few moments, he broke free from the darkness and embraced the light of the angels. His umbilical cord was still attached to me. Therefore, the light of the angels penetrated through the umbilical cord. I shake my head trying to process what she has just said but fail. I look at her once more and she sees my confusion and explains to me, one more time. "Do not be surprised dear child. Two powers converged and entered your body at the same time. Your son's blood and the angel's halo. A werewolf has the power to turn a gravely injured human into a wolf. Thereby giving them their rapid healing ability. Normally, this is done with the hope of reviving the dying person. I
May "As Ramos slit you open, life slowly slipped out of you. Your son, although he was quickly pulled out, he also felt the cold hands of death as they wrapped around your soul. He requested the universe, to preserve your life." When Selene mentions this, I feel a cold shiver shake my whole being. I already know that the supernatural world is full of magic, just not to this extent. How can I come around the fact that an infant could make such an instantly answered request like that? I look up at the moon goddess, trying to see if she is bluffing or not. However, the solemn look on her face makes me believe that she is being honest. Oh, snap! What am I even thinking? Could a goddess even waste her breath lying to me? Could it be that this is the reason why she painstakingly elucidated the sacredness of the bond? Slowly, slowly, everything is beginning to make sense now. I am glad I did not rush her or interrupt her from the beginning. Had I done so, I definitely would have been fre
May I have no idea how long we have been sitting here since in this realm, time seems to be stagnant. I have not uttered a word since my first question to the moon goddess. I am not in a hurry therefore, I cannot urge her to just talk to me. She knows what is best for me and she will tell me all I need to hear. For now, I will enjoy the silence and ponder on the information she has just given me. Selene, the moon goddess, seems to be lost in thought. I wonder what it is that she does not wish to disclose to me. It seems like whatever she has to tell me is something deeper than I presumed. Things surely are not as simple as they appear. Her silence is beginning to rouse a bit of anxiety in me. After what seemed to be a very long stretch of sheer silence, she finally turned her attention to me. This time around, she holds my hand and resumes talking. Her gentle voice soothes all the anxiety away and I am grateful for that. "Dear child, even though I tried to ease up your misfortune
May I kept staring at the moon goddess waiting for her to carry on. By now, her story has captivated me. Although she has not explained anything fully, I still feel that I need to hear this. Once again, she stares into space and I know that she is lost in her own thoughts. As she spaces out, I try to process what she has been trying to tell me, and I still can't figure it out. What exactly did she mean by her explanation? No matter how hard I try, her explanation remains vague. Until today, I had no idea that even gods had a hierarchy. She mentioned that the gods of a higher power are the ones that decided my fate. To put it in her words, the gods decided to rewrite my fate. The main question is why? However, until Selene decides to open up to me, I will not be able to answer myself. Looking back at the past year of my life, I fail to grasp the meaning of the incidents that occurred in my life. Everything that happened was surreal, to say the least. I never believed in the superna
May Although I feel upset about being alone in this room, I understand that they need to talk. Especially now that I have turned out to be more than just a mere human. I also need to understand what exactly happened for me to turn into a seraph. I never thought that my life would take such a huge twist. I guess whoever is writing my life story has a twisted mind. The gods, or fate, or whoever it is out there, really enjoy toying with my emotions. If only there was a way of foreseeing how the future would turn out! Unfortunately, in this life, someone else holds the reins and we just have to roll with the punch. There is no one to question why neither is there any way to refuse that which is thrust upon us. Lying on my belly, although usually very comfortable, becomes quite unnerving when I know that it is the only position viable. As for my shoulder blades, they are so painful that any slight movement hurts me so badly. Anyway, since the seraph said I will be okay, then I just have
May Everything has become subjugating and anxiety-inducing. How did I turn from plain old me to this dazzling heavenly creature in the blink of an eye?Not once did I even dream that a day would come when my life would change so drastically? Of course, I knew that being mates to a werewolf would come with its challenges. However, I did not for once, think that I would become one of the supernatural beings. I knew that my parents were royals but that was just it. I neither wanted to claim the rights to the throne nor go back to a place where nothing but sorrow awaits me. I have been content with my life since I met my mate, Leslie Martinez. Yes, we have had our fair share of problems and it has been hard. Nonetheless, we have managed to pull through every challenge. Some of the problems I have faced in the short time that I spent in the werewolf realm have been torturous. However, with each hurdle, we managed to grow closer. It is precisely because we became closer that we agreed
Manny ReynoldsWhen Summer called me to visit the Royal Pack, I did not think much of it. I just thought that there were issues she needed to discuss with me in person.I took my mate along and Aria insisted on bringing Scarlett as well. Did I find their friendship odd? Of course, I did. These two were like fire and ice in the beginning. From the very first time my mate set foot in the Luminous pack, Scarlett Sawyer did not like her. They even fought on her first day of joining Luminous High school. Scarlett despised my mate because back then, everyone thought Aria was just a mere human. Luckily, my mate was not a pushover. She handed it to them in style. Heck, she even beat up both the Sawyer siblings as well as their dad. When I got to the school, I was shocked when I saw the damage she had caused. Her wolf hid so well that not even my dad and uncle could tell that she was one of us. Nonetheless, I was overjoyed to have finally met my mate. Her mother, Henna, turned out to be, doc