Sacred Bond; Mended Me Whole

May POVEverything is so surreal and life itself is so meaningless. Every part of my body is in excruciating pain. Even my heart hurts. I can feel the life slowly seep away from me and I am more than willing to accept my fate. Mine was a meaningless existence of pain and misery. Seeing the darkness about to engulf me, I smile. Even though I know that it will only appear as a mere grimace to those who would have seen me. As if fate enjoys toying with me, I am suddenly disturbed in my journey to the netherworld by a gut wrenching scream.No. Scratch that. It is more of a howl than a scream. For some reason, it tugs at my heartstrings. I know it is stupid of me to feel drawn to a hurting animal. But that is just who I am. Even at the door of death, I am compassionate. I have always been. I would rather help even those who hurt me.Call me stupid but I suddenly do not want to welcome the darkness anymore. I need to know why that wolf howled in so much pain. I need to see if I can help it

MayIf I dare be honest with myself, I have probably been trudging along this dark track for days now and still, I see nothing. No light and no other soul. I am completely alone in this place.I am beginning to fear for my sanity. How long will I be able to hold on? My hope is diminishing by the day. Why is fate playing such a cruel joke on me?I have no problem with dying but why should I be forced to reside in such despair just because I am dead? Now I wonder what sin must I have committed and be punished for this severely. No matter how much I try to think about it, I cannot seem to recall anything. I have always been obedient and respectful. I have helped those in need and donated a lot to the underprivileged. Even though I was just a high school student, I worked at a diner as a waitress. From my measly wages, I made sure to share with those who were destitute. Not once have I been in a fight with anyone. I tried my best to avoid confrontations. Although my mother was horrible

Alpha Martinez Bittersweet is all I can say to describe what I am feeling. I am twenty-three years old and for an alpha wolf, I am way past the age to find my mate. Fate smiled at me and I met my fated mate but I found her as she was knocking on death's door.How then can I rejoice in this kind of situation? Others feel a tremendous amount of relief when they find their mates whereas I have to keep my fingers crossed and hold my breath. My mate is hanging by a thread as it is. The truth is I do not even know if she will regain her consciousness or just slip over to the afterlife. I found her badly injured and barely breathing. All that I am holding on to now is hope. I have faith in our creator and hope that she will not leave me broken. Therefore I still believe that she will have to perform some sort of miracle to bring my mate back to me. The injuries she suffered are so bad that even a werewolf could die from them. I am quite astounded by how strong my petite mate is. The fact

Alpha Martinez How does one express their in-depth gratitude? It is overwhelming and satisfying. I have a reason to rejoice and I will tell it to the world. I do not care that our neighbors abhor humans. As for my mate, I will treasure her and show the world that the mate bond has nothing to do with race. Who am I to question my creator? I was raised well, therefore I know how to appreciate and treasure gifts. That is all I will do henceforth till my last breath. I know that my mate is special even if she is just a human. There is a reason why fate chose to pair the two of us. I hope it is for the greater good of both our races. Had she not been important, why else would the moon goddess show her face to her?I was stuck in a dilemma when she woke up wondering how I will tell her about us. Even my mother and beta were impressed by her calmness when she let us know that she is well aware of our true identity. That is a whole new level of maturity on its own. Her calmness and accepta

Alpha Martinez They enunciate the rarity of patience amongst our kind and I utterly agree. However, my endurance has been tested repeatedly of late and I am beginning to fear for my sanity.I am a predator and one of our shortcomings is the lack of patience. We have heightened senses and that alone makes it harder for us to wait patiently for anything. However, for my mate, I have even learned to be as docile as a little puppy. I recall how extensively she was worried about what she felt for me. As an alpha wolf, I tend to feel everything ten times more than ordinary wolves. What my little mate does not know is how many constraints I have had to apply for her sake. Normally, when wolves meet their mate, it is not surprising to complete the mate bond right away. It is only natural. One does not need to get to know their mate to indulge. We just follow our instinct. Once we mate and mark each other, the mate bond is completed. In that instant, one gets to know their mate's innermost