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Rara ... I'm Sorry
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2020-11-19 11:15:01Playlist: Love You Goodbye - One Direction
Gerald's POV
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"I am pregnant!" I'm just ignoring this sassy girl. Why should she confide in me? If she's pregnant, then? Do I have to celebrate? I have to go head over heels because she's pregnant? I've experienced dealing with pregnant women who are super unstable and spoiled. But what Rara did still made me happy. Although sometimes I get annoyed too. But I understand my wife and love her very much.
Since Kelsea was born a month ago, we have both learned to be parents. I was no longer fighting over trivial matters. Although sometimes I have to be spoiled and feel children's presence makes Rara's attention focus more on Kelsea than me. I also want to be stroked because my wife is addicted to me.
This crazy girl is still standing in front of me.
I kept going and ignored the presence of celestial beings in front of me and watched the Youtube tutorial. See how to
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