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2020-12-13 12:02:05Crying In The Club - Camila Cabelo
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Suddenly today, my body is cheerful. It's been from three days ago. However, today was the peak.
I really can't move. And it feels like all day long, wanting to curl up under the covers without disturbing anyone. My head is very heavy to be lifted.
Today, I plan to keep the children out of school. The kids are awake. I've made milk and made cereal. My body can no longer work. I choose to rest in the room. Ah, maybe stress again. Too many thoughts have been bothering me lately. I thought, okay, I don't need to mention it. You already know where this conversation is going.
I felt cramps in my stomach, but this time it tasted even more biting. I do often experience cramps when I want my period. The pain stabbed my stomach even more. My head is dizzy too. Ah, I don't want to be sick. I'm sorry for my two daughters who have to be neglec
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