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2020-11-10 15:03:26I'm not sure what time I got up, but my stomach squeals for food.
I tried to get up and felt whether my stomach still ached. Thankfully not.
Luckily, I'm not a vengeful person. If not, I will pull phsyco's violin hair bald. Moreover, nothing happened to my daughter. I will be like a fierce mother, hen, while looking after her chicks. I will head on her using whatever I can.
I pulled my feet out of bed and tried to stand up. My butt was excruciatingly sore. My butt isn't swollen. I've never heard of a swollen buttocks case. It feels like my butt is sore. Could it be that I can't walk?
I stood up and closed my eyes, considering whether to walk or lie back down. My stomach rumbled even more.
With shuffling steps, I walked. My ass, poor ass.
I hobbled along while biting my lip to endure the pain. I walked like the person who just losing her virginity. It hurts even more than that by holding the end of the stairs and counting one by one as you descend.
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