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2022-02-20 00:23:11¶Aiyla PoV¶
"
The sweet seduction of your kissesWild passionMore of a teaserIs it the Venom
Of a traitorous serpent?Or the nectar
Of the wildflowerFound in hell."-Mesmerism* * * * *
What started as a talk turned into a wild making of love. His kisses were like a slow cocaine drug to my body, sparks ignited inside me with burning sexual desire for Ronin.
I was slowly losing myself to him,
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