I couldn't control my tears. We have finally made it. I turned and hugged Dane hard. I never thought that I would be with him again. I thought I would lose him just as I lost my dad. I felt back of his shirt wet. I raised my head and saw his eyes were blood shot. He gasped as if he couldn't get air. He fell on top of me. I tried to hold him but I couldn't he was too heavy. I fell with him and minimised the impact. I carefully placed his head on my lap. I saw blood seeping down from the bullet wounds on his back. My tears fell uncontrollably. I couldn't take it much longer and I sobbed.Dane started to close his eyes and I screamed in disappointment. I couldn't believe that he is leaving me alone. The rain bullets has stopped finally. But they didn't have Enzo but have managed to wipe out majority of his crew."Don't leave me Dane. Please say something", I begged him.He opened his eyes and smiled at me weakly my heart wrenched at the sight of my husband nearly dying. I can't let him
"On your knees madam", said a cop wearing a bullet proof vest. There were five or six of them."What? Are you kidding me? You have come to save me", I told them."This is a protocol. We have to do it", he said."There is no time. My husband is back there. He is wounded", I begged them."We can't just follow you madam. First we have to search you and ask you certain questions", he said."Fine ask me fast. We have to save him", I reminded them.I was now checked for weapons. I felt humiliated just as I was with Riccardo. They made sure that I was a defenseless woman for the hundredth time.."Are you done?", I asked impatiently."Almost. Now can you tell me your date of birth?", he asked me.I rattled away the generic questions they asked me in the hopes that they will let me lead them to Dane. When they started to ask me about my school. I put my foot down."I'm not going to answer any more of your stupid questions. My husband is fighting death over there. If you are not going to help h
I had answered all the questions and it took almost an hour. I had no way of knowing how was Dane in the mean time. I was tensed all the time they asked me questions. They thought that I was worried for giving them information against Enzo. But I wasn't afraid of Enzo anymore. He had done what he could do already. He had ordered to shoot me and Dane took the bullets meant for me. There is nothing else in this world that matters as Dane for me. After I was done they let me go thankfully. I caught a ride with one of the kind officers who agreed to drop me at the hospital. I was desparate to see my husband.I saw Jake staying on the door and he sighed. I went to him immediately."What did the doctors say?", I asked him."There is nothing that can be said now. But I know he is a fighter he will get through this easily", assured Jake.He made me sit on the chair. I was shaking with silent sobs. I thought that he would be out of danger already but there was no such luck."I will bring you s
"You cheated on Dane?" asked Heidi."It is not like that", I said slouching."Don't bother denying. I got every on the phone", she said smugly."I'm not denying anything. I will confess everything to Dane. I don't intend hide things from him", I told her."You are a liar. If you didn't know that I Jd recorded everything on the phone. You would have denied it", said she."Trust me Heidi I won't lie to my husband. Believe me I would confess everything to him once he gain consciousness", I told her."What ever you better get out of here because I know Dane would never forgive you for your mistakes", said she."I know Dane. He is capable of forgiving he has a big heart than you think but tht doesn't mean I haven't wronged him. I will endure any punishment he dishes out for me", I told her."He is here because of you. If only you didn't create issues between Enzo and him", she said."I'm not going to argue about Enzo while Dane is fighting for his life", I said to her."Stop pretending th
Another hour passed and there was no improvement in his condition. I was really worried now. I had no idea what more to do. I have prayed as much as possible. I couldn't do anything else. I wanted to cry but couldn't my tears had all dried up. I had Jake with me. We were soon joined by his adoptive parents. I tried to console them but I didn't know how. His mother was crying too. I wanted to cry with her too. It was more easy. I saw Jake giving them coffee and trying to give them strength. I felt his eyes getting glistened occasionally. There was a limit to his self control."My poor boy", said Linda."Don't cry pray for our Dane", said Tom."I wish God would take me in his place", said Linda."Stop talking nonsense. Nothing is going up happen to Dane scolded his father.." Linda he would hate to see you like this ", I said when I was able to speak." My dear boy. How happy he was when you visited us? I thought my son will be getting his happiness that was withheld from him", said Lin
I was silent the entire ride home. But that wouldn't stop from chattering my ears off. She was very excited that her daughter is finally home and here to stay. What she wished was that she could have my husband as well. I rolled my eyes. She also told me that she hoped Dane leaves me like a hot potato. It itched me to say that she was only going to lose her hope. I knew in my heart that Dane would forgive me. But our journey won't be easy. But we have come a long way. I have complete faith that we would go a long way.When I reached home I saw that the home was well maintained they also had a living in house keeper. So the things were not completely out of order. I always wondered how they will survive without me but they have managed to survive and thrive. I guess I'm not as important as I thought. If only they let me live my life peacefully. Instead they want to cause more drama in my life.We waited for the queen to grace us with her presence. I wonder what she has to say to me. Bu
I ran away from my home throwing away Ella who was trying to pin me down. I felt as if I couldn't breathe. I couldn't even imagine the stuff they were telling me to do. I would never ever leave Dane. We are going to face what ever will happen together. But she is making me to take the harder route. Hard didn't even define what I felt when I heard her suggest that I leave Dane. I felt like my whole world was breaking apart. I would never allow her to make decisions for me. We will fight Enzo together. I knew it. We will find a way to get through this. I know it won't be easy but still.I ran and took the first taxi I saw and uttered the name of the hospital. The guy gave me a weird look but took me to my destination. I paid him and walked to the hospital. When I reached the hospital I saw Jake standing with a cup of coffee. It was heart warming to see him stand guard for his best friend.."Hey", he said addressing me. I have him a weak smile in return."You survived", he said with an
"People were coming and going and no one was telling me something. What was happening? My mind was screaming and speaking of bad things that could happen. I was afraid that Dane is in danger. I knew it in my heart ever since the conversation with Heidi. It was still playing around my mind. She almost scared me saying that me being with Dane is going to kill him. I know that there is no other way for me to survive without Dane. I would die without Dane. Even if it is a few seconds I want to spend it with him. I knew the same goes for Dane.A nurse barged out looking desparate. I caught hold of her hands and she tried to get away but I kept my arms firm. She is not going to leave without an explanation. I knew that for sure."Tell me what is happening?", I ordered her."You don't have to worry. We have everything under control", she told me without looking in my eyes."I don't think so. Tell me the truth. I know something was wrong. Please tell me what is happening. I have a right to k
Charlie hadn't said anything to Dane. If only she waited for him to talk. Charlie pretended to say the truth so that Heidi comes clean before Dane. She had done it but I knew she will pay the cost for it. Dane now knows everything. The Wedding won't happen now. I felt a little sorry for my sister after all she had lost Dane again."You didn't say the truth to me. I'm angry at you too", said Dane."I won't blame you. I should have told you about Enzo but I was afraid you won't take it seriously", I confessed."His people had shot me and you think I won't take it seriously? Ziva please be mature", said Dane."I'm sorry Dane", I said."You made us lose our precious three years of life. I missed my daughter's birth and her significant mile stones. It is not something that I can forgive", said Dane."You are right. I was a coward and everyone used that knowledge to influence me", I admitted."You are not a coward Ziva. I wish you were a little more selfish. You sacrificed us for my life. I
When I reached the venue I was immediately ushered into the groom's room. I went to see Dane working on the laptop. My daughter screamed and went to hug him. He took her and lifted above his shoulders. Who knew my serious daughter was a fun loving girl ?"I miss you daddy", she said."I miss you too bug", he said."Don't get married", she said bossily."Why?", he asked curiously."Because mommy cries", she said shocking me.He looked at me with a hint of smile. I was dumb struck."I wasn't", I said to him.She climbed down from her father and took her place next to me. I gave her a warning look."Don't lie", she said to me."I'm not lying", I said to her."You said that daddy", she was about to say everything but I put my hand on her mouth."That is enough", I warned her."There is still time confess your love or it will be too late", he said with a smirk."No. Our life is not a rom Com Dane. Everything is not black and white", I said to him."Fine your wish", he said.I took my daugh
I'm a stubborn creature where the need arises. I'm not going to backdown even if he says that he can't live without me. But I knew he won't say it. I had hurt him enough but still he says he can't marry Heidi. I can't go home till we reaches some sort of agreement."Dane. I'm not going back where it all started. I want an out", I said painfully. I had a fair idea on how much I was hurting him."Fine. I will get married but you have to be at the wedding. If you decide not to come at the last moment the wedding is off", said Dane."You can't say that. Please I won't go back not with Enzo there", I said to him."The wedding is going to happen here and tomorrow. Remember to be there else there is no wedding. I had booked a cab for you. It is not a good idea for me to join you", he said. I nodded my head. I was ready already.I have to be there at Dane's wedding to my sister. The fate couldn't be any more cruel. It hurt me like hell to adjust to the prospect that my husband is going to get
The thing about mistake is that we don't have a desire to undo it constantly but I didn't feel that way. Sleeping with Dane might be a bad choice on my part but I never regret a second that I spent with him. I would do it all over again if given another chance. But I shall remain silent. My thoughts never should come out of my head. It must stay there safe and silent. Even after I insulted Dane he being a gentleman had gone to fetch me fresh clothes. I stay there waiting for him to get the clothes. He must have ordered it through the hotel. But it still hadn't come. So he had gone there to check what happened to my dress. He might have fired somebody too if the hotel was his.I heard a knock and Dane came through. I stayed there very still. All my instincts said to go towards him. My emotions were over the top plus the amazing sex we had destroyed any small amount of self-control I used to have."Here is your dress", he said putting it on the bed."Can you give me some privacy?", I as
"I'm sorry for hurting you. I want us both to move on for the sake of Angel. You are also getting married to my sister. Let us end this please. What do you want in return for it?", I asked him."I want you to give me back every kiss I gave you. Then I will forget you and move on", he said."Fine. I have a condition too. I want you to give me back every kiss I gave you as well. So that we can settle the score", he said."Done", he said. I was the one who charged at him he bent down the kiss me. We kissed each other like there was no tomorrow. His tongue duelling with mine. I gasped when he bit my lips hard enough that it hurt. I bit him too drawing blood. He chuckled when he heard me growl. You better stop provoking me. I said in my mind.His hands cupping my boobs. I moaned when his hands tore my expensive dress. I didn't bother to put aside the tattered dress. It lied crumpled on the ground. I stood there in my undergarments. He removed a single boob from the constraints of my bra. H
"You can't let go of me right? You wanted to play me even after leaving me. I just played you back", he said with tight eyes."It wasn't any game Heidi loves you. She asked my help I gave it to her. I have no other interest in you", I said to him."Is that so? Then why are you on a date with me? How does it help your sister?", he asked me crossing his arms."I'm doing what I'm told. You said you will leave me alone after this date", I reminded him."I said and you listened. Things are that easy for you? Our life together didn't matter to you isn't that right? You couldn't endure a life with a handicap so you left me. But still you are here they are right what goes around comes around", he said."Why do you ask me to this date? Is it to torture me?", I asked him."No. I'm on this date to say you goodbye. You might have meddled with my life a lot. But after today you won't do anything like that ever again. I wanted to destroy you initially but then I realised that you are also mother of
"And what do you think?", I asked him."I know my feelings never died for you", he said thoughtfully."You are only saying this to punish me", I said."Why would I want to punish you?", he asked me."Because I left you three years ago", I said."It is correct that you left me. I don't think I can ever forgive you for that. But that doesn't mean that I had lost my feelings for you", he said."I think you want to bed me that is why you are talking about the feelings all of a sudden", I said."I would always want to bed you. I'm attracted to you physically and mentally. I will always want sex from you. Even when we are both a hundred years old", he said."I don't want you", I shot back at him."I realised that three long years ago. But that hadn't deterred me from wanting you like a Madan", said he."You shouldn't say such stupid things. I have used you in the past and disregarded you as it suited me", I lied to him."I got that. It still hurts. I thought you were in love with me", he sa
"You look beautiful", said Charlie carrying my daughter on her hip."Thanks", I murmured putting on the necklace.My open-sleeve dress had so many boob's that I was sure Dane would drool. I knew the game that I was playing is a dangerous one for both parties. It was like fighting with a sword that has no pommel. It can cut both."Is this some kind of a reminder for him? To have an idea of what he missed?", she asked me."I'm only getting ready for the date as he asked me to. That is all there it is. A single date where we will behave like it was the first time I'm seeing him walking", I said."You mean like while you were married to him", she said."Yes for a single date. But there won't be anything beyond that. He is going to get married soon to my sister. She had already told me that it is OK. Dane said that this date night is all he is asking in return for leaving me alone. I have nothing more to ask for from Dane and he will only get what he asked", I said."That is going to be to
I have decided to give him what he want. I know it will be a lie to confess that it is something that he only he wants. I want that too. A date that we missed three years ago. I couldn't help but imagine what would have happened if I hadn't met Enzo that day. I want to see him walk towards me for the first time again. He would have been romantic and flirty with me all night. We would have ended that night early each of us eager to go home. So that we could celebrate together at night.I was very nervous. Something inside my mind warned me from going through with Dane's idea. It is not only a worst idea but the after math of the said date would be incomprehensible. I won't be able to forget and move on while he ends this fantasy of date. I would be left with broken pieces of my heart.I called Charlie for clarity. I doubt she has anything new to supply. I already know consequences of my decision even though it doesn't make a difference to me.She picked on the first ring. She had alrea